Tuesday, December 08, 2009

gym.gym

Woah, how long has it been since I last updated?
ah well.. I won't say much about the Japan trip, been telling
the experience verbally to far too many people xD

Just some photos from Japan.. 3 actually, we've taken
over 600 I think LOL!

Mt Fuji
Mt Fuji

Disneyland

It was really fun and really nice. A place without insects nor rubbish.. imagine that? xD

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I've been going to gym for the past 2 days (including today) Its really tiring but rewarding I guess? Waking up at 7+ instead of 10+ is really torturous for me.. and furthermore to go to the gym! LOL.. why did I even go? I actually have no drive nor motive about going there.. just to hang out with xinyi I guess? xD

Couples retreat is a dam nice movie LOL! I laughed throughout the movie like nobody's business.. americans are really good at being humourous xD That's why I love comedy.. sadly for those below 16, its NC16.. I really recommend people to watch it.. super funny LOL.

Been playing back maple recently, hm, I'm being really abnormal. i rmb I swore not to touch maple forever anymore.. but ah well.. I somehow went back.. everythings' changed. The people aren't as nice as those in the past.. Hopefully I can make good cyber buddies again.. it was so fun in the past to meet up with them xD

WHOO! CYCLING ON FRIDAY! hopefully pool on thurs~ I feel so lively this holidays xD

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Get well soon mummy!

My mum has been hospitalised due to a minor stroke from a
fall during the Japan trip. I'm really glad she seems alot better
then the 2nd day of our return from Japan! I'm hoping real
hard and praying to any god out there that she'll be fine enough
to return home tomorrow!

Home just doesn't feel the same without her! xD

Will post some pictures up soon I guess? (Even though I
haven't even uploaded them on facebook, pft, i'm a real lazy
bump xD)

Thanks to all the people who expressed concern and even
came to visit! :D

I realise I'm really weak at heart.. despite laughing so much,
LOL. I cried when my dad shouted at me over the phone
because I wasn't home at the time they decided to visit my
mum at the hosp.. I cried when I thought about all the bad
things that could happen to my mum and my family because
of the stroke.. I cried when xinyi called my dad to clear the
misunderstanding.. I cry too much T.T

I'm so happy there are so many people who care!
ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Japan!

woo, the plane to japan takes off at 11:45pm today! :D
woohoo~ sushi sushi sushi, time to gain some weight.
I'll lose them back in singapore. LOL!

argh, I cut my hair.. ok my mum did.. its... a big
difference from my previous hairstyle.. (in terms
of length) I hope it'll grow a little longer.. I find it
too short right now T.T

Saturday, November 14, 2009

...

ahh.. a huge disappointment today.

I guess I blogged kinda too late since I've already complained
about it thoroughly to my family, LOL. I feel less of the pissed-
off and disappointed(ness).

Well.. instead of the vulgar word.. I shall use what the heck.
Like how did we land up as 9? I can't understand.. HC and
Jeff did so much sia! We even got help frm kendrick..( tho
RI got help from their parents which was so wth). and the
worst thing is, we actually put alot of effort into our robo-
design.. but why did we still end up not in top 3? is anima-
tion like, worth 50% of the marks? Or did we score ZERO
for animation? It doesn't make any sense.

Damn, I just realised I'm not as angry as I should be. Prob-
ably due to fatigue.. I'm really sleepy while typing this.. I'm
glad my mum found a use for the lap-top stand thing..

ahh.. this has been a wth day. I've never seen all of us as
moodless as today.. I just remembered.. we couldn't even
remember to make the badge thingy.. We'll probably smash
it or smth anyway.. like what's wrong with the judging..

Making robocode seem so worthless despite being an IT
competition.. like what the hell man.

fullstop. enough bitching..
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Tomorrow going liuqiao's house with yunhan for a sleepover!
Man I'm hoping it'll be damn fun! A good chance to forget all
the unhappiness today I guess?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

~~

Jack's place student meal was more worth it than BREEKS~
I shall love jack's place from now on.

HCL O's are OVER! all OVER!
StrITwise still stays as a form of hindrance to my wonderful
holidays.. someone will get piss-ed from looking at this..

I'm depressed, i shall be frank-er rofl.
I spent S$44.55 on a bunch of detestful crap. :X opps.
alright, they're not crap, essential for better benefits..
well ok whatever.. it just sucks to once be rich and then
go broke...

ah this just sucks T.T
One of the rare times I ever get into a bad mood

Food becomes real if you stare at the image long enough..

I guess I already have my answer;

I should really stop struggling so hard.

If I've been struggling at all.

I want my holidays.
like,
now!

Monday, November 09, 2009

:D

Finally met xinyi darling yesterday xD How long has it been?
close to 9 months right? I still remember the exact date the
last time we met up :X 21/02/2009 LOL!

Went to her house really early in the morning and I'm glad
none of us really changed much xD its best to do some catch-
ing up.. but no matter how much time passes, I get amazed
every single time I ponder about the fact that we stay as
best friends even after ... god. 7 years!
I still hope we end up in the same university~

Her mum's company car was so gorgeous.. it was metallic blue
and it was very, very soundproof! She drives better than my
mum LOL. Even though they both hold licenses. Its amusing
how women find parking harder than men do xD ION was also
interesting. The bottom 2 floors had swarms of people. And
from the 1st floor onwards to the 5th or 6th or I forgot how
many storeys there were.. Shops like PRADA and LV appear
and the number of people on these floors dramatically decreased
LOL! DRAMATICALLY. It was a sunday too. Someday I'll go
to orchard centre~ ok and I realise you actually need guts to
enter LV. LOL

I'm sometimes really glad to know that if all else fails in my life;
There's still someone who will definitely be there for me.
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Well.. for the past week since my Art O levels ended, I've been
having quite a life xD Went out every single day besides.. today,
it sounded cooler when I told somebody, "I went out everyday
except tomorrow", yesterday. LOL~ ah wth am I saying. I can't
believe guitar is getting more fun! we're almost finishing the
beginners' book with all the notes and chords and basics. Soon
we'll all be in grade one learning songs! :D Man I love playing
L-O-V-E on the guitar, nice and qianbian-ish kind of melody.

Wall painting on wed.. right aft HCL Os.. how boring. My mum keeps
all the smses which I have ever sent to her.. Its surprisingly and
touching.. Now I know I've learnt how to cycle since 17/12/2008!
Ok, I'll learn roller blading by 17/12/2009! xD I guess ice-skating
should be sooner since I've made promises, wahaha~

This will be a fuilfilling holiday ^^

well I hope chalet comes and stays that way forever.. after that, I
can't look forward to anything with the whole class anymore..

I haven't typed in 2 weeks~ Haven't read my teenage.. Haven't
touch a single thing for HCL.. Haven't really faced one reality...
Haven't tried to understand literature gibberish.. Haven't watched
enough movies..
(I'm aware they're all wants and not needs :x)

HOLIDAYS~ HERE I COME! (Japan woo!)

Friday, October 23, 2009

2001 counts!



Today was such a meaningful day! :D

The higher chinese mock paper was so.. crappy? I finished it within
1 hr and 10 mins and had like.. 50 minutes to draw random stuff and
sleep LOL! SMU focuses on business and management.. hm.. I'll see
if NUS really is a better university.. as of the subj combi I want for
JC.. as of now.. would be PCME.. even if I wanted to change, I don't
think I have any other options to choose from..

After school went to JP with jiali, cheryl, shuuyin, grace and tiening.
we went to eat at subway.. I felt super fat, double choc cookie and
cheese STEAK. wrong cookie. wrong sandwich, WRONG! LOL
Thank god what happened after made my day xD

There was an Anlene(milk brand) stage game and fund raising at the
1st floor there, right next to subway. They had this stepping machine
that allowed people to reach 100 counts or more. And for every 100
counts(200 steps), Anlene would donate $2 to a charity organisation
with people suffering from bone problems(I forgot the term :X) I
reached 2001 counts!(4002 steps) LOL! It took more than half an hr,
I was sweating like hell even in air-con conditions. Imagine how much
exercise that was! LOL, I'm pretty sure I've burnt off some of the fats
I gained from subway LOL~

I raised $40 for charity! FOR CHARITY! and man, it felt so good! :D
All of us did the stepping thing too. Our total count added to aprox. 9400!

AMAZING RIGHT?

Its been so long since I've done something meaningful, I feel so happy
today wahaha~ Sadly I need to start preparing for art.. if not I'd go there
again tmr to raise more funds.. can help me jian fei also, LOL~

I'm going to start jogging every saturday starting from tmr..
how I wish I had a bike xD but oh, damn the maintenance.

oh ya, jiali I applaud you for daring to go on stage to participate in the
stepping competition! HAHA! she won two oatmeal and an Anlene
concentrate, so healthy~

I'm a little too addicted to bridge..

Should I risk the change?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

sleepy

wa.. I feel so pathetic these days, its not even 10 yet and I have to
sleep. I'm so close to collapsing LOL.. aiya.. maybe sleeping early is
good for me, age slower heh~

Sakae sushi was.. Fat.. but fun xD The group of people I went out
with today was fun lol, hope to go out more together~ ah, it made
a hole in my wallet, had to refill cash or I'll go broke before I know
it! I haven't cycled/jogged in a long time.. I better start soon.

Its amazing how much people can change. random thought

After i left shuwei at clementi mrt station, I kept emitting the
leave-me-alone vibe, like.. what's wrong with me? I'm already
so happy, maybe I need to be happier with my already-happy
happiness, LOL! ok wth am I saying?

The classroom is very hot, its killing me and destroying my moods!

I'm saddened by my results, uberly. But everyone else around me
cheered me up without doing anything special at all LOL! maybe
I'm just a laughter-seeker, its good to sleep early AND be optimistic,
I hope and may be able to live longer~!

nasi wa wu ji pa ban~ JI... PA... BAN!

Wannabe by spice girls is nice ok! though it sounds annoying when
somebody sings it out xD

experience makes a person wiser

Friday, October 16, 2009

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My results are.. man I don't wanna talk about it T.T
My GPA of 3.6 is gone.. I don't even want to hope for a
3.4 or 3.5 ... unless moderation really does miracles~

ok I know I'm quite ass-holey for worrying about my
results.. since there are many people who worry about
promotion.. well, having a GPA of 2.5 would get you
promoted too anyway~ the school's "nice"

but still.. I'm so disappointed with my results.. esp art.

At least I laughed super hard in school today LOL. I
can't understand myself.. why do I laugh whenever I'm
being insulted! I can't control it LOL. Playing bridge in
class and chatting in class was so nice.. exams are over,
its time to enjoy life!

There are so many unanswered questions..
There are so many things I need to know...
Why is it getting ambiguous..
Why does it seem to become increasingly impossible?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

another weird saturday

Are all saturdays this strange? LOL.

It started on my journey home from clementi interchange.. the ppl
around me seemed really strange. There was this old man, he was
reading some.. paper and he just suddenly spasmed and the piece of
paper flew to me and slightly cut my arm. ouch. LOL! His eyes were
on the piece of paper and he just kept eyeing the paper until its in
his hands again, I looked at him with a "O.o" face.

Then comes the lady.. she was swinging her plastic bag merrily back
and forth (you know, typical actions of a child returning from tuition)..
and it hit me more than once.. (I was behind) and she didn't realise.
lol, strange. and again I stared.. of course, I knew she couldn't see.

There was also a guy who tapped his fingers on the metal bar dividing
the walkway.. humming a tune and clapping and snapping his hands.
To nobody. I wonder if he has no worries or has too much?

Finally something pleasant xD a middle-aged lady gave up her seat
to an old women, I always smile when I see such scenes~

During my walk home from the bus stop, I saw a male crow conti-
nuously hitting a drain cover.. raised his head feathers. I think he was
courting a nearby female crow. (There were really 2 crows)

And across the carpark, I heard a motorbike starting and thought it
was a helicopter landing.. (I have hearing problems LOL)

-Guitar was SUPER funny xD
-Kendrick's crying doll was SUPER cute xD
-The journey home was SUPER strange xD
-Nickelback's songs are SUPER weird but some are nice xD
-I'm SUPER aware I dont have time to be blogging xD
-I Realise coffee is SUPER useless on me xD
-I'm SUPER sure that I won't get any sleep tomorrow xD

Monday, October 05, 2009

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Saturday was an amazingly strange day.

I managed to study some of the year 3 topics for chem.. studied some
on sunday as well and I'm left with.. about 2-3 topics from year 4 which
I somehow plan to rush later in school before chem xD Its quite alot of
free time I realised, break.. and after chem paper 1, there's an hour of
study time.

Sat.
When dad was fetching me for guitar lessons as usual, I saw a very young
malay boy, probably around 7 years old, riding on an adult bike, and he
was carrying his little brother at the back of the bicycle. It was a very
sweet sight. but it led me into thinking.. why did his parents let him go
out alone.. moreover riding a bike.. and crossing roads with it, when he
is so young? He may learn to be independent sooner but.. won't the
parents end up hating themselves if anything ever happens to their son?

Ah, and I was almost late for guitar. I reached at 4.55pm, guitar starts
at 5. xD The sky was dark the whole day.. like a tornado was coming or
smth.. though it never rained. I'm still happy my dad asked me whether
I needed an umbrella out of concern :) Is it that I laugh easily or.. he
seemed to be making me laugh alot everytime we're in the car? xD

On the way home.. my guitar nearly smashed someone's face LOL!
I took the train with liuqiao from Bukit batok to JE and we split up
from there.. she lives at lakeside and me, clementi, what a sad
separation, and I have to experience it every sat xD

the train to clementi arrived and there was this teenage girl.. she was
clinging on to her boyfriend like she was glued to him or she was
possessed or smth.. I didn't particularly stare at her but she stared at
me.. like out of everyone there (it was 6+ peak hours), she chose to
stare at ME. I was so weirded out.

and there was a HUGE wall lizard at the lift area at my flat

I had a nightmare on sat morning too.. hope it doesn't come true.. I
can't seem to forget this nightmare like I did to all the rest..

I chatted with a close friend whom I haven't chatted with for a very
long time. It was a very meaningful conversation, (in my opinion). I
received valuable advice.. and it sorta.. rekindles the relationship and..
brings back wonderful memories xD I'll heed it, "don't regret it".
Thanks for the chat, I really needed it!

I should be mugging.. but I dont have the heart to do so anymore, LOL!
mind's too occupied at the moment.. haven't thought about so many
things since so long ago. well, at least there's smth to blame if all else
fails~ I wish that all my friends and myself will go through the exams
successfully(well if we don't die midway) and enjoy whatever comes
AFTER! ~

I'm so happy I can go to Japan, My parents' love for us has just leveled
up from perfection! xD

Sunday, September 27, 2009

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I have to study, I really, REALLY have to start getting serious LOL!

ok I've told myself that several times..
I didn't even finish half of what I planned to finish today..
我这个人实在太失败了。。

everybody else is mugging like hell.. and I've been a total slacker..
I swear.. tomorrow I'll NOT on the comp! (unnecessarily hehe..) as
long as I'm not preparing for language arts paper.. I WON'T on the
comp either! I'm gonna mug mug mug UNTIL I DIE! that includes..
art.

hm, I wonder why ppl think that art students have a better life?
because that's totally untrue.. Its kinda hard to explain why.. but
when you do it, you'll know why, pretty much?

weight-wise, I realise it can't drop any more from me just skipping
meals.. after exams I shall start exercising, haha.

talking about after exams.. a HUGE trial awaits me, I'm still thinking
about how to go about doing it.. hmm.. will I end up regretting it? ah
well.. better than to regret not trying at all for the rest of my life!

study. study. study.

To all: GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!

I have a pop-up blocker that shows me a pop-up telling me it has
blocked a pop-up... genius.

"sometimes all it needs is to just say it!"

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Jiahui Jiejie and Zhiyong Jiefu's WEDDING!

Finally got myself to upload these photos to blogger! OMGOSH. the
wedding of my cousin Jiahui jiejie and zhiyong jiefu was amazing man!
it was so grand. Held at the holiday inn hotel I think? opps, anyway,
here's my congratulations to both jiahui jiejie and zhiyong jiefu! Its
finally time to wed, how long has it been? when you guys first dated,
I remember I was only primary 1! that was like, 9 YEARS AGO!

May you both live in bliss and enjoy this long-lasting love for the rest
of your lives! :D

The torture of the bridegroom has begun.. it started with chilli biscuits.. OUCH!

From my knowledge, he tolerates spiciness, so they said he finished the task
easily while his "brothers" suffered LOL! hahaha!
This was the real challenge, he has dreaded chicken feet all his life! LOL

Still~ forced to swallow it LOL! HAHAHA, darn, he didn't have a
scrunched up face!
The pink vow sheet was written by I think the bridesmaids? LOL.. it was
so funny when they let us hear him say it aloud during the wedding dinner!
He tried to locate the correct key to the room but all 5 keys turn out to be
wrong LOL! but he did enter the room later on, hahaha
aw! image self-explanatory! xD

Jiefu so shuai! Jiejie so gorgeous! HAHA

YAY! Ow family female cousins!~ I love that traditional gown..

JINGCHA! that's me and my bro haha!

I forgot why we laughed LOL.

Their wedding car! its so super cute, zhiyong jiefu was the driver all the way

In the hotel suite. OW family male cousins! (obviously one of them is my bro)
all the lao das are sitted HAHA!
ME and OW family female cousins and cousins' girlfriends! both of them are on
the right side haha! (both me and bro are the youngest)
FAMILY!

Finally at the dining hall, while waiting for the ROM my cousin took a
picture of me HAHA!
(Hopes that no adults visit) I DRANK RED WINE! 3 MOUTHS OF IT! HAHA!

yeah.. bitter, but to me its still acceptable~ do I actually look drunk? cos I'm
nowhere near drunk! muahaha
bro looks so sleepy ..

Me and charmane jiejie!
Bro, me and wanchan! (mother side cousin)

My favourite wedding photo of all~

Saying the "I-do(s)" it was so sweet

Evening gown! omg I love it so much!

CHEESE~ mass of cousins

Finally last photo, another random shot at the lobby area outside the dining
hall.
The wedding was amazing. Though it was kinda weird since she's the first
one among all the ow family children to get married! and it feels weird! but
still,
CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING MARRIED! :D

Saturday, September 19, 2009

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When I get the guitar photos from yen on facebook I'll post them
here :X hopefully her comp doesn't hang again LOL.

I've been wasting my time for the past few days.. couldn't get much
work done, altho I'm kinda sure alot of ppl are like me anyway LOL!

I'm alone at home right now, haven't been alone at home at all for I
dunno how many months/years alr, lol.

The song the teacher told us to practise will definitely kill me... the
pause we agreed on at every change-in-chord before we play the
melody again was dam funny LOL! we just pause, then they change
fingering e.g. C to G7 then G7 to F chord, sometimes I'm playing
chords too.. den i shout "go" then all of us play again. LOL, by right
we can't do this, but he said that if anyone lags behind, that person
has to solo the song LOL! we're all nice ppl that don't want to sabo
each other~ ok la actually its just because we all have equal chances
of being that noob that's left behind.. LOL. except pnghang, she's
damn pro man! O_O

I'm actually starting to skip meals again... this time I swear I'll have
the determination to reach 52-50kg. anything below that and I'll be
too thin le LOL! Haven't eaten anything since I woke up.. I'm kinda..
starving, but I'll get used to it.. T_T

我又要减肥了!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

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Lol after school today, me, ruoling & yunhan went to the.. villa something
to eat at the hawker centre there. The cashier, who was an old geezer,
gave us very lousy service.. We were digging for money and he just kept
saying "(In chinese) Hurry up la, we're closing liao!" He said in a SUPER
rude way.. he even threw our change at us, the one dollar coin even fell
down.. Me and ruoling were really on the verge of exploding but decided
against it since quarrelling would only cause trouble..

Thank god their food is damn nice! xD The chef and order-taker were
nice unlike him..

Art was not progressive today.. let's see how much I can finish tmr~
I'm lucky cuz I'm kinda near completion xD

I regret forcing myself to run 4 rounds in under 10 minutes on monday..
I can't walk properly now and my right thigh hurts like...........
at the first round I wanted to stop and walk..
at the second round I wanted to stop and walk..
at the third round I saw guys who were alr at their fourth round..
I.. wanted to stop too but jesslyn kept on running..
at the fourth round I wanted to stop and walk..
at half the last round.. jesslyn went ahead of me..
I was finishing..
so I just kept running till the end..
I couldn't breathe at all while doing that..
Nearly hyperventillated again..
I should run more..

启示:
One should not force oneself to run if one hasn't ran for such a long time.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

LOL

LOL? Are my eyes playing tricks on me?
LOL.

maybe they have male fashion.. but I just laughed so hard
when I saw that xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQldQz1T0HQ
you just have to watch this LOL, about this guy being the stupid
student and the teacher by himself, ITS HILARIOUS, I watched
it more than 5 times and I still laugh like mad each time LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFzxXfuKa8k&feature=related
LOL kopitiam funny prank.. I think done by the same 2 guys who
did the RK house No Pork xD

its so friggin' kiampa-ish LOL

Friday, September 11, 2009

9/11

Its 9/11.. sad to think that a few years ago a tragedy occured in
new york.

I felt horrible when I received yunhan's sms on my way to school to
continue painting my O level final piece. I felt so horrible I couldn't
even bitch about it to anyone -.- But my anger doesn't last at all, so
it simmered down and I was completely back to normal 1 hour aft
the msg, LOL!

We agreed to go to school to do our art a day before, and at that point
in time, I didn't know about anyone else who was going, and I would
never go to school to paint alone, art room is amazingly boring n creepy
LOL.

then when I happily boarded the bus to school, halfway through, she
finally smsed me, saying, "eh i not gg today liao -___- my parents
cannot fetch today so i stay back after phys tmr" What a fantastic
friend she is, isn't she? I've never been so .. SURPRISED at being
pang-seh-ed in my entire life man! my parents didn't fetch me either,
I actually took the effort to wake up and prepare and GO TO SCHOOL.
I even cancelled lunch at home because I thought somebody would
be going out to eat with me after art. And that somebody became
nobody and I just got banished home again after art, there wasn't
even maggie mee at home, I even had to go downstairs to buy or I'll
probably starve till dinner.

What made me mad was not her pangseh-ing, it was her lack of a
sense of guilt. Wouldn't a normal person apologise?
Besides.. she could have at least informed me beforehand...

damn! I'm becoming angry again, ARRRF!

I forgave her after I heard about what happened to her on tues, LOL.
She might complain about it to anyone who asks, LOL!



I've been feeling so extremely bored these days. I can't even be
entertained by the comp as I normally would be anymore.. I
wanna watch sorority row~

@______________________@ AHHH

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Aino!

I've finally found a phone that I really want.
OMG SONY ERICSSON AINO! :D Its like the LG crystal, it has touch
screen AND keypad! just that it doesn't have a see-through keypad.

but still.. its such a very, VERY gorgeous phone *_*
when is it out in singapore?

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

ROD

ROD was fun! At least I found it fun. the handover was over really fast..
i was expecting draggy rehearsals.. It turned out quite alright, for us who
haven't been exposed to foot drill for who knows how long.

About the games, the amazing race xD It was quite shocking that we
went in first, I never expected that, but it was probably kinda unfair
since we're a bonded squad, many of the tests could b settled really
fast! HAHA xD the prizes were so amazing, I wasn't expecting to get
so much food! and at the right time! xD

The following photos are stolen from charlene on facebook :X

lol the invitation cards, it had beautiful women drawn on it~ I wonder
who drew it, quite talented LOL

LOL LOOK AT PHYLLIS! XD

I uh.. dunno what we were trying to do, this photo looks amazingly
random xD
Woo! The year 3s danced "sorry sorry" by super junior and "nobody" by
wonder girls for us! they all rock, I was vry amazed, in the midst of EOYs,
they still dig out time to practice the dance, so touching T.T same for the
year 2s n 1s~ It made me want to learn how to dance nobody xD
Year 2s! :D

Last but not least, year 1s!
The dances all looked very effortful and well-prepared, considering the
time of the year it is right now. I thoroughly enjoyed the whole entire
ROD concert.. I can't believe I actually felt emotional -.- I thought I won't
at all.. since anytime before today I was wishing to get out of SJ asap...
The most important thing that I realised today was that...
the experiences that st john gave me, are experiences that are 1000x
better than that of ANY other CCA. I'm very sure everything I've been
through in st john will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Thank God today's not the end for my squad, heh! :D
Thx for the farewell gifts and food and performance etc.
Thank you lihui for the belated present! it was a real surprise for me!
I'm leaving my CCA.. and to think I'll be leaving my class soon..
sigh, 16 is a sad, sad age.

Monday, September 07, 2009

rubbish picking~

as the title suggests.. classes 4D(my class), 4K, 4L and 2A went to east
coast park today to pick rubbish! and unluckily/luckily, our location was
at carpark G, the one at the FURTHEST end.

I woke up at 7am this morning and got everything prepared really fast..
den yunhan told me the prev day to wait downstairs at 7.50am for her
dad's car.. and I was down there at 7.45am because I'm supposed to
wait for the car and not the other way round.. and she smsed me at
8.01am to tell me that she just left her house.. I shan't further
elaborate on how the rubidium reacted with the 70% fluid in my body..

Jesslyn told me at 8am that they reach bedok MRT alr while I only
left my in yh's car at 8.11am LOL! we reached carpark G at 8.48am
while those that took MRT and had to 'hike' to carpark G reached at
9+ LOL! omg and I was thinking we're gonna be late.. To kill time.. I
played some stupid games on my phone and yh's psp, and I realised
how bad I am at driving(PSP game) LOL! I wan to play the bubble
shooter game on samsung touch screen phone! D:

the picking rubbish only lasted like.. 10mins? and I was picking sea-
shells together with rubbish all the way LOL, my mum was so happy
when I gave her the collected seashells xD Drawing on the sand was
fun.. I realised living in the west minimises my chance of doing sand
art...

even tho it was supposed to last 3 hrs.. it lasted only.. half an hr? 1 hr?
LOL! we cheated the CIP hours~

curses.. bingle made us wait so long for him at bugis junction.. he's
lucky I wasn't hungry to the extent of feeding on my hunger to fill
myself.. but he paid the GST and service charge for us at V8 Cafe!
WOO! HAHA XD

I read some blogs and I'm really looking forward to the juniors'
performances!! :D

Friday, September 04, 2009

~~

Ytd on the bus, there was an emergency brake and I literally flew
forward (I was standing) and I totally fell on this guy.. some person
I don't know.. Throughout the whole braking thing, I couldn't pull
myself away, I just kept apologising and staying in the awkward
position.. T_T so embarrassing..

Today was dam tiring.. we wanted to watch the time traveller's
wife at orchard cineleisure.. the movie was at 2.50pm, but we
couldn't make it in time.. by the time we reached there, it was
alrdy 3.05pm and the tickets were all sold out, in the end we had
to decide bet. some nc16 dance movie whose name I no longer
bother to remember.. and G-Force.. in the end we chose the nc16
one.. it was the suckiest movie I have EVER watched. Don't
watch it. LOL!

That was the day which I made myself walk the FASTEST. It
still ended in disappointment.. :( But ah well, I like squad outings
anyway xD

I need to motivate myself to study too.. no group study sessions
for me anymore.. lesson learnt from last year.. put friends near
me and I'll just talk the day away... even if I'm talking to myself..

I hope I visit my blog to remember what I'm supposed to remember..
There's PE theory test on IVLE~

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

~~

It was kinda amazing to watch the guitar instructor perform
21 guns by Green Day in front of us LOL! he was singing and
playing it on the guitar.. its SO AMAZING. It made me want
to quit guitar less now! :D

My Heart Will Go On can actually be played by the 1st string
alone.. so amazing.. I learnt the A, D and E family chords as
well, omg, today has been surprisingly less boring and more
productive, these 2 seldom coexist for me LOL!

Can someone encourage me to run? I really need to run..
its so strange how I can't find back that determination I
had During June-September 2007.

and yay, I got my tuner, don't have to beg ppl to tune for me le xD

Dunno if I should consider this a flaw of mine but..
as long as you put a "friend" beside me, I just can't shut up. LOL

lol

I tried to make it in time for a 1st sept post.. lol
12.00am, nice time LOL!

I can't believe I finished chem, the DHS paper, its so amazing xD

I forgot to practice my guitar, again.
lessons resume tomorrow.. byebye teachers' day!

Monday, August 31, 2009

TheProposal

Teachers' Day concert was kind of amazing today, even though I
thought it was lousy at first..

The RV "Wondergirls" performed "Nobody" on stage and it was
amazing.. super duper amazing.. even the 2 guys which danced
in the background were cool LOL! their voices are so beautiful!
the rapper was impressive too.
There were many talented singers after that.. and 2 jam bands!
They were all so awesome, although it left my ears ringing for a
pretty long time, LOL!
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After school, went out with some 4D people to watch TheProposal!
There were quite alot of us, I was kinda surprised! Even though the
initiator didn't go at all tsk~ our lunch was at yoshinoya. abi, yanran
and sandra ate at some.. HK restaurant that sells maggie mee at 6
dollars rofl. rich ppl xD

we headed straight for the movie at 1.20 after lunch, and it was a
pretty nice movie, although it lacks the wow-factor. its alot better
than 吓到笑. I laughed hysterically at the last part when they were
interviewed by the G-guy in order to verify the truth of the relation-
ship between the boss and andrew LOL! The G-guy went to ask
the boss, "What's your favourite colour?" Then she answered, "Blue."
and he said WRONG LOL!!!! HAHAHAHA LOL! omg i love this kind
of qianzhou humour.

we all pangseh-ed yunhan and decided to head home after the movie.
When got ppl to talk to, I'm willing to give up my direct bus home xD
ok what I'm dam amazed at for the day. I Put my wallet in the front
pocket on my bag, the part without a zip, normally if ppl steal of touch
or whatever, I can feel the movement de, but kendrick took my wallet
out of there without me realising at ALL CAN?! Omg, he made me
realise how prone I actually am towards being robbed.. I better not
put it there ever again.. my precious wallet, I only got it for a little
over a month, I can't lose you T.T Ok actually I'm just worried about
the money in there, even though there wasn't alot anyway.. i'm
reminded of how I left my wallet on my KFC tray after eating and
didn't realise it until I was at the MRT, and then when I went to look
for it, it got emptied into the rubbish bin le.. thanks to ailing n liuqiao..
they actually dug it back for me, aw I'm still so touched.. *_* ok that's
way off-topic..

Today was fun, entertaining and whatever other synonyms there are..
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I know.
I KNOW.
I know it very well.
:)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

~~

I had a strange dream, it led me to one irrelevant realisation..
I realised that I never have the thought, "This must be a dream." in any
dream in my whole life, even if I'm in fantasyland.

I'm typing this right after I had the dream, I forget them very easily LOL.

There was a new teacher at school, I can't rmb the face anymore
He asked us alot of questions.. when jeffry said something that made
him angry, he told jeffry to stand up and used a large rod to hit his
hand, and it looked damn painful. The teacher had a point system on
the whiteboard, based on how well we perform during his lessons, he
would deduct or add marks. He gave jeffry a "-3". To those people
who answered correctly, he gave them 3 marks each.
Then some time later.. after he hit jeffry, he called a random register
number, "11". That's me. Then I stood up, he didn't ask me any qns,
he just told me to walk towards the front while holding the rod in his
hand, it was obvious he wanted to hit me. Without hesitation, I blurted
out, "Why?!" He had the angriest face I have ever seen.. he just
shouted at me, "Just come to the front!" I kept asking "why, why??"
he walked towards me and hit me hard, he then went to put a "-3"
beside my name on the board.

He faced the class and said, "This is what happens when you question
the authority of your teacher."

my dream ended here.. and i rmb I felt extremely sad when I woke up.

this reminds me of the L^2M incident.. I was walking to the toilet with
yunhan, holding a pin in my hand. She caught me with my fringe and
she scolded me like hell and wanted my chairperson to put my name
in the management diary. What was I doing? I was walking to the
toilet, coincidentally, I wanted to be a good student that day and go
to the toilet to PIN my HAIR. And i get scolded.. i told her that, she
didn't believe me a single bit. How many people hold pins in their
hands to the toilet? i felt so wth. some teachers really don't give students
any chance to explain themselves.. maybe this was the reason for my
dream... whether you're good or not, there will still be people in this
world who would do EVERYTHING to find faults in you.


wa, i can link a dream that far, LOL!

"我们遇见的第一次是缘分,第二次是偶然,
第三次是命中注定。"

Should I continue being so stubborn and anticipate regret?

Saturday, August 29, 2009

arrow pencil!

Archery was kinda fun actually, I actually managed to shoot down a
balloon lol! out of the 20 of us, I'm actually one of the 6 who were lucky
enough to shoot down a balloon xD Well I got a pink arrow pencil, its
just like a mini-arrow, super cute LOL. the pic's somewhere down there..

woo! I'm done with mdm Ong's card, even though I'm actually kinda guilty
because I started making it at 11:11pm on thursday night. ehehehe.. LOL

The paper planes just kept increasing.. we had a plane war/ mass flight ytd..
I tried to collect alot.. I managed 24 LOL. It was impossible to stop the "flights",
Was it me who started it? Siqi just happened to fold origami like she always does
when she's bored during lessons. I'm just being normal by playing with what she
folded.. (those I treat as rubbish I pass to shuyinn LOL!) And the plane was
folded in an.. unsuitable manner to fly.. so without knowing, I decided to aim and
hope it strikes yunhan.. and i tossed it out and it flew back at me.. I got a newly
modified plane and it managed to fly further.. and I dunno why the plane war
just started.. I'm kinda sure keeheng started it! The picture didn't show all the
planes involved in the war, I'm kinda sure there were alot more planes than
that!

This was taken on wed after my CCA, when my dad was fetching me home.
There was this BMW car with the EXACT same carplate number '9392' as my
dad's car LOL. It coincidentally appeared in front of our car! my dad was being
a happy person by repeatedly saying, "Yay! 我驾的是 BMW!"

Just found this while scanning through my handphone-taken photos.. this was the old seating arrangement I believe..I really cannot remember that we used to seat like that o.O one thing's for sure, yanran had always been within my view. LOL!

paper potted plant. Copyright. You Si Qi.
In memory of the paper potted plant which I took care of using various methods
such as ignoring for a little beyond a week.
It has been thrown away by its creator, sob sob.
A drawing by my brother in Primary 5. As of last year teachers' day when I
went back to pei hwa to visit my teachers, this was still on the wall. random
but yeah, its so amazing o.o
Likewise, this is my drawing when I was 11. still on the wall~

another random photo. When I saw this I almost believed that our prime
minister creates artworks..
Ok, here's my arrow pencil! xD I think I'll never bear to use it..

Man I'm getting increasingly random.. autosoap incident in HongKong last year.
something I'll never forget LOL.
I wanted to take a picture of this because I haven't seen this in singapore before,
and my phone approached it to take a photo, after that, my phone was drowned
in soap and it nearly died on me. poor phone. my bad. LOL. I still rmb that my
mum told me i was stupid in the toilet.. when I went out she told my dad and
my dad said I was stupid. Then I became sad. Then my bro came and they told
my bro and he told me I was beyond stupid. And I became very sad.
ok LOL. I felt stupid T_T
I'm not sure if I have time to go back to primary school on Monday~ let's hope
I do? I wonder if lesser ppl are going back this year..
I want to watch TheProposal!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

07/07

Lol, for some weird reason while crapping about the month of the
ghost today in class, I found out from keeheng that today, nong li
7/7 is chinese valentine's day LOL! I was thinking, "Why the hell
did they place chinese valentine's day on ghost month?" And I was
also thinking why we, as chinese, followed the western valentine's
day o.O hmm...

I brought my guitar to school today for CCA.. and I felt my heart
smash so many times lmao. First, it collapsed on the ground when
I left it to stand against the divider.. then, after school, I allowed
ppl to take it out of the casing in hope that someone might be nice
enough to tune it for me.. but it just got brutally abused T_T it
looked so retarded when keeheng held it as a violin LOL! the guys
left in class after school made up stories about how seychee play
the guitar, swim, run and did archery at the same time, and just
this alone, made me think I wouldn't need to laugh anymore for
the next few days LOL! And when I taught kendrick how to hold
and play the guitar the correct way, he told me, "你懂,I cross
leg damn pain 1 leh!" I stoned. Jeffry sat on the table and demo-ed
and I got it. And it was.. WHAT THE HELL MAN. LOL.

like how am I suppose to think so much!

and, guitar was.. kinda.. i mean, EXTREMELY boring at the start,
I told myself so many times I'd quit for sure. But near the end, they
let us play some tab, and I learn how to do chord :D so.. I guess I'll
turn up? Please don't abuse my precious (cheap) guitar!

SYF needs at least 16 people.. I wonder if I'll be able to stay committed.
Darn it, I need to have dead skin around my fingertips because to me,
classical guitar strings hurt a hell lot when I play chords.. I really cannot
imagine acoustic.. and I wanna play acoustic T_T

I realise today, 3 hours of guitar is detrimental to one's mental health,
and can be fatal.

3 hours of art tomorrow won't be any better. I thought that ppl are
SUPPOSED to enjoy their CCA in year 4 & 5? I hope I will too in due
time..

我的天啊!Mdm Ong 的卡怎么办?!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

~~

Man! I swore not to cry at all while watching 命中注定我爱你..
episode 11&12 made me tear damn!! LOL. its so nice! Its been a
long time since I got so addicted to a drama.. the last ones were
hana yori dango & 恶作剧之吻 xD

I remember something creepy that happened yesterday, I thought
it was creepy probably because this is, according to our ancestors,
the month of the ghosts~

I went home quite early yesterday after going out with some SJ
people to eat laksa at queensway shopping centre. Then I took the
lift up (I live on the 13th floor lol) so when I came out of the lift, I
noticed that the lift beside mine (My flat has 2 lifts) opened at the
same time I came out of the lift. (Both lifts were on the 13th floor
now), and the creepy part is.. there was no one inside the lift, there
wasn't anybody taking that lift on my floor either.. lol.

Both lifts closed and both lifts stayed on the 13th floor. I stared for
a moment but neither one moved. It creeped me out.. so I just
decided to stop scaring myself and enter my gate.. LOL

this is 100% non-fictional.

Monday, August 24, 2009

...

How can anyone be so good at destroying someone else's happy
day?

Its kinda hard to believe I could put up with her for 6 years.


On a lighter note, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LIUQIAO! XD I'm so
gonna make sure she loves this birthday~ (belated though. lol)

~~

This is a very wasted day. Man, I'm kinda lag, I just recently got
addicted to the taiwanese drama "Fated to love You". lag right.. LOL!

Its like one piece la, making me laugh at every possible laughable
scene xD I better remember to bring liuqiao's present to school tmr..
I'm so pro at forgetting important things.. at least I didn't forget to
sms her at midnight! huahaha~ Although I kinda bet she's asleep...



“我从小到大,从来没有被人打过!”

*Audience is amazed and looks at him like a hero*

“我从小到大,从来没有打架过!"

*Audience stares at him, all hopes dashed*

“而且我也不会打架!"

*Audience prepares to die*



hehe~ just something I laughed at from the drama that I rmbed xD

Saturday, August 22, 2009

403

Ah.. this was a ridiculous morning.. MYUK pouch says "Make damned sure",
everything written on the pouch makes little or no sense at all.. rofl xD sorry
random thought

anyway back to this morning, I should've made an earlier morning call to
shuwei LOL! nvm, 经一事长一智!I shall know better next time xD So in-
stead of meeting at 8.45am as planned, it was pushed back to 9.15? lol!
when I was rushing to go to clementi, 4 buses passed in front of me.. I was
busy smsing and forgot to flag the 5th bus and it just drove right past me,
I would have exploded if a 6th bus didn't come almost immediately xD

So we met.. and the whole MRT trip to pasir ris was amazingly long.. its
a very mental thing actually.. it actually only takes 45minutes, which is
kinda normal for those people who take 97 home I guess? It felt.. so long..
It was a sleepy and tiring ride.. considering the time we both got up.

bus 403 is one of the most irritating buses I've ever needed to ride.. we
waited for like.. 20minutes? it didn't even show signs of arriving, 358,
the bus that goes to downtown east.. came millions of times.. I think it
would've been better if we had walked frm downtown east to the kiosk
in the middle of pasir ris park.. and so, we decided not to waste our time
and we headed to white sands to shop instead.. didn't buy much, but I
did buy some stuff, haha~

lunch was at subway. the 5.90 value meal was worth it! haha, but I guess
I somehow caused shuwei to go broke.. ps!

Shuwei told me that the newest section of the army put their ranks at
their chest there LOL, instead of being normal and putting it at the
shoulders.. weird lol. wanted to take pictures of their mass gathering at
subway but decided not to incase we get rifle-d.

talked alot (I just love this about 2-person trips), and before we knew it,
it was one. Time to collect blog-shop stuff~

The missy-GerGer person (the one who orders for the sprees) was to me,
surprisingly chio lol.. she looked like a model for any of the spree pics xD

went to tamp mall and walked around somemore.. tamp 1 looked alot
newer than tamp mall, even though it is xD we passed by "SayCheese"
restaurant haha!

Failed to witness the 238 bucks dress my mum bought at Blum and Co. for
my cousin's wedding dinner.. aw, guess I'll just have to wait..

I might really join the guitar cca.. Its weird to bring a guitar to school.

*EDIT* 22:38

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I watched on TV just now.. a taiwanese show, about some people who can
perform to get votes, and this no. of votes would determine how much
money they would be paid for it.. the max was 12,000 taiwan bucks.. which
is 600 SGD. Quite pathetic if you ask me, they are people who cause you
to cannot help but feel sorry for them..

My mum called me in to watch the on-going performance just now.. it was
about this black dog, which was quite huge, which doesn't have any front
legs at all, it was literally running, standing, moving with its hind legs alone,
just that sight alone made me sad.. the owner refused to take away its life,
as cruel as it seems, the owner loved the dog, so much that he spends alot
of money trying to provide the dog enough energy to keep active with just
2 hind legs.. and obviously, at that point in time, I was thinking,

"There must be nothing else in the world which the dog would love more
than its owner."

I saw the trained handicapped dog performing.. and I just couldn't watch
till the end, it wrecked me inside out :( I want dogs, and I don't want them.
I can never bear to watch one die.

I would guess that their score definitely hit 12,000, or somewhere near
there. taiwanese are nice in nature.

Can I receive a living dog which won't die?

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Friday, August 21, 2009

吓到笑!

The chinese cheng yu ce shi thing nearly killed me last night.. lol...
the last time I got exposed to so many cheng yu was.. when I was
8? LOL. Its terrifyingly demoralising when people know cheng yu(s)
that I don't and they say its very easy... ah well, I'm gonna get some
sweets from Siqi if I hit a 20/30 for the cheng yu section~ hoho~

Went to watch 吓到笑! with Ailing, Lydia and Liuqiao LOL, its been
around 2 years since I last went out with Ailing and Lydia... ever since
we changed classes that is.. it feels so nice to be back again.

Yet another typical make-me-laugh-like-siao film by jack neo xD its
seriously not horror to me la(opinion), the comedy totally covers up
the horror, it made me laugh until I cried LOL! I shall quote smth
which made my stomach hurt so much!

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A: "(Some were in hokkien) eh.. 这个compass你会不会读?"
B: "会啦!aiyo! 这么容易!"
A: "Eh.. 那个 "N" 什么意思?"
B: "你笨的啊?这么容易也不会!N 是指 "Nan(南)(South)" 啦! "
A: "哦。。 er.. 那个 "S" 什么意思?"
B: "er.. "S" 啊?应该是指 "西(Xi, he mistook for Si)" 啦!"
A: "真的吗?你会不会是搞错了啊?"
B: "Eh hello, 我是绝对不会错的 ok!"
A: "er... "W" 什么意思?"
B: " W 啊?简单咯!当然是指 Women 咯!所以如果你看到它指向
Women 的话,你就不要过去,因为很多 Women 会很危险!"

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LOL, for god's sake they were doing re-service for the army LOL!!
Its ridiculous not to understand the compass XD

Oh god, jack neo rocks XD they included a continuation of money not
enough 2 lol.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

~

Talked about so many things today with some people.. LOL.
I can't believe I can actually laugh at what I say until my jaw
tires out.. LOL

I realise walking home from clementi MRT station is quite tiring..
but it allowed me to see how some old ppl spend their time sitting
at the void decks, quite ke lian la.. I looked at one and turned away
when he noticed me, he had loneliness in his eyes ..

The fact that I actually walked home from the station is abnormal
by itself xD

I can't wait to cycle on saturday! woo!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

...


Just wanted to show these AMAZING shots of the dragon at the deep inferno
5-star course in pangya, its graphics are seriously better than alot of RPGs. LOL!
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School ended at 1 today, like every other wonderful monday of
the week, but we had physics at 3.. so we just went Vivo to eat
at pizzahut and come back.

Jiali was dam kelian LOL, she kept saying she had to puke, u know,
the food stuck in the mid of the gullet or smth that kind of feeling.
I took multiple trips to the toilet just because I greedily drank 3
glasses of Pepsi.. and the pizzahut glass quite big lo.. This feels
EXTREMELY fat.. and EXTREMELY sick.. T_T I had horrible
stomachache somewhere near the end of physics... indigestion is
contagious... no more pizzahut for me for now..

My stomach was so upset I couldn't eat much of the wonderful
curry at night either.. :(

Physics result was kinda.. disappointing? although I'm kinda happy
the teacher counted my marks wrongly and I jumped from a B4 to
a B3 as a result xD gee...1 more mark to A2... I expected an A for this
test.. man, I always screw my term 1 and 3..

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Yay! Etrue spree stuff FINALLY arrived.. its been forever.. I almost
forgot about it.. but YAY! LOL. because of that, I can go pasir ris park
to cycle~ wooo~ :D

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I saw on the news after dinner just now.. quite long ago actually.. about
the hurricane that hit some taiwan mountain village area which brought
major disaster to the people living there on 08/08, one day before our
nation's birthday LOL, inauspicious..

My heart just burned badly when I saw people crying over the lives of
relatives which were lost in the chaos.. but can see many people risking
their lives to save those struggling in the gushing stream & rain, and the
people who cried tears of joy to find out that their closed ones were still
alive.. It was sad.. so damn sad. I wonder why my life is so different from
theirs? That's why I say, Singapore is seriously the best place in the world
you can be.

I shall recover from the extreme sadness, but aw, its so sad T_T