Met SIMIN&FIRE&WYM :D

wahahahah!
todae was a great day!
managed to meet SIMIN;;
LIKE- FiNaLlY! xD

lol anyway, she looks decent enough.. at least not like
those bimb0s or completely AP ppl! LOL~ Was sorta
relieved when I met her xD guess mei and AI-VANNNA
would agree? LOL-lol-LOL~!

We're like discussing whether to watch Narnia LOL!
in dhe end decided not to since wym alrdy did watch
HaHa~ x:

Went to LAN (LOL!) shop and played audi tgt for
2hours xD The auntie at the counter darN kaobei cn?..
so lo soh.. she think she my mother arh =_=.. wahlao,
make my mei's comp haNG with her freaking fat body?
LOL!!! xD jKjK~ musn't b so evil xD n we played&played?
hahaha... when we stopped; went to bugis street to do
some shopping xDD
Me&FIRE bought some jackety thingys probably made
frm korea there LOL! $19~ quite ex for the material..?
korea stuff r ex i suppose TT"

went to KFC and crapcrapcrap. so FUN! xD
I bought cheesefries.. nearly couldn't finish ._."
SIMIN bought a drink~ thirsty thirsty! D:
mei doesn't eat the cabage in her burger D:
CHOOSY!! LOL KIDDin' :x!!
Wym bought the popcorn chicken :D
I love those too!! xD But didn't felt like eatin'
meat~ hahahah~

oh yeAH! aft tt I went to !THE WALLET SHOP! 2
buy my MYUK wallet! HAHA! xD Finally found it~
but its like dam ex.. $26 T.T aww~ my money!
After tt we went our separate ways home! :3

I lost wym's trust for me! I better stop my crap T.T!! (LOL)

overALL; I feel closer to my cYber friends! :D
hope we stay CF-ers and ZEN-ians FOREVER!
*cough* xD
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Never trust anyone who says;
"trust me!"
:x

twilight movie trailers

WAHAHA!
the long-awaited TWILIGHT movie is officially released on the 12dec(if i'm not wrong, probably not yet in Singapore though xD) !!
WOOOOOT! XD I'm so damn looking forward to it! and HEY guys! Edward doesn't look as bad as i imagined! LOL! waaahooo~ xD This is the trailer for the movie~ enjoy for those who don't know that the trailers are released =x~



&this is the link to the official trailer xD
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=33429578

To view MORE trailers! go to youtube n juz type "Twilight trailers" xD!!
U'LL DEFINITELY ENJOY THEM! TRUST ME :X
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Truth is beautiful, without doubt;
but so are lies.

ah gong's quiz xD

omg la! such an emo quiz ask me do =x
my answers may juz be complete crap n not worth
reading at all! HAHA XD ...
anyway, I'm not sure if the 'Ah Girl' u refering to is
me but I'll juz do this for fun's sake =x Since I'm
kinda visiting ur blog less n less LOL!!
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1 -> At what age do you wish to get married?

24-26. Definitely.

2 -> Who is more important to you? Friends or Girlfriend?

IS THIS ASKABLE TO A GIRL? LOL!!! XD Both? HAHA XD

3 -> Who is the person you trust most?

See Xin Yi, My brother, My parents. Vul, Snow Jie. These are/were people I'd bestow my life upon with no worries :) Basically, people I couldn't/still cannot live without ^^

4 -> Do you think you have enough confidence?

I'M LIKE L-O-L AT GONG'S ANSWER! XD Nope not enough. Still couldn't pluck up enough confidence/belief/courage/WHATEVER to ask about the 2-year secret thingy x.x" I have a HIGHHHH self-esteem :) ITS NOT THICK-SKIN OKAY#@! =X

5 -> Do you like JayChou?

Nope. Dead-ish songs. Tootish Face =x I only used to like a couple of his songs and a memorable one is qi li xiang ba? xD and a few others. But I recently started to hate his newer songs xD

6 -> Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yep definitely. Probably it rarely happens, but definitely (: Contextually, rainbows rarely appear after Singapore rains. Mentally, Yup, I believe the good always comes after the bad. Something I usually say :D "Do not be sad it happened! Be HAPPY its OVER! :D" heh!

7 -> What is your goal for this year?

Quit online games. GPA 3.0. Know the 2-year secret thingy. Make a true friend. make it goalS LOL!

8-> Do you believe in eternity love?

Btw, the english here is abit off LOL! Should be "eternal love" xD anyway no. LOL! The chance of two people being in love till the day they die is a minimal 3%. I'm not the kind to risk low precentages :) And look at what is becoming of guys. Unfaithful, cowardly and flirtish. (: no insults to good guys but it reflects the majority ^^

9 -> Have you broken someone's heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?

Yes. duh. EVERYBODY'S! =x (I mentioned about my high self-esteem i believe? =x)

10 -> What feeling do you love most?

The feeling of being accepted, being liked, being welcomed for who I am (:

11 -> What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Being sexy like me? LOL JK. XD He must have eyes for me, and me alone. (: Sounds familiar doesn't it? LOL~

12 -> Will you try to change your other half?

Nope, definitely. Because, I'm 98% sure my other half would be someone I truely like for who he is ^^

13 -> Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

I treasure kinship, closeness, friendship above everything else. Family is what I can't live without. Friends are what I cannot lose. True friends are what I can NEVER replace.

14 -> Do you lyk S.H.E?

Yup. I don't worship singers though. Juz like their songs (:

15 -> What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My money =x JKJK LOL~ The optimistic ME. I'd probably have died without that part of me xD

16 -> Do you love Anime?

Yes, ABSOLUTELY!!

17 -> Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Pessimistic, unchangeable, emotional, fun-at-times sorta FREAK. oops =x

18 -> What have you done to please yourself?

Staring at my wonderous reflection in the mirror! HOHO! =x no lah, basically, knowing I can always smile :D

19 -> IF time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

Rewind 30 minutes back. So I wouldn't have to answer this question? Treasure every experience one has. If time were to rewind, you are losing out on alot... alot...

20 -> What's in your mind right now?

Where should I find a tutor who is a university-graduate/university student/pre-university student that can teach me chem n physics? T.T
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Life is like a vacuum cleaner;
it sucks.
(agree with this quote and you can go visit the psychiatrist/psychologist/chien jie? LOL xD)

SJAB comp team

well.. in reality I can hide this but...
WHY SHOULD I AT BLOG? X:

OH-MY-GOSH!
I'm so darn happy SO DARN HAPPY!!
today is SUCHA FANTASTIC day!! ;x

alright, first, my GPA is like, 2.9! when
I expected below 2.7! LMAO! 0.1 more
to my FREAKING TARGET!!! I AM SO
DAMMIT HAPPY! OH-MY-GOD! x.x!

next, the real reason why I'm super DUPER happy.
my name was called out for the participants in competition.
MY NAME WAS CALLED!
OHMYGOD!!! I'M SO DAMN HAPPY!
I never got a chance to participate in comp! NOW I
GET A CHANCE! well, if I'm reserve, i'd probably kill
myself....

anyw! My chances of being in the team is HIGH!
Please god, if u r there, DON'T BURST MY BUBBLE! x_x!

I'M SO HAPPY I'M SO HAPPY... I CAN'T
EXPRESS IT IN WORDS!! (well i juz did, LOL)
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The minute you settle for less than you deserve,
you get even less than you settled for.

wym's quiz o.o

I'm like L-O-L when I found out i tio tagged XD
so far i've ignored all those frm fren's and fren's fren's
and fren's fren's fren's (WHATEVER) blog xD

But I have to show wym that I DO INDEED. visit her blog often ):
SO I SHALL DO THIS! TO SHOW MY SINCERITY! TO SHOW
MY....

LOVE ! behold! a extremely gan dong-ed wym! (U BETTER BE XD)
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A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I won't be saddened/maddened!(or at least I hope so, ppl usually don't like to hear this from inexperience individuals such as myself =x) I'll just treat it as he was never someone worthy of my heart/love and time. (:

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

To turn the world into a happier place. No religion, no gods(no insults to religious ppl.. x.x), no limitations to how much you can believe, no emo-ists, no rejection, no heart-wrenches, no broken n unmendable hearts, purity, no betrayal, no bad feelings, no grudges, no spoilt bread, no rotted fish, full of rainbows and bright colours, no violence, no fights, no arguments, just a happy optimistic world where everyone can smile truthfully! Basically, a perfect world. LOL!! (that's why dreams are called DREAMS xD)

#3 whose butt would you like to kick?

anyone's but my own LOL!

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars ?

donate to charity. (if u believe this it means u dun noe me well, GO BANG THE WALL, LOL!) I'll visit canada, japan and norway, yup just these 3 nations by far x] there are reasons, perfect reasons why i'd visit those nations ;P TEEHEE~ I'll do business, probably in terms of design, beautiful, cute and attractive collectables or decoratives or furniture (: jus as a hobby.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?

Someone who only has eyes for me, and me alone. its that 'simple' (:

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Loving someone. heh.
To me it doesn't matter if its two-sided or just, unrequited. Its the bliss I get to feel, the non-emptiness that I have when I'm in love with someone xD Well, right now, I feel realllllly empty, there's noone I like ):

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

Time is not an obstacle in love. (: I believe this statement says all!

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Asking the obvious? Of course I'd feel sad... and probably cry like for months and years till I forget about it? Come on, which girl won't feel this way? Even if they say otherwise, u know they feel that way somehow or another~ I won't do anything to get in their way though (:

#9 is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

The days where I hear the things that I wanted to hear the most. The day I met xinyi (: The day I find out that my parents loved children so much that even though they were an infertile couple, they paid money in tens of thousands continuously just to bring me and my brother to this very world. The fact that I am able to exist because of my parents' feelings, makes me VERY, VERY happy. I must emphasize this. (: The day someone told me I was important to him/her.

#11 What takes you down the fastest?

All you gotta do is say these words, "-person- says not to do this, so I also won't do lor, you leh?" Basically, people who succum to peer pressure, who takes popularity as optimum importance, who doesn't listen to you, a person important to you who does not show that you are an important friend, who decides to listen to the majority, rather than a pathetic friend like you. yup, these people OWN me (:

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?

Personality-wise, who I am right now. I don't believe in changes, I want people to accept me for who I am (: I am who I am! :D

#13 who is currently the most important people to you?

My family. I can't live without them. I need moral support ((:

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Fantastic, literally flawless ^^" Its what I think but she's still not good enough to be a president (: LOL (OMG WYM DUN KILL ME LMAO) JOKE! JOKE! OMG!! its a friggin' joke D:

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

Married I guess X: Love is an experience unbuyable with money *-*!

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?

Feel irritated at the fact I have to get up. LOL!

#17 would you give all in a relationship?

Not right now, probably in future. Because 90% of teenage relationships will only eventually end up with a break-up. Why give it my all? Risking a minimal 10%? haha, that doesn't suit me (:

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I'm insulted by this statement. lol..
There is only one person for me. That person is still unknown to me but I know it, there will only be one. Maybe more, but not simultaneously. If die die must have answer..
I'd chose neither. Love ain't complete if you're half-hearted (:

#19 what type of people do you hate?

Nobody. Hate is a very strong feeling that I don't desire to have within me. (:

I.. I... KNOW I'D GET KILLED FOR THIS!
I REFUSE TO TAG 8 PEOPLE
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHA~
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!!

pls don't kill me *-*!
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Someone's sitting in the shade today;
because someone planted a tree a long time ago.
(man I just love this quote.)

First photoshop drawing!

WAAAHOOOO! Finally! After reading SO MANY photoshop
tutorials! I've finally overcome my laziness and did
THIS DRAWING! WOOOT!

Sorry to say but I seriously, seriousLY proud of it!
LOL!!
Dam!! I'm so happy when I finally finished it!
Every single stroke of colour n tint; is EFFORT
OK? LOL!~ srsly; its darn difficult. those ppl
who do anime, I really wonder how long they took
juz to colour 1 fixed scene!!! ARGHS!

I hope to do more of these! ;D

Darn; advance course is 7 days from now... ):
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There are some people who live in a dream world,
and there are some who face reality;
and then there are those who turn one into the other.

FLUNKED

darn;
I totally flunked my mid-years T.T
hope I cn study hard and score better
for my EOYs and other term assess-
ments ):

I must MUST target GPA 3.0!

GAMBATTE SHARON! D:!
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I would rather have a mind opened by wonder;
than one closed by belief.

results~ MidYears'08

Sigh? xD
lmao- been doing well and terribly for my MidYears...
-totally contradictory- dunno wat i'm saying LOL! x]

I shall solemnly review my results.
Maths: Paper1 [69/80] Paper2 [66/80] Overall [84.375%]
-target of 90% unreached-
Chemistry: [45.5/90] Overall [50.6%]
-target of 50% reached-
Art: [60/100] Overall [60%]
-target of 50% reached-
Physics: -
-target of 65%-
HCL: [119/200] Overall [59.5%]
-target of 65% unreached-
Language Arts: [20.5/30] Overall [68.3%]
-target of 55% reached-
Singapore Studies: [30/40] Overall [75%]
-target of 65% reached-

well, at least those are what I got back so far...
hope I can update the results that i haven't got
back soon... And seriously hope I can fulfill the
targets T.T

I should seriously consider stopping gaming...
maybe I'll try by playing audi moderately and
watching anime to begin with x.x" someone
HELP ME! LOL! I need serious help on chem!
Can't believe even though I fulfilled my target,
I totally felt like crying when I got back the
pathetic results.. and seeing people around me
get like mostly As...

SEEMS TO ME THAT ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO SCORE FOR CHEM!

obviously.. I'm stronger in maths...
haiz.. I still flunk my other subjs like nobody's
business T.T cheer me on; I'll score well nxt time!
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NEVER regret the person you are;
ACCEPT who your parents made you to be.

*acceptance is the key word :))

wh00!cakes&cousins

WhaaaaHOOOOOOO! x]
tmr's th last day of exams!~ awman.we're so gonna celebrate
the fantastic occasion LOL! Today's physics paper was a breeze!
I EXPECT MYSELF TO SCORE WELL!
since i'll flunk chem...

ahhh- its gonna b grandma's birthday again this sunday-
wh00! buffet at my house okay! waaah~ gonna meet all
those grown up-cousins i've nvr met for sucha long time!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE AH MA! xD
dunno whats gotten into me recently- read someone's post
awhile ago and i got completely... ARGHs.
dunno what feeling that is x] ENVYorHOW-i-WISH-i-WERE-you?
LOLLLLzz- nah; i can't let myself be despo LOL!
anyway- its alrdy someone i haven't kept in contact with
for who knows how long~ and i doubt she visits my blog xD
anyway appreciate every single thing in ur life ;D
() ()
(^.^)
( uu )o
- -
...
even sharon. HAHA!

anyw~ here's a photo like last sunday? xD
(i was practically busy studying discriminants for math LOL!)
anyway; whatever u see in the foto has nth to do with math
LOL;
please;
i'm not a study nerd who even thinks about studying while
blogging~ LOL~~
anyway! MYY COUSINS AND ME!!!! (apparently i can't be seen)
these are my cousins + their BFs/GFs xD they're all really old-
i'm the youngest on the paternal side! WAHAHA! nxt time all
married off i nonid give anyone hongbao; jus get busy receiving
LOL!!! HAHA! appreciate th youth!~!

cousins!!! HAHAH! that's how we ate the cake, cool right?
so bonded and cute gua! LOL~ really fighting craze for the
cake.. it was choc fudge! OMG SUPER YUM! xD
ok bye; go sleep liao ;x

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appreciate everything that someone does for you;
even if it's something as insignificant as a "thanks".

gakuen alice chapt 97

-chapter 97-
The woman I love
As I see her sink in the same darkness I am in
What damn things might happen in future
Those type of thoughts can't enter my head now
The future that you guys want
I don't care about that
From now on
... whatever happens
I'll protect this person

-chapter 95-
Natsume: Mikan...
Mikan: Eh... Natsume...
Mikan: You.. where have you been?
Mikan: Everyone was worried... these wounds...
Natsume: Don't call anyone
Mikan: Natsume...
Natsume: The truth is...
Natsume: Until I find that guy, I had no plans of seeing anyone...
(Mikan... Mikan...)
Natsume: But...
Natsume: I had a feeling you were crying alone...
Natsume: and for some reason I came here...
-Mikan and Natsume hugs-
Natsume: Don't cry...
Mikan: Its impossible for me not to cry... because of you...
Natsume: Huh..?
Mikan: I'm crying in your place...

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This is the greatest manga I have ever read !
Really recommend, title is Gakuen Alice
Quite famous :D But most people watch the
anime and don't read the manga, but all the
best parts are in the manga!!!

I'll vaguely identify some of my favourite chapters X:!
CHAPTER 49-50
CHAPTER 54-56
CHAPTER 80-89
CHAPTER 91
CHAPTER 95
CHAPTER 97 (most recent)

reminiscence

LOL~ I bet the first response when seeing this is WDF?
LOL;;!! xD so elated when I found out I has these screenies
in my new comp WAHOO~~ xD

From the left to right, Fire mei, me and Snow Jie!!!~
The good o' days when we were together trying MM~ LOL!
AHHH!! I got so emo looking at all these screenshots...
maple contains the most of my wonderful memories *-*

omg... I nearly cried when I looked at this...
seriously miss everyone from WiCkEdLoVe...
arghs.. i really wanna cry le... x__x"
that was the best guild i have ever been in..
that time I was only 12 ok, when this ss is taken,
I MISS THOSE DAYS SOO MUCH! IF QQ KOR WASN'T BANNED
EVERYTHING WOULD STILL HAVE BEEN RIGHT T.T!
From left to right, QQ kor, Vul, LaoShuAiDaMe, xinyi dar, me, ana~
I'll never forget, the crazy yet fun-filled days we spent together..


Snow jie.. we're very very distant now... But u're
the longest online buddy that I've known x_x"
I miss u so much.. I miss the old times so much...
I love u snow jie...
its surprising how things changed over a period of 3+ years...


KT........ I HATE BEING CALLED ZHUXIAOLIAN!! LOL!@$#
wth.. when i met him, he was the same lvl as HoneyPieX,
now his mit is like, 12X and his mage is like 14X... wth!
chiongster x___x"
anyw.. u look so ahbeng in real but u're really nice so w/e~
love the times we trained together until u completely
surpassed me (=.=);;

The creation of my first guild "PengYou"
gonna b disbanded soon anyway.. everyone's gone...
arghs.. x_x" Its so hard to find frens that I can
trust again in maple~ in the past everyting was so
calm n sweet in maple.. no cc pls.. no ks wars.. no
childish idiots.. i seriously hate the way online
generations are changing... youngsters more than oldies..
AHHH!

well bye x.x I go emo somemore LOL!!!!
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Boy: Wah lao! I wish papa will just die la!
Mother: be careful what you wish for!
Boy: don't want HAHA!
Mother: it might just come true...
Boy: I wish I was a billionaire!
Mother: =.="