A few funny moments ^^

Ah GonG was afking to buy lunch xD me and my bro nth better to do.. so here's what we did xD
we captured server.. i was bmdm-ing then xD
Another really funny incident.. we pwned server and after like 5 seconds.. the whole thing ended.. i was going wooots woots!! xD H.O.N.O.R.S must be realliee angry xD haha
Yeshh~! this is a perfect screenie.. thanks to ah gong for giving me some of his time to help me take this screenie.. Thank you~~! ^o^
OMG!! ah gong com hang/died/auto-shut down/exploded/burnt.. he suddenly disappeared when i was taking screenie!! look at our emos!! o_o"
This is the most wu liao de.. i was chasing after an ele so i picked up the ghost cape that allows you to walk through opstacles xD and i saw the whole place was all fiery.. it would make a very nice screenie.. so i took this xD

exam results

Haiz.. i better stop sighing.. it makes ppl old if u keeping sighing.. but HAIZZZ.. can't help it.. why do i regret only after it happened.. why can't i change my own past and future and present? I am so downright freakily disappointed with my results.. i passed chem paper 2 failed bio failed physics.. i don wanna live anymore.. i've become dumber as we're talking.. what the hell is going on to me? why am i always stuck at being the worst? i want to show others i can be the best.. i wan to.. the key is to work hard.. which is a "so near yet so far" thing for me.. saying sth is easy.. applying/doing it is definitely impossible.. maybe only for me :[

Haizz.. why did i do so badly.. i wish i had worked harder.. too late for me to regret now.. i am so sad... i jus wanna break down and cry.. my own future ruined in my own hands.. >_<>

Enuf for the results part.. im growing sadder each day becus of it.. and i can bet.. no one can even tell im unhappy.. >_<><" im so dammit touched when u told me not to cry.. telling me i'll make it to sec 2.. telling me u'll be there for me.. telling me u'll help me in wutever way you can... even though ur results r dam gud.. u r never proud.. u console those who r sad over their results.. im so lucky to have a fren like u..

Wednesday, a day i look forward to XD I'm going ice skating with Ailing~!! learn laa... i don noe how to ice-skate :X Wonder how many times will i fall.. i place a bet.. 50 times ^^ hahaa!! which i don fall to death can ler :X those who wan see how hilarious i look when i fall.. be at JEC ice rink on wednesday XD afternoon ahhahaa!!

P.S. I know i haven't been posting for like 1 week.. apologies.. exams + disappointments one after another :/ mood's normal. ^^ cya lata people~! be at the ice rink~!

~meet ah gong! part II

[If u haven read the first part to this post, scroll down, 7th oct has 2 posts, the first one that u should read before this is below. after that, then read this]

Ok.. now for the mrt station and train. wutever happened there.. it makes the most of the meeting with ah gong meaningful LOL!!!~! realliee larhh~ xD 1st the trip to the mrt station. i borrowed xinyi's hp to take video of ah gong n gay fren walking to the mrt.. i dont even think they know i taking video lor! LOL! they never talk to each other de.. only i behind freakily grinning behind xD then the lmt walk in front.. hoping ah gong walk faster xD.. ah gong jus like me. take one's own sweet time to walk! LOL!

At the station - Haa!! here comes the funny part. we went up the escalators to the top there where we take the train home laa.. then i use xinyi's hp to try take pic of they 3. wah sehh.. lmt run dam fast. always escape my shots xD he oso very funny la xDD ~~ then the gay fren look at me with this inoocent look.. like gonna cry if i take him LOL!!! basically he looks so cute >.<" LOL~! okkk laa.. i don siao xD then my main target - AH GONG!!!! HAHAHA! managed to take his pic, side view de. after i take he so despo wan me delete.. like my PERSONALITY. the more u wan me to do sth.. THE MORE I HAVE THE WILL TO DEFY YOU! MUAHAHA!!! too bad xD ok laa the pic oni show my bro.. ah gong can R.I.P le ba? LOL!!

on the mrt train.. me and xinyi tok tok tok xD very fun toking to her u noe? my bao bei ma! of cuz laa!! hahaha!!~ ah gong, lmt and gay fren chat oso.. i see dey keep crappin' n luffin' ard.. like so fun.. wish i cud join in xD but when i join in.. ah gong malu again T.T after xinyi alight at bukit batok station, which is where her house is xD i suddenly say this.. without sense of malu " er.. nan ren ar.. i very bored, she leave le.. pei wo jiang hua leh! " SURPRISINGLY, ah gong came sit next to me.. *_* ooo!!!! soo nice right?? i bored.. he come pei me!! SO NICE!! ok laa don siao.. his fren take pic of us together.. dam laa.. i din pose.. LOL!! HAHA! bet ah gong likedat le >> "- -" hahahahahahaha~! wanted to twist ^^v, but too late lee hahaha! ah gong so angry when tt gay fren take our pic sittin' together HAHA! luv it when tt nan ren angry LOL!!

when alight.. he say bb to me TWICE leh!! so nice! second nice thing he did to me! then i say "tata" hahahaha! den we each go our own homes le hahaha... so sad.. saying goodbye is always sad.. LOL!! then go home still talk alot bout our meeting todae xDD.. vry vry fun and meaningful for me today~!

P.S. u'll nvr gues.. IM EXTREMELY HAPPY xD becus of the meeting ba! i never regret meeting u ah gong. u and ur gay fren are the nicest guy yet!

meet ah gong!

Yay~! finally met ah gong xD one of the best sp friends i have x]] ~ hehex ~ he's nicer then i tot in real life xD hahhaa! i thought he would be extremely bad n stuff likedat.. but it turned out that he is one extremely nice guy xD haha~ abit malu shy shy only ba haha!! he say i shy.. where got laa??! T.T

he has been following me since like 1++pm when he reached courseway point at woodlands.. say at the shop 77th street he saw me and was right behind me! i didn't even realise laa! how can, he so bad.. behind me also don't say "hi" or stuff likedat T.T gui gui sui sui de.. donno what he up to.. follow me all around the shopping centre.. WITHOUT ME KNOWING LEH~! somemore 4+pm then he come say hi.. wah seh! zzz!! cud've chatted with me and pei wo shopping le ma! so bad ler he T.T hahax..~

he say the coldstorage there got theft incident. at first abit don believe when he say his friend is future policeman xD haha!! but turn out he definitely suitable to be one la! the robber was about 23 yrs old, according to ah gong. and he stole S$26.90 worth of stuff from coldstorage. my aH gong's fren lmt, wait 5 secs, then gave chase to the running robber xD someone was already chasing him laa.. of cuz. lmt managed catch the thief siaa.. so heroic haha!!! xDxD can't believe im praising the qian zhou lmt LOL!! ah gong's gay fren so sociable and really really nicee la! see me then ask my gang go over to their seat there at macdonalds.

my best fren n her bf were like.. typing messanges on the hp to communicate.. i sit in the middle there feeling the cold weird, quiet ambience xD no one started a conversation. ah gong leh? sit beside me. click click click his hp.. HPHPHP! ALL HE CARES IS HP! LOL!! hahaha jkjk!!~ xD all his frens follow him.. click hp.. my hp no bat liao.. on immediately off diao lol.. diao xD den his gay fren suddenly stand up and say "wei! u all izzit take mrt de?" I said "yeah" then he say "hao ba! -hits the mac's table top- lets go!" soo cute lor! this type of guy.. yea I LIKE! lololol!! jk! hahaha!!! today i gonna do double post. make up for 5th oct ba xD haha ! wut happened at the mrt station n train - to be continued~ xD

exam donee~

Hehez~! ur right! its finally the end of EOYs FOR ME~! wooots! very happiee sia, been waitin' for this day since donno when xD Yays~ can go sp play for free liaoo!! play with ah gong jiejie and fire and all my other guild mates ^o^ wee... todae lend ah gong's set, went big battle and got a better record.. not as gud as ah gong's though >.> but nt bad nt bad ba xD HAHA~!

Haiz, chinese paper ended todae, due to shortage of time, i was unable to finish last question.. 6 marks lehh.. >.> pao tang ler~ if i fail my chi... i dowan live ler.. need pass eng and chi to go sec 2 >_<" SADDED~ Gayle leh? she worst... i think she couldn't complete a big part of the paper.. alot of marks gone.. thats why she cried ba.. i see her likedat.. me myself also wan to cry.. cnt open eye big big see my future ruined likedat T.T sad... *grieving deep within* Tomorrow is saturday lo~ hahaha! going woodlands courseway point with xinyi ~ MY DEAR DEAR BAO BEI >_< missya soo much.. we're finally gonna meet again. our best fren relationship continued for 1 year.. im really really very happy.. one more good or bad thing is.. i asked ah gong out also harh~! he go invite his gay fren and one more fren xD 3 nan ren.. so scared of them nia =X hahax~! nvm laa~ i look forward to meeting ah gong ~~ gonna write in blog what we did, and what THEY did <_< HHEEHX~!

P.S. avg mood today. ^^ also looking forward to meeting.. ah gong tomorrow.. =) for sum reason.. abit nervous siaa.. xD hahaha.. abit unlike me <.< hehehex~!? kk cya tmr ah gong.. and i don tink i will regret meeting u de ba <.< hahaz.

matheees

Wah liew.. today damm sad laa.. maths paper 2, question 6, 6 MARKS NIA.. and guess what.. i din even tink it was about pythagoras thereom laa.. whole qns wrong.. 6 marks pao tang le.. damm.. so sad over tt.. >.<" and horr got one qns. (25+n) x (17+4) [example] when switched to (17+4) x (25+n) is commutative law of multiplication right? Ailing and Lydia both say is associative law.. wth laa? its not even bracket-ed numbers n non-bracket-ed numbers together.. don see why it is associative law??! IM RIGHT! I'M FOREVER RIGHT! THEY R W-R-O-N-G! ALL WRONG! muahahaHAHAHAHhahahaHAHA... lol.. siao..

damm worried over de dam maths paper 2 laa.. paper 1 was duck feet.. but paper 2, really eatin' up miie brainz ><" save me people ~ x[[ Sp life noww.. today was gr8! x] got to soccer/quest with ah gong again.. and i got muii ss at a bargain of 780 eles.. li hai ba? xDD todaee dam happy in sp niaa... chienz jiejie oso played with me.! we cud do quest together xDD.. i lent ah gong my set to try drag quest, flame quest 5.. den horr.. he only managed kill dragon at first drop once HARH! xDD ben dan !! warkakakazz.. jkjk xDD ah gong shen qi ler.. T.T dui bu qi laa.. ah gong >__<" anyway.. guess he's not vry used to arch set ba xD welll.. i melee and arch both gud gud :X *thick skinned* FACT ROFL x]] ~ hahaha.. ah gong set soo fun.. and somemore he use 19k code send me l9 pendy xDD.. traded off his l8 earth mag get de.. vry cool laa.. de pendy! and guess wut, im really happiee.. becus its the first time im holding a real non sp-card lvl 9 item :] man.. i jus soo love my life today~ great stuff's been happening in my life x] and great fwens i have met :]

P.S. kk im happy again today~ normally its sp life that makes me so happie ^^ i love my fwens family and sp frens.. mostly.. my dear bao bei xinyi and gud frens at school (e.g. SI PANG ZI ailing) LOL ~ heheherhxx.. ~~ sp rocks.. im rocking on~ ^^ staying as myself as usual. im still loving u readers ~ 4everrrzz..

science

whhewww.. science finally over.. the sianest and most difficult subjectt xDD FOR ME hhahaa.. nightmare laa today the whole day.. after exam come home wan watch TV relax after de dam tough science.. eat finish my wonderfull lunch.. den mum come home bug me do maths.. MATHS MATHS MATHS! the WORST subject that any LIVING IDIOT can EVER invent.. sian laa.. maths.. read alrdy headache.. wan me do bua tahan liao haha..

no sp life for me.. 99% no access to sp today =/ siannn.. missed those days.. 2 people quitted chocfudge so far.. sth to do with i never on9 baa >.> siann.. wish ppl stop quitting.. vry xin tong de orh! ><" missed ah gong's set and soccer-ing ><" it was soo fun.. wish more of these take place in future during holidays.. where freedomm is MINE ALL MINE xDD muhHAHAahhaHAHAH ~ xD ~ ! okk laa.. jus hope guild ppl don quit.. be faithful and loyal like Ah GonG LOL ~ ! I'm glad he likes my guild.. besides my bro.. he first to really like and appreciate my guild larhhz.. so touched *-* haha~! hurry after exam.. then i can have full freedom >.<>

These days have been filled with joy.. frm my best fren.. frm Ah GonG... frm my guild.. and from my lovely class 1A.. Lydia and Chua Ailing the si pang zi.. have really brought me alot of joy in school.. especially ailing.. she's really one dat takes all my crap.. and she's laughy and all.. all i can say is.. she's a really fantastic fren to be with.. BUT NO ONE IS BETTER DEN MY BAO BEI ~ SEE XIN YI WOOTS xDD.. who can compare with her wor.. after all.. she bring me joy for 2 and a half years~ i'll nvr forget e gud o' daes ^^ never.. ~ x]

P.S. ReAlLy HaPpY ~ this week rocks~ i bet next week wud be even better X], my life's jus getting better and better x]] welll.. u may not noe.. but im someone who is greatful for what i have and that i existed :]] hehehe ^.^ really wanna meet sp fwens someday~ Ah GonG u included niaa xDD don malu malu la HAHHAHA xDD i not soo bad de laa.. x] im a cute lil' angel dat u can only meet maybe once in a lifetime? HAHA *thick skinned* anyway gd luck and stay happy, be urselves everyday everybody ^^ guu' dae :]

xinyi <33

haha, geog's over.. my worst subject is finally over XD Its not as horribly difficult as i imagined it to b HAHA xDD thank god haha! if not i 100% fail, now is 50% failing chance =X.. ait worried liao.. for my geog =/ tmr's science - bio,physics and chem... hope i survive through this.. i know i will do horrendously horrible for my physics and bio.. bio - first module, completely forgotten everyting.. physics - maths, a large part of maths.. I HATE maths.. hahahah.. chem is bestt hheheherhx xDD

Today sp event around noon.. killed aurelli(gm) once XD.. so SHUANG la hahaha!!! if gm's team wasn't better than mine.. i cud've beat em pretty easily XP' hahah.. wonder how old aurelli is.. hehehe.. seems young for me XD de earth axe maxed dmg.. pwnage axe = = but sadlyy gm donno how to usee it XP... give me tt set and WOOOTS xDD hahaha! sp life was great.. went to get 4 sp point cards today frm tiong bahru.. wah seh.. everytime tt auntie tt say no stock always there de.. wait until she not there den i ask de uncle if got card XD hahaha.. de auntie look abit scary nia =X and she say the anime bleach always sold out so fast xDD.. i agree bleach is a really nicee anime.. du hui tai "chnl 56" at 6.30pm.. catch bleach XPP.. hahaha! ah gong got his 3848 eles by today.. i kept my promise x]] hehehex..

At night around 10pm, my DARLING SEE XIN YI CALLED!! it's been like soooo long since she called.. and i soo dammit miss toking to her >_<" DAMM MISSED YOU MY DEAR GIRL ><" hehe.. glad u found urself a lao gong HAHA! but don get into a real relationship now.. 13 iss still too early for love life XP rmb.. u hab to go NUS with me haha!! xDD ~ ! we went on a 3 ppl conversation on the handfone.. no idea how xinyi did it.. but i got to hear her bf's voice XD.. aiyoo.. every nan ren voice all e same.. low and cold.. :X.. i bluff him say i his early life he betrayed before de person xDD.. hehehe sioo fun haha!! he frm same school as my cousin siaa.. zhong zhen sec. XD donno how to spell laa.. hahahah xDD same as mii xiang xiang korkor xDD.. hahahx.. its fun toking to a guy on the fone.. never done that in ages XDD.. missed it.. i mostly missed toking to my dear girl.. she kenna scolded by her mum.. sadded~ :[[ mean mum :[[ anywayss.. dear bao bei tc of urself kk? don skip dinner.. i luvya n missya 4everrr ><" hope to see u everyday in e near future XPP.. i wonder.. ah gong.. wan come out tis sat? with my best fren her lao gong n me? HAHA X i noe ur answer sure no de :X... when u see this sms me orh!! XD so fun...

P.S. happy happy happy me!! hahaha! like i promised.. today's mondae and im all bak to my gud o' self XD like it? U BETTER! hahah!! today super good mood.. although exam week.. with e support and company of all e close fwens ard me.. i have confidence i'll pass through this :]] gud luck to all who mean alot to me ^.^ after this.. its happy holidays~ prank and funn timee xDD E NJOY~

DAM U MUM

[Only read this post if you are already not in the mood, i dont wish to spoil my readers' mood]
wheres those words i want? what happened to "gud gurl", "waa.. ur working hard girl!" WHAT HAPPNED TO THEM? i'm dying to hear those words... why must u hit me with the direct opposite? i've studied continuously for 8 hours... the only break was lunch... jus becus henry wanted to show me something on internet.. delayed his bathing by 15min.. u came out blasting " WHAT? HAVEN BATHE? PLAY PLAY PLAY,NOT EVEN STUDYING! U'LL BE THE DEATH OF ME! " and without further hesitation.. u clicked off the broadband... what the fuck is wrong with u mum? u don even care if i had any unsave info i nid in my studies.. and u jus.. clicked the internet off.. what the heck... my geog info.. all gone.. how do i trace it back..? jus becus he delayed his bathing by 15 MINUTES.. u blasted at me like a mad ass.. U THINK IM NOT A HUMAN? i have this heart.. all u r doing is jus firing holes and piercing it... indirectly abusing ur authority.. i don even have a chance to voice out how i feel.. i say sth.. u tink i'm toking bak.. what the heck is WRONG with u mum?!

Have u any idea how i cried my heart out while bathing? that's the only time and place i could scream n shout.. the bathroom.. i turned on the water.. and tears poured out.. water with water.. thats the only way i can cry my heart out.. without anyone knowing im doing so.. and i know YOU are never interested in what i say.. never ever interested in thinking how i feel.. i have been hurt physically.. by school stress.. mentally and physically hurt.. what i wan last is to have the support and love of someone else.. e.g. my family.. but i noe its impossible.. i knew that TODAY! now i have emotional stress and pain.. that's what u tink is good for me.. some extra stress will make me wanna study hard.. succeed in life.. all the ding dongs dats going on in ur brain.. mum.. if u continue thinking like this.. i may one day pull my hair off.. give up studying and scream everyday... scream OUT all THE things THAT i HAD wanted TO SCREAM out SINCE years AGO. if u ever read this.. i'll be glad.. everytime u scold me.. i wan to say even a sorry.. u will tink im trying to tok bak.. i never had a chance to apologise. never... now i know.. as long as i shut up when u scold me.. i will stay alive.. that has turned into one of my survival procedures.. do u know? of cuz not.. u never cared to know...

some people might think im not matured enough to know my mum is doing that for my own good.. i noe this.. out of 10001 times she scolded me.. i knew all was for my own good.. but whats the point of it? all she does is continue scolding.. if she ever talked to me nicely.. even once in my entire life.. about sth i did wrong.. jus tell me nicely.. and i will only think " i will change, im sory mum ". my heart is fully destroyed... today.. mum.. i hope u realise.. through the tears i shed..

child's day XD

Haha! today's children's day XD morning while parents at market, sneaked into sp ROFL xDD hope they don't read this =X or else i die HAHAX! goo sp so many people online i oso so happiiee XD vry long no hav so many people at once ler. Today's children's day xD shuang sia~ school never give presents liaoo.. say we no children de ><" siann.. BUT wonderfull thing isshh.. MY DAD GAVE ME SGD10 BUCKS WOOOOOTZ! monehh monehh wo de zui ai!! LAI LAI LAI ARH! money rocks XD.. tt additional 10 bucks allow me buy 1 more sp card .. woootss lehh.. soo hapiee! dad gud mood todae.. give me n ro each 10 bucks so gud right? OF CUZ! -tries to make readers jealous of my daddy- HARHX!

ah gong cui me n bro for 3848 eless ler.. he so bad T.T don gimme those eles for free.. i soo cute.. still dowan gib for free.. HAIZZZ.. ROFL XD.. jus kiddin' HAHAH!! i noe ah gong will cry if i no returnn de xP.. fraid nt.. tmr u'll get ur eles :]] if u help me spam at trade chat :X HAHA XD.. SOO FUN XD and chocfudge reached 40 members today xDD.. next weekend i plan event X]] hahah to celebrate this joyous occasion XD i bet some members r alrdy dying for event le lo XD hahahaha XPP prizes will be given of cuz laa..! but dont expect too much.. UR LEADER DAM POOR DE OK! XD HAHAHA! most probably will be team play/racing or soccer. these three. winners will get sum eles frm me laa.. hahaha xDD trade for social kiss oso can de ROFL XD

P.S. this post covers today and yesterday, overall im pretty happy ^^ these days have been filled with joy. happy stuff : playing with ah gong, chatting with guild members, NEXT WEEKEND I'M FREE XD.. most probably holding a high day ss MUAHAHX xDD event not yet confirmed. might not be next week hahaa.. maybe wait everyone exams over.. nov n dec den event :D ehe. tmr exam - geog.. gud luck~!