Thinking back?

I've never reminisced but now I shall.
-Hmm... I wonder how long has it been since I started to live cyber-wise?
Pretty long I guess, Probably much longer than anyone would guess.

MapleStory
QQ Kor - You're the first mapleSEA buddy I made. Without you, I would
have never met Snow Jie... And we wouldn't be such close friends now.
I was begging people to help me hunt leaves, who knew? Just by offering a
mere help you became a dear friend. You changed my life.
Vulgar - Ha.. Sometimes I'm so glad you don't know my blog. You're the
first guy I fell for online.(Unfortunately?) I forgot how I met you, it has
been 2 years+ and I'll remember you always.
SnowAngel - My precious Snow Jie. You're my very first online sister
together with AngelGirl. The memories we shared, those I'll never forget.
Being able to stay together so long, I can straightly say, I really love you.
LaoShuAiDaMe - I will never forget you. You cheered me up so many times
although you are "xiao pi qi"

SurvivalProject
[Aranged in order of who I met first]
Chienz - The second Jie I ever made! This girl I must say, she is one incredible
being xD You'll never believe that such a person exists! She can comfort you so
damn well when she's really suffering deep inside. She never complains, she never
upsets anyone, just by chatting with her, your day completely blooms! (Gong,
don't kill me, I can understand why you like her =x) Oh god, I don't know how
to type out all her good qualities, she's probably someone I would fall in love with
at first sight! @_@" I treated her as a role model, my idol? Being able to call her
"Jie" is such an honour omg! Suki daiyo!!! Nothing vulgar or bad ever comes out
of her mouth! She's such a nice person! She doesn't side with anyone and when
she feels someone is wrong, she will talk it out nicely. She doesn't cry out in front
of anyone and makes sure she is of help but not nuisance to anyone. Although
noone can ever compare to Snow Jie, this is someone I can also say I love alot.
Without her, my life wouldn't be half as beautiful.

DeathTanker - Ang Gong Kia (statue) was what I first called you, it changed
to Ah gong and then GonG, lmao.. I don't know why. The first time I met you,
I must say I'm pretty shocked! Because in comparison to my 1 year+ experience
with you, you are never the type that would be such good friends with someone
so much younger than you! I met you together with Fire, I believe is your very
first SP best fren? xD In MSP, I had no idea what happened to the relationship
between you guys, and I seriously thought I was the one who broke you two
apart, even though I know that may not be true, but I still feel bad even today.
You guys were once so close, ever since I added you two to buddy, You two started
drifting further and further apart! Sob... I befriended you in a racing game, that
I will never forget. My bro, you, fire and chienz, we used to race together as a team
so darn-it-often baby! I miss those old days, I seriously do. You supported my guild,
you lent me your set, even though at that time I was a complete stranger. I thought
to myself : This must be the best friend anyone would want! Well, for the first time
You allowed me to understand what is mutual trust between two friends. Yep, you
guessed it, I was really touched ^^ There's no need to apologise, the fond-est of
memories, you were the one who gave them to me. You are really a BEST FRIEND !
Thanks for everything! And, I believe I have more to thank you for than you do.

FireXElement - My wonderful friend together with Death! Yea, As i mentioned, I
met the two of you at the same time and befriended you both at the same time! To be
frank, Maybe it was because I was still childish in the head but, I never tried to want
to understand you in MSP... Everytime you felt left out, this selfish me would treat it
as if its nothing important. You supported chocfudge with me... DAISUKI DESU!! It
was until nearly the closure of MSP that made me realise, I haven't put in enough
effort as a leader of ChocFudge. A guild of 60 over members. How successful... if it
weren't for your help, I would never have felt such glory. You are my precious mei, you'll
forever be! The first time I met you in real life, I thought to myself, yep! You're the kind
of friend I would want. Your smile never fades like mine! And you are serious when it
comes to friends. And I'll remember, you kept telling me how noob you were, which I
strongly feel against apparently x.x Whether a person is pro or not, does not depend on
the outward performance, it depends on your attitude towards everything, for me, a
person who is pro, does not own at death match or quest, a person who is pro is simply
someone who don't exist. For me Pro means perfection. No one is Pro.^^ And there's no
such thing as being a noob. Thank you mei, you're exceptionally special to me, Once again
the same thing as snow jie. I love you. Not ONLY because you're sexy. ^^

Wymzic - Blood-shared lover! zomfglajskkas AHHH!! KY-AA!! I still remember. You
were a star 3 ranked non-prem shamoo in the rocky wind community! You were
completely cornered and crying out loud when we forced you into joining ChocFudge.
I was shocked when you told me your age... O_O I would have guessed 15 or 16.
You're a really faithful person I must say. You are always true to your friends and
yourself. And you're darn it true to ChocFudge ! Not a guild-hopper, you value close
buddies more than anything else! You forgive easily, you're always smiling, you're a realllli-
precious friend! I love you so much! SO MUCH.. SO MUCH!! Like I said before, I cannot
point out a single weak/bad quality in you. You're much much too perfect x_o" I wonder
why You ain't my mei? That's probably cos I refuse to acknowledge the fact that you're
younger than me T_T You sound so much grown-up and more adult-like than me! I mean
so much--- I LOVE YOU!


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It's not like me to post at midnight @_@" Maybe it's just like me to do so?
Anyway for a certain someone out there, mixed feelings? Haven't been completely freed?
This quote is from Romeo x Juliet.
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"Sadness, Hatred, pain and sorrow, these can be overcome by one emotion.. That is
L-O-V-E"

To love is not a mistake. To once been in love is a valuable experience. Do not regret
doing so, pain, sorrow and disappointment lasts as long as love does.

It is wise to choose this emotion above all. ^^