apologies

"Hey Girl? What's wrong with you? Don't let your thoughts run WILD before yourself! You're purposefully letting your WILD thoughts affect those important to you.. yeah! Keep your personality to yourself.. yea.. kk"

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Lmao >_> These are apology messages to the following people ^^
-FireXElement, my Fire Meimei *hearts*
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I'm sorry if I've neglected you.. I'm seriously seriously sorry... you're my best and only mei.. you forever will be.. you're nice in game .. you're nice in real.. x_x" I'm sorry I've been a really bad person.. both as a Onee Chan and as your friend... Just want you to know I love you from the bottom of my heart... you were never childish to me... you were always cute in my eyes :D (seriously.. you look and behave like you're more than 12 years old!)
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-Wymzic, Eleanor, my wonderful blood-shared lover *hearts*
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I'm sorry if I've made you sad.. I truely am! I don't know how much I've been hurting those around me... But.. these few days.. who I truely am is beginning to surface... I've used vulgarity like an insensitive kid.. I've begged for items in SP like its real money..... I can't help it.. too many things have been bothering me these days.. SP AND EOYs... I treasure you too much as a friend to even have negative feelings about you... I jus wanna be that... happy girl in your eyes... and up till now I can't believe... I cannot even point out a single thing you're negative in! Once again.. I'm sorry! I was the one who forced u into chocfudge... I'd better make sure you don't regret that.. T~T"
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-Riku... L2iku
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I'm sorry I throw my thoughts at you as and when I wish... although you won't get to read this.. I'll still have to express it out.. You have been a wonderful listener and comforter.. I cannot imagine SP life without you... you're reallllly important to me(I MEAN IT)... Scaring you have become a form of hurt to you... I feel very apologetic over my actions.. from now on.. I'll carry nothing but a smile in front of u ^^ I realised... you always smiled for me! And for that Thanks!
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-ZeroLeingod
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I guess.. the greed thing.. was my fault.. If i hadn't accepted him into the guild.. you wouldn't have been under the same negative category as me... you're not a greedy person.. I'm 100% sure I am never wrong! You're a nice person... you picture everyone to be a beautiful and happy person.. for that I'm really touched x.x" you're a wonderful guy.. If you were from Singapore.. who knows? I'd LOVE you? LOL(joke kk) alright.. once again.. I'm realllllyyyy sorry..!
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-iCez, GonG
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I dunno why I feel sorry for you... -.- maybe its cos of the Fire's bro thing... actually.. that day.. I was lying about laughing all the way x-x" what I detest most... is being called fat (not in the joking tone) repeatedly. I was frowning all the way.. that's why I kept quarrelling... Although.. u might think that's nth to say sorry about.. I still feel SO DAMN SORRY! i wasted your energy by making you type a quarrel with him... (not funny) sigh... you helped me alot for the past year liao... I'm oso damn happy you never once called me THAT BLOODY WORD.. -.- Being vulgar is affected by my brother de... For people who hate that part of me.. I'm sorry.. I grew up with a nice yet vulgar brother.. I can't do anything ^^ I believe in being myself ^^
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Riku told me... "You know I like you best right?" and at the most perfect timing.. Although I don't have a CRUSH on him... I feel so touched.. Actually I dropped a few tears when he said that.. he was already freaked out by the way I blurt every truth in his face.. yet... he keeps on smiling... T.T
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Sorry to everyone in ChocFudge. I don't deserve to be your leader. Even I know that....