?siht daer uoy od yhw

its bent, uneven, doubtful and tiringly confidentless.
twisted, broken, unfixable and bound.

my will, that is.

tseretni

Ok. I really need to start mugging like mad!
thx ms sab for making me all stressed up again! :D
I mean it.

only 84 people in the level has met the criteria for un-conditional
promotion.. that's very very very scary! O.O But of course, I have
a PASS but its under conditional promotion :X Ah.. why am I even
engaging in self-comfort. I'm completely in danger..

Today was a.. mixed up day. The CO room was freezing hell. as if
there's an intentional oxymoron. and I'm reminded of what I said
when I came out of the CO room xD "I felt VERY endothermic."

and then after recess there was a group of lower sec girls walking
towards us singing loudly LOL. I mutter after them... "enjoy while
you can~ wait till you get into year 5~"

I really should receive a mug and put it on my desk to warn me
repeatedly about scoring well or else.

I WANNA GET IT OVER WITH! D: Its so not like me to not enjoy life!

PROMOS! I shall charge at you with full speed. If I flunk again, it
must mean I'm either retarded or barred from gaining further ability
to absorb knowledge.

on the brighter side, My dad gave me 5 bucks for no reason :D



If only thoughts could travel;
Its so hard to pen them down.
even harder when you won't know what it'll mean.

300th post!

Is there any difference between cheering somebody up and comforting
someone? Tell me please because I really don't know o.O

And.. To that someone, u-know-who-u-are! Don't be sad anymore! I'll
try to make you feel happy on mondays or all other days! :) Life goes on,
someone might throw you aside without knowing so, but your real friends
will never do so! :D

Is happiness something to be achieved or is it a feeling?

Whichever one, even if it means both;

I tried to be brave, if not braver;
it didn't work! not even with chinchow!
There's something wrong there, insecurity.
maybe?

This post is completely a mixture of random dumb stuff O.O!

anddd.. once again, I hope this time my desire to cut off some
weight will actually be carried out! Its so difficult to initiate.. like
the high activation energy req to start some reaction.. RUNNN..
I hope I'll really runnn tmr~


"How can I be so happy,
now that I have one more person I'm afraid of losing?"