stuff

Friday morning (and i really mean morning, 00.00am) was horrible..
Went to gym and i ran the machine at 8.5 for 10 minutes with 3 min
cooldown. it seems really bad to see how much my stamina has dropped!

seriously speaking, I don't understand why I'm going to gym, LOL

so that night (thursday?) I went home and had alot of homework...
(I went home and honestly accepted that I HAD alot of homework...)
So... yeah, I somehow died and revived.

Econs was funny, I was suffering from severe hunger while trying
really hard to concentrate on the lecturer, until ximeng blurted out:
"Is that your stomach growling?" T.T LOL. And PE was well, slack,
so today was alright~

I'm really laughy nowadays, no idea why, jesslyn says I can say
certain things that nobody laughs at and i'll laugh to myself.. I kinda
made myself seem like a retard, LOL!

I'm 17 soon and I don't wanna accept it.. JC seems so stressful.. so..
for a grown-up.. to be honest, i love being 16, i doubt there's any age
better than that... and I think that's the last worry-free age. ah well,
its all part of experiencing life :O

I'm thinking a lot nowadays...
I shouldn't even be thinking a lot...
destressing is a skill (jesslyn agrees)...
I realise how much I love going to qiaozi's house...
Its like my second home now...
And I think everyone has something to hide...
Hiding means no one knows about it...
Pry and grumble...
no one's gonna tell you!
(pft, yes I do feel abit crazy after typing that)

2 years will pass fast.. before I know it! :D

'Time waits for no one.'

Hm?

woo

School is so busy.. JC really sucks T.T the principal told
us not to blog about what he said in an indirect way. So
I shall be what he wants me to be, a mature student.
What he says every morning or something loses its effect
if he repeats it every single week anyway.

Frm 9 subjects.. now I only have 6? Why is it 100x more
stressful? Although my timetable is the best among all
PCME classes... the amount of stress the lecturers and
teachers give me is humongous. GP sounds so difficult to
score. I can already predict that I'm gonna screw up my
A levels. :(

My bro is going to a poly.. so he has holidays till April...
and he still can work and enjoy himself with his friends.
I've never been so jealous of him before! T.T

Ah well. I guess this is the fate of all JC students..
I really wonder how I'm going to start my Econs
homework.. its super confusing LOL.

But above all, I kinda like my new class now :)
To all the people who are depressed, cheer up!

gym.gym

Woah, how long has it been since I last updated?
ah well.. I won't say much about the Japan trip, been telling
the experience verbally to far too many people xD

Just some photos from Japan.. 3 actually, we've taken
over 600 I think LOL!

Mt Fuji

Mt Fuji

Disneyland

It was really fun and really nice. A place without insects nor rubbish.. imagine that? xD

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I've been going to gym for the past 2 days (including today) Its really tiring but rewarding I guess? Waking up at 7+ instead of 10+ is really torturous for me.. and furthermore to go to the gym! LOL.. why did I even go? I actually have no drive nor motive about going there.. just to hang out with xinyi I guess? xD

Couples retreat is a dam nice movie LOL! I laughed throughout the movie like nobody's business.. americans are really good at being humourous xD That's why I love comedy.. sadly for those below 16, its NC16.. I really recommend people to watch it.. super funny LOL.

Been playing back maple recently, hm, I'm being really abnormal. i rmb I swore not to touch maple forever anymore.. but ah well.. I somehow went back.. everythings' changed. The people aren't as nice as those in the past.. Hopefully I can make good cyber buddies again.. it was so fun in the past to meet up with them xD

WHOO! CYCLING ON FRIDAY! hopefully pool on thurs~ I feel so lively this holidays xD

Get well soon mummy!

My mum has been hospitalised due to a minor stroke from a
fall during the Japan trip. I'm really glad she seems alot better
then the 2nd day of our return from Japan! I'm hoping real
hard and praying to any god out there that she'll be fine enough
to return home tomorrow!

Home just doesn't feel the same without her! xD

Will post some pictures up soon I guess? (Even though I
haven't even uploaded them on facebook, pft, i'm a real lazy
bump xD)

Thanks to all the people who expressed concern and even
came to visit! :D

I realise I'm really weak at heart.. despite laughing so much,
LOL. I cried when my dad shouted at me over the phone
because I wasn't home at the time they decided to visit my
mum at the hosp.. I cried when I thought about all the bad
things that could happen to my mum and my family because
of the stroke.. I cried when xinyi called my dad to clear the
misunderstanding.. I cry too much T.T

I'm so happy there are so many people who care!
ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!

Japan!

woo, the plane to japan takes off at 11:45pm today! :D
woohoo~ sushi sushi sushi, time to gain some weight.
I'll lose them back in singapore. LOL!

argh, I cut my hair.. ok my mum did.. its... a big
difference from my previous hairstyle.. (in terms
of length) I hope it'll grow a little longer.. I find it
too short right now T.T

...

ahh.. a huge disappointment today.

I guess I blogged kinda too late since I've already complained
about it thoroughly to my family, LOL. I feel less of the pissed-
off and disappointed(ness).

Well.. instead of the vulgar word.. I shall use what the heck.
Like how did we land up as 9? I can't understand.. HC and
Jeff did so much sia! We even got help frm kendrick..( tho
RI got help from their parents which was so wth). and the
worst thing is, we actually put alot of effort into our robo-
design.. but why did we still end up not in top 3? is anima-
tion like, worth 50% of the marks? Or did we score ZERO
for animation? It doesn't make any sense.

Damn, I just realised I'm not as angry as I should be. Prob-
ably due to fatigue.. I'm really sleepy while typing this.. I'm
glad my mum found a use for the lap-top stand thing..

ahh.. this has been a wth day. I've never seen all of us as
moodless as today.. I just remembered.. we couldn't even
remember to make the badge thingy.. We'll probably smash
it or smth anyway.. like what's wrong with the judging..

Making robocode seem so worthless despite being an IT
competition.. like what the hell man.

fullstop. enough bitching..
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Tomorrow going liuqiao's house with yunhan for a sleepover!
Man I'm hoping it'll be damn fun! A good chance to forget all
the unhappiness today I guess?

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Jack's place student meal was more worth it than BREEKS~
I shall love jack's place from now on.

HCL O's are OVER! all OVER!
StrITwise still stays as a form of hindrance to my wonderful
holidays.. someone will get piss-ed from looking at this..

I'm depressed, i shall be frank-er rofl.
I spent S$44.55 on a bunch of detestful crap. :X opps.
alright, they're not crap, essential for better benefits..
well ok whatever.. it just sucks to once be rich and then
go broke...

ah this just sucks T.T
One of the rare times I ever get into a bad mood

Food becomes real if you stare at the image long enough..

I guess I already have my answer;

I should really stop struggling so hard.

If I've been struggling at all.

I want my holidays.
like,
now!

:D

Finally met xinyi darling yesterday xD How long has it been?
close to 9 months right? I still remember the exact date the
last time we met up :X 21/02/2009 LOL!

Went to her house really early in the morning and I'm glad
none of us really changed much xD its best to do some catch-
ing up.. but no matter how much time passes, I get amazed
every single time I ponder about the fact that we stay as
best friends even after ... god. 7 years!
I still hope we end up in the same university~

Her mum's company car was so gorgeous.. it was metallic blue
and it was very, very soundproof! She drives better than my
mum LOL. Even though they both hold licenses. Its amusing
how women find parking harder than men do xD ION was also
interesting. The bottom 2 floors had swarms of people. And
from the 1st floor onwards to the 5th or 6th or I forgot how
many storeys there were.. Shops like PRADA and LV appear
and the number of people on these floors dramatically decreased
LOL! DRAMATICALLY. It was a sunday too. Someday I'll go
to orchard centre~ ok and I realise you actually need guts to
enter LV. LOL

I'm sometimes really glad to know that if all else fails in my life;
There's still someone who will definitely be there for me.
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Well.. for the past week since my Art O levels ended, I've been
having quite a life xD Went out every single day besides.. today,
it sounded cooler when I told somebody, "I went out everyday
except tomorrow", yesterday. LOL~ ah wth am I saying. I can't
believe guitar is getting more fun! we're almost finishing the
beginners' book with all the notes and chords and basics. Soon
we'll all be in grade one learning songs! :D Man I love playing
L-O-V-E on the guitar, nice and qianbian-ish kind of melody.

Wall painting on wed.. right aft HCL Os.. how boring. My mum keeps
all the smses which I have ever sent to her.. Its surprisingly and
touching.. Now I know I've learnt how to cycle since 17/12/2008!
Ok, I'll learn roller blading by 17/12/2009! xD I guess ice-skating
should be sooner since I've made promises, wahaha~

This will be a fuilfilling holiday ^^

well I hope chalet comes and stays that way forever.. after that, I
can't look forward to anything with the whole class anymore..

I haven't typed in 2 weeks~ Haven't read my teenage.. Haven't
touch a single thing for HCL.. Haven't really faced one reality...
Haven't tried to understand literature gibberish.. Haven't watched
enough movies..
(I'm aware they're all wants and not needs :x)

HOLIDAYS~ HERE I COME! (Japan woo!)

2001 counts!

Today was such a meaningful day! :D

The higher chinese mock paper was so.. crappy? I finished it within
1 hr and 10 mins and had like.. 50 minutes to draw random stuff and
sleep LOL! SMU focuses on business and management.. hm.. I'll see
if NUS really is a better university.. as of the subj combi I want for
JC.. as of now.. would be PCME.. even if I wanted to change, I don't
think I have any other options to choose from..

After school went to JP with jiali, cheryl, shuuyin, grace and tiening.
we went to eat at subway.. I felt super fat, double choc cookie and
cheese STEAK. wrong cookie. wrong sandwich, WRONG! LOL
Thank god what happened after made my day xD

There was an Anlene(milk brand) stage game and fund raising at the
1st floor there, right next to subway. They had this stepping machine
that allowed people to reach 100 counts or more. And for every 100
counts(200 steps), Anlene would donate $2 to a charity organisation
with people suffering from bone problems(I forgot the term :X) I
reached 2001 counts!(4002 steps) LOL! It took more than half an hr,
I was sweating like hell even in air-con conditions. Imagine how much
exercise that was! LOL, I'm pretty sure I've burnt off some of the fats
I gained from subway LOL~

I raised $40 for charity! FOR CHARITY! and man, it felt so good! :D
All of us did the stepping thing too. Our total count added to aprox. 9400!

AMAZING RIGHT?

Its been so long since I've done something meaningful, I feel so happy
today wahaha~ Sadly I need to start preparing for art.. if not I'd go there
again tmr to raise more funds.. can help me jian fei also, LOL~

I'm going to start jogging every saturday starting from tmr..
how I wish I had a bike xD but oh, damn the maintenance.

oh ya, jiali I applaud you for daring to go on stage to participate in the
stepping competition! HAHA! she won two oatmeal and an Anlene
concentrate, so healthy~

I'm a little too addicted to bridge..

Should I risk the change?

sleepy

wa.. I feel so pathetic these days, its not even 10 yet and I have to
sleep. I'm so close to collapsing LOL.. aiya.. maybe sleeping early is
good for me, age slower heh~

Sakae sushi was.. Fat.. but fun xD The group of people I went out
with today was fun lol, hope to go out more together~ ah, it made
a hole in my wallet, had to refill cash or I'll go broke before I know
it! I haven't cycled/jogged in a long time.. I better start soon.

Its amazing how much people can change. random thought

After i left shuwei at clementi mrt station, I kept emitting the
leave-me-alone vibe, like.. what's wrong with me? I'm already
so happy, maybe I need to be happier with my already-happy
happiness, LOL! ok wth am I saying?

The classroom is very hot, its killing me and destroying my moods!

I'm saddened by my results, uberly. But everyone else around me
cheered me up without doing anything special at all LOL! maybe
I'm just a laughter-seeker, its good to sleep early AND be optimistic,
I hope and may be able to live longer~!

nasi wa wu ji pa ban~ JI... PA... BAN!

Wannabe by spice girls is nice ok! though it sounds annoying when
somebody sings it out xD

experience makes a person wiser