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Motivation

2011-10-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

Prelims are over! And I already got back all my results.
Hmm, actually I'm kinda happy with my results (did I work super hard? at least I'm working harder than ever right now..) I got a BBBU with a C in GP. LOL. I think its kinda obvious.. my econs got a U. It brutally destroyed my great looking grades :(

My ranking points is around 71! Even though econs alr deducted TEN points from it..
Ah well, my class only had one quarter of the people passing econs.. and the whole cohort only had 51% passes ;) (ok fine. excuses.)

Looks like 80 RP is not impossible after all! :D That's kinda great~ I shall set my A level aims! Math: A Physics: A Chem: A Econs: C/B GP: A/B! Pw's already an A, so that's secured for now :)

My Laptop is finally showing signs of aging.. The audio is screwing up so bad o.o

I got so touched and motivated by the 15minute speech Steve Jobs made at stamford university graduation in 2005. He was truly an inspiration!

X-Factor is getting more and more AWESOME each episode! :D Go watch!!

"We're probably way too young to be sick of life."

The Last Time

2011-09-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

You didn't tell me because you won't mean it anymore.
As much as I regret disregarding you ever since,
I regret not gathering the courage to bid you one last goodbye..

From now on, there are no longer any more chances..
after 7 whole years..
you're finally somewhere I can never reach..

A Whole New World - Aladdin by Megan Lee keeps playing in my head.. I can't seem to get rid of it!! Prelims, I need you to be over!!

OG Shopping Haul!

2011-09-05T13:47:00.008+08:00

Omg! I haven't had such a fantastic shopping trip in AGES!! I thought I'd feel overly guilty when my mum suggested we went out since my bro has to buy formal wear for his presentation, but instead, I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN SHE SUGGESTED OG! haha, this might make me sound like some old woman.. but I love OG like mad!! It has EVERYTHING LOL! (The reason why she suggested OG is because OG has a sale frm end of Aug to somewhere in the beginning of Oct)

Finally some self-taken photos to make this dying blog seem less dead..

YESSS.. MY SHOPPING HAUL!! After such a long time of not spending any money! I drilled a hole right in my mum's pocket! HAHA :x

Haha, originally intended to buy Lancome products but was deterred by the price.. c'mon I'm just a brat.. I don't need expensive make-up... yet... (on the brink of tears) anyway the sale was just amazing.. I think these 3 times costed around 40 originally but I got them at around 32!

2nd floor! I think haha, oh and I was at Chinatown's OG, its like.. my favourite! I like chinatown OG more than the one at Orchard actually :x That's the first ring I ever bought for myself haha! Never really shopped actively for rings before.. anyway so chio right! :D

HAHA! Face-lifting cream on the right! Heard that it does wonders!! Just started using it yesterday night.. It had to be used with a toner beforehand so I bought it too! I love Bio-Essence packaging! so chio!! haha! I got these at GREAT prices too!~

This is the star of the day!! SARRER RED HOT HEELS that I've been eyeing ever since my mum showed me the OG brochure! It looks even more gorgeous in real life! :D random fact about me: I only wear stilettos.. not really into wedges xD

HAH! It fits me perfectly ok!! In-case some evil person thinks that the heels seem too small for my feet to fit in T.T The first time I fit so comfortably into a size 6!! :DD Was darn happy when the salesperson said I only needed one size bigger when I tried size 5~

That's only the second pair of heels I've ever bought in my life.. so sad right.. :(

I look forward to post-prelims!! I'm going mad shopping with my great buddies! :D I sense bankruptcy after prelims.. Gosh, I'm maddened to be reminded that after prelims, A levels are just a while away..

WHEN CAN I TRULY ENJOY LIFE!
I WANNA ENJOY LIFE!! D:

Didn't realise this before.. shopping with my whole family can actually be really fun! :D (I used to believe that my dad and bro were there to destroy the mood LOL)

Opinions are never wrong

2011-08-28T16:16:00.005+08:00

I've endured this for quite a while, and I've finally decided I can't take it anymore.

Well.. because of various reasons such as GP and interest (?), I've started reading the news as well as vlogs and people's comments about various issues persuant to various articles all over the internet! And this has lasted for quite a long while now. Everyday without fail I'll definitely spend at least an hour or so doing this. So.. no one is allowed to accuse me of being NOT objective enough or being too shallow or being IGNORANT. Cos' I'm not.

And yes.. I read about politics (especially my own country) and I research the backgrounds of people I take a interest in. (By this I mean those that I like alot, or those that I don't)

And seriously?

there is one thing I don't understand.

Why can't people respect each others' opinions?

There are views that reflect thought process, views that have factual backup and views that show mature thinking as well as obvious attempts to display a balanced view. Yet all the time all over the internet, EVERYWHERE, people will go through all sorts of means to counter each others' arguments. To act like Mr/Mrs "I am forever correct". If this is not enough, the argument can escalate into a cyber war, and at the end of the day, what do they realise? "Oh fine, we're just exact opposites." I mean like wtf? Seriously? It takes you SO MUCH trouble to realise that it was simply an OPINION? I would totally understand if people felt strongly about something that others claim but can be proven to be false. An example would be like, "PAP HAS DESTROYED SINGAPORE ZOMFG" or, "PAP HAS NEVER EVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG!" - Both of which are extreme comments which are not actually bolstered by anything else.

I'm getting VERY sick of netizens who post horrible things onto other people's cyber spaces simply because they take a different stand. I mean, if you're so worked up about what others say, try arguing it out in a way that CONVINCES others. No use spitting out vulgarities and insulting others for no freaking reason. I don't know about the main population, but I, for one, will disagree with the one without reason. I don't care if my initial stand lies with yours or not. I WILL BEG TO DIFFER FROM ALL YOU CONDESCENDING IDIOTS. No sense of reason, no objectivity, no respect for others, no maturity. - These people do not deserve any respect or support.

Some people like antique (artworks with a long history) and others may prefer deviancy (artworks that defy convention), does that mean that either one is lacklustre? Or imbecilic? Or moronic? Or Immature and unable to appreciate TRUE art? I mean, what IS true art? Can anyone actually define it properly? Just because someone doesn't share your preference, does it necessarily mean he's stupid? He's making a fatal mistake? I will leave this as a rhetoric. As nigahiga once said, truly arrogant people do not realise that they are being mentioned because they think that everybody likes them.

and yes- if you haven't realised. I AM talking about the recent presidential elections. If you follow the news, you should know who and what I am referring to. Dr Tan Cheng Bock is well known for having a strong personal voice; one that fights sincerely for his beliefs and one that would oppose the government for the sake of Singapore. On the other hand, Dr Tony Tan is known to have good relations with the PAP as well as one who has many success stories as well as valuable experience to bring Singapore to a higher stage. If you are rolling your eyes at either one of the facts I claim, you are exactly the person I am referring to. You cannot respect objectivity. If a person values experience, he would choose Dr Tony Tan, if a person desires a stronger opposing voice, he would choose Dr Tan Cheng Bock. What is wrong with either? In case you are curious about MY OPINION, I like the both of them, I feel fine if Singapore was left to either of their hands. (They both have their own flaws, but they both have their own strengths as well)

Well, to reiterate my point, OPINIONS ARE NEVER WRONG. Opinions are shaped based on personal beliefs. If you blame them for giving in to media influence or (I hate this so much) BRAINWASHING BY THE GOVERNMENT, you cannot deny being a victim of influence as well. Just because you think you're not doesn't mean you're not. We have all undergone the same education system and we are exposed to the same kinds of media. There is nothing I can access that you can't. There is no right or wrong to an opinion. Don't make it sound as if a person is wrong for liking bananas, a person is wrong for hating school, or a person is wrong for supporting the opposition/otherwise. They are inherent beliefs and are impossible to correct if you condemn them. All you can do is simply to try to reason things out and hopefully, their beliefs may change for the better.

OPINIONS are personal thoughts, they are people-specific. They are simply a person's take on an issue. Stop the nonsense if you remain stubborn about your own. The world would be a better place if people could properly reason, if people stop being so fucking condescending. (quoted from Xiaxue)

Hi to all who decide to say I'm WRONG.

Here's a special song to you.

Listen to it during your free time.

Sara Bereilles - King of Anything.

Quoted from Sara Bereilles herself: "It's a song about people who should mind their own fucking business."

All it Takes to Fool...

2011-08-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

"GIMME A FRIGGIN' HUG!!!"

this is one of the most zomg pics I've ever come across in a long time! AHH EPIC CUTENESS!! xD source: DeviantArt (Yes it's like.. my favourite and main source of images)

I'm blogging less again, argh! why!
Rejoice! Its liuqiao's birthday TOMORROW! :D HEHE~

Four more months!

2011-07-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

Currently: Ice-cream on the left
4 Months later: Ice-cream on the right (Just that it'll be a smiling ice-cream :D)

I really can't believe A levels are only 3+ months away.. The end is near...

And I'm alone at home because everyone else is at NDP preview! :(
Abandonors..... I wanna see fireworks too!

Why are ppl criticising Rebecca Black on her new song? I mean.. the lyrics are not great but they're so much more acceptable. Are these ppl just jealous she has an easier way to fame? And the melody is really nice too! I personally see nothing wrong with it. There are many songs from mainstream and more popular singers that are worse than her song. Those ppl get famous from their 'good' songs but nobody really notice their 'not so famous' songs.

I really need a breather... I can't stand cramming all of the stuff I learnt in these past 1.5 years into my tiny diminishing brain!!

I WANT 80 RANKING POINTS. (I can dream, right?)

Stereotypes - Chemistry

2011-06-19T22:10:00.006+08:00

^Music has been a Great Companion :))

Argh.. Periodicity took away 2 years of my life O_O

Today was pretty interesting, its the first time my mum drived me to ahma's house because my dad went to China with my aunt, uncle and grandma~ She takes literally 5 minutes to park her car properly LOL! I get kinda impatient esp when thrs a car staring at my mum parking and waiting to drive past her xD

And then came the multi-storey carpark LOL! I dunno what's wrong with Singapore but for a non-resident to find a parking lot, u have to go all the way to the 5th floor! My mum struggled with the narrow up-slopes to reach each floor and when she finally made it to the 2nd, she just had to park.. TOO TERRIFIED LOL! omg its just a CARPARK and I actually felt my life ending xD

we left ahma hse at 8.30pm - pretty early, and thank god we didn't 'zhong xan man' :D

*grumbles* After As I'm going to earn lots of money and go to Europe, Taiwan, CANADA! (The only ctry from a continent I've never been to)!! I have so many places I wanna go!!!

My work-dominated holidays.... wuuuuu... :'(

Stress Relief

2011-06-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

I got inspired to post this Image that I've downloaded from DeviantArt recently :) Its the pic of a peacefully sleeping child with toys all around her... (Ahh.. when was the last time I looked like this?) ... I hate studying :(

That doesn't mean I won't study! I've been sucha nerd this holidays.. there's not a single day that I remain notes-free the whole day! even when I meet my friends to shop, at night when I return, I'd be overwhelmed by this sense of guilt that my hand automatically picks up some physics or math thingy... ARGH!

But hey, on the bright side, I'm going to malaysia with my family tomorrow! :D YAY!~ But its only for a day.. we're returning to Singapore at night..

Random sidetrack: I realised I'm not motivated to post any more photos of me and my friends or photos that I take randomly that have already been put on Facebook.. and this started since I started FB like so long ago! Hmm.. did FB take away some of blogger's functions? I wonder how many ppl still read blogs? or even type blogs? Since FB itself is like a blog where you get to talk abt your daily life and post pics and comments and stuff~ mmm..

Ok actually, I'm guilty of being inactive on blogger cus' of other social media platforms too ^^"

Back to math. P&C... I can't believe I finished complex and C&R already! :D woot! efficient today!

Xi-Tau-Beh-Lei

2011-05-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

right.. the title is disturbing xD
well, its just a recent joke bet. me and yonglim. Its the
way hongkong ppl say "strawberry". haha! try saying it!

ok if u didn't laugh then we probably can't connect. :(

I wanna know.
I wanna know.
I wanna know.

ARGH! -haxaprostropheexclaimationmarkdollarsign-

snoitcelE

2011-05-08T15:53:00.002+08:00

This morning was absolutely amazing, I can't believe I slept at
3.30am and could wake up at 8. (semi-forced by mum, the other
half's obligation)

Man I'm sleepy z.z

The election results ended.. Kinda mixed in thoughts and feelings.
I kinda agree partly with xiaxue that george yeo is a very rare
breed of minister and he can transform the parliament as he said..

But dam, I actually thought that Sylvia Lim was brilliant in
highlighting many of the valid concerns among Singaporeans.

What shocked me the most was the winning margin. 9%.. it was
I think around 12,000 votes above the PAP's. Seriously.. why?
I predicted WP to win.. but by a small margin.. Their team is
obviously stronger, and I do agree that opposition voices in the
parliament will benefit Singapore.. but Aljunied residents.. have
you all believed in change so much that this subterranean desire
becomes more significant than the trust that george yeo has built
in everyone over the the last 23 years?

I cannot stomach the thought that george yeo's team had lost
with that many votes. It creeps me out; it kinda urks me to think
that Singaporeans are that ungrateful.

What will happen to Singapore's finance minister?

But still, as a youngster, I'm quite excited by this year's historical
breakthrough! :D

-

2011-03-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

Saiunkoku Monogatari shall be my second fav anime :)

beautiful story ...

geehh; its mon again!

?tiaw i dluohs

2011-02-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

Thanks to 6G and my friends and family, my 18th
birthday was a bash! :D THX ALOT!

Till the moment it finally happens..
I will wait.

If there's any chance at all.
I will wait.

If it makes you happier,
I can stop.

:)

mmh

2011-01-23T20:23:00.001+08:00

Gone- in the blink of an eye :)

You're not hurt, you're not because its like wishing
for something you know you can never have

and, why is it monday again tomorrow? T.T

!gnidnE erA syadiloH

2010-12-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

This happens every year, holidays ARE ENDING! :(
Christmas wasn't special! :(
Malaysia trip was great! :)
One more year till my misery ends! :)? :(?
Tomorrow - a final chance to sing to my heart's content! :)
Tomorrow, tomorrow - May be better! :)
Tomorrow, tomorrow, a year of tomorrows - WOO! :)

darn. I missed a november post! :(
At least I didn't miss december! :)

I haven't had a proper fast-food meal in SO LONG!
AARGGHH!

!niaga eerf

2010-10-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

Life is busy even after eoy! PW.. OP... I&R..
well, I'm glad I got through everything and was able
to meet the full promotion criteria!

I guess studying hard really works :)

my head is cleared from all those messy stuff and,
I swear to study really hard this holidays to make
up for the past 4 years of slacking...

as much as I don't know what I wanna do, the idea
of NUS setting up a liberal ARTS college sounds
attractive~ at least I know where to end up should
I screw up my A levels xD

I want artificial intelligence....!

maybe that is it.
maybe,
that could be the next treasure for me

!REVO ERA SMAXE

2010-09-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOOO!!!!!
EEHEHEEEHEEE~ :D

omg, i felt like squealing the moment the teacher said "times up" for
chem paper 1! AHHHHAHAHA! :D

not because I did well, but because its finally all over. The worst two
weeks of my life, IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!! :D:D

at least now I know,
its not worth my time to carry on,
not since the beginning and not even at the end,

Thank you.

I'm happy,
will stay happy,
won't let you make me any less happy.

(:

2010-09-02T00:52:00.001+08:00

42 seconds of happiness...

?siht daer uoy od yhw

2010-08-29T20:21:00.001+08:00

its bent, uneven, doubtful and tiringly confidentless.
twisted, broken, unfixable and bound.

my will, that is.

tseretni

2010-08-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

Ok. I really need to start mugging like mad!
thx ms sab for making me all stressed up again! :D
I mean it.

only 84 people in the level has met the criteria for un-conditional
promotion.. that's very very very scary! O.O But of course, I have
a PASS but its under conditional promotion :X Ah.. why am I even
engaging in self-comfort. I'm completely in danger..

Today was a.. mixed up day. The CO room was freezing hell. as if
there's an intentional oxymoron. and I'm reminded of what I said
when I came out of the CO room xD "I felt VERY endothermic."

and then after recess there was a group of lower sec girls walking
towards us singing loudly LOL. I mutter after them... "enjoy while
you can~ wait till you get into year 5~"

I really should receive a mug and put it on my desk to warn me
repeatedly about scoring well or else.

I WANNA GET IT OVER WITH! D: Its so not like me to not enjoy life!

PROMOS! I shall charge at you with full speed. If I flunk again, it
must mean I'm either retarded or barred from gaining further ability
to absorb knowledge.

on the brighter side, My dad gave me 5 bucks for no reason :D

If only thoughts could travel;
Its so hard to pen them down.
even harder when you won't know what it'll mean.

300th post!

2010-08-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

Is there any difference between cheering somebody up and comforting
someone? Tell me please because I really don't know o.O

And.. To that someone, u-know-who-u-are! Don't be sad anymore! I'll
try to make you feel happy on mondays or all other days! :) Life goes on,
someone might throw you aside without knowing so, but your real friends
will never do so! :D

Is happiness something to be achieved or is it a feeling?

Whichever one, even if it means both;

I tried to be brave, if not braver;
it didn't work! not even with chinchow!
There's something wrong there, insecurity.
maybe?

This post is completely a mixture of random dumb stuff O.O!

anddd.. once again, I hope this time my desire to cut off some
weight will actually be carried out! Its so difficult to initiate.. like
the high activation energy req to start some reaction.. RUNNN..
I hope I'll really runnn tmr~

"How can I be so happy,
now that I have one more person I'm afraid of losing?"

oero

2010-07-25T22:35:00.005+08:00

Ice cream oreo, dam cool right! xD

I got it from buying mudpie mcflurry from JP. wasn't expecting

to get free oreo, and ice cream ones to boot. First time seeing :D

tespu

2010-07-22T20:33:00.004+08:00

hmph.

never imagined I'd ever be upset over such a stupid thing.

Today ximeng dislocated her shoulder in class, god, it
was dam scary even though I've looked at worse injuries.
Never in my life have I EVER had to treat a dislocation!
Nor have I ever encountered one. Nobody taught me how
to either. Isn't courage and brute force all that's needed?
I'm so dam sorry I've got none of the above -.-"

I felt so.. insulted. So... upset, when I heard someone say
something. Don't feel like revealing who, but if you ever
find out who you are, DAMN YOU!!! GRRR. you're lucky
I forgive easily.

Because of your own personal feelings, don't think I don't
know, you chose to be so "harsh" on me. Yeah you may
think I'm sensitive, but I felt like punching you with that
sort of tone that you used. I'm so sorry for being a girl,
so UNDARING and WEAK. Just because I'm a first-aider
I'm not allowed to feel fear? anguish? anxiety? uncertainty?
Just because I'm a first-aider, for not being of help to
someone despite trying to actually PUSH THE FREAKING
BONE (ANY IDEA HOW TERRIFIED I WAS?!), I'm the
worst? So much worst than all the other girls and guys who
were sitting in their own seats and performing eye power?
cowering in fright too? If you're all that great, why the hell
didn't you stand up and push the bone back? you have no
rights to "wah lao" me. Bastard.

My heart was crying at me, telling me to help her, when I
saw her tearing face. My hands refused to move, they were
totally tembling in fear. She cried, and looking at her hurts,
physically and mentally. I'm a first aider, if I'm not calm,
she'll just be more frantic and that'd worsen everything. I
was completely fighting back my own consciousness and
reaching forward to try to push back her bone. Fighting
back my tears as well. It was ... difficult. I scream at rats
and lizards and cockroaches, everyone who knows me well
know just how terrified I am of blood. What makes you
think its all that easy for me when I treat casualties? Clean-
ing up the bleeding in wounds... calming not only myself,
but the casualty down. Dislocations.. are you kidding me?
Do I look like I'm fond of science? fond of medicine? fond
of being a doctor? It wasn't easy for me at all, and there you
were, mocking me like a useless person. Someone's who's
training has all been redundant. It must be obvious now
isn't it? If you're ever reading this.

DON'T FORCE ME WITH THOSE WORDS EVER AGAIN.

Today was a completely scary day. The first ever
injury that left me trembling with so much fear.

Is this how it feels to be useless when others are in danger?

Well, thank god tianqi fixed it.
I think I finally breathed

noitavitom

2010-07-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Sadness, yeah I shall feel that. But ah well, its all over, too
later for regrets actually. When the results end up sucking,
I'm glad I've got friends to encourage and cheer me up, a
family that cares for me and the ability to cheer up!

I've been working really hard for the past 2 days. I'm going
to put in my all and stake EVERYTHING on the EOYs. I'm
gonna get As! Can't afford to waste my time here anymore
T.T

I really feel sorry for pulling down the ranking of my class :(

I'll work VERY VERY hard from now on! I'm glad someone's
there for me, encouraging and literally helping me improve
on my sciences. you won't read this but, I LOVE YOU!! :D

oh-kay.

I've been sad enough, I guess my reaction was kinda odd
compared to normal people because I was smiling and joking
about it (frm the btm of my heart) after I got over it in a day.

that's kinda what I mean by wanting to put spilt milk back
into the cup instead of crying over it~

Oh ya, while walking home after guitar lesson, I saw 2 malay boys
around 4 or 5 years old playing at the void deck. They were very
adorable :x Soccer was it? Kicking some ball around. One of them
(he looked older) was singing "He like to Move it~ Move it~" LOL!!
I almost bursted out laughing XD and saw a packet of cigerettes on
the ground with the yellow n ugly stained teeth on the package.

Well, Life's fun because its unpredictable :)

Just when I started looking at you,
you turned away.

Just when I decided to devote,
you made me sway.

tseT

2010-06-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

I feel so dead for the test today. Just like any other science paper
I've ever done! ah... I'm so freaking afraid to fail.. You know? the
kind of feeling you get when all you can depend on is lady luck and
you can't predict the outcome of the paper at all?

Please.. I really don't want to retain this year. The principal is
going to retain many people if there is a need to..

Target: I MUST pass EVERYTHING!

First day of school-

Too normal for a start I'd say?

Well my normal days are somehow always fun :)

...eziloponom ot erised ehT

2010-06-21T17:55:00.003+08:00

9th July is the last paper if I'm not wrong! Right after theres PW
and stuff but.. at least chem is all I have to care about right now.

well and.. one word to describe how my holidays have been. PLAY. :X

Yes, I don't deny my life isn't ending soon! I read through 3 topics
for chem today! Thats the most I've ever done this whole holidays..
and.. I'm left with math assignment 5C for math~ Study!! STUDY!
See.. even something as simple as typing these out is a distraction..
so much for telling my parents, I-need-a-laptop-cus-I-need-it-for-
work. Why is playing a boyish game such as soldier front so ... very..
addictive? especially when I get to laugh like mad with my bro LOL

Maybe I'm not being boyish by liking that kind of game, maybe I
just need a medium to laugh and interact with my bro, since we're
of opposite gender... I can't just tell him, "hey! i saw a dress at..."
what would life be like with a twin sis instead?

I've been thinking ALOT less these days. and well, I CAN HULA-
HOOP! FINALLY! LOL! Don't laugh at me!!!! T.T I was so happy
when I realised I could finally do it like.. 3hours ago!

What's wrong with only being attracted to things that are attracted
to you? I'm not talking about gravity or gravitation.

In the end. Is it worth my time and heart or my entire consciousness?
Its like waiting for..

someone that never shows up..

something that will never occur..

some being that won't ever care..

some mythical monster that won't ever exist..

some miracle that exists in the perfect sense of itself..

somebody that will be the last to realise you're waiting for em'.

is it impatience? cowardice?
Why is your every action making me think I was wrong from
the very beginning?

on a lighter note: I finally cut my nails so I won't scratch my kb!
its like cutting hair.. it pains to see them shorter, LOL!

I must finish chem bonding today!

chingu!

2010-06-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

Personal Preference is really awesome! :D I really recommend
the drama! heh!

I think I'm about the only one who hasn't touched s SINGLE
homework or picked up a SINGLE piece of note to read.. and,
well, study. Yes, this phrase must be in your mind right now
even if your situation is like mine. "You're so dead."

I'm so guilty.. guilty beyond hope LOL. and I must have quite
alot of courage since I'm actually doing nothing about it LOL.
well.. I swear I'll work like mad in the last week. Or maybe
after 5G chalet. Which is like.. 1 day :X

Oh where are you? My jian-fei resolve... *echo* *echo*...

Instinct comes to you when the bearer wishes to keep the
absolute truth hidden. Can I trust my instincts? Is it really
what I think it is? If it is... its just a...

really...

calm, clean, shore.

No one moves. No one wants to move. No one moves.

And that's when you or someone else screams, "MOVE IT!"
Don't just scream! Force or push!!!

ok I'm really retarded and in my own world. LOL!
(Don't say that to me ok! I will deny the retarded part)

whhh-aaaaai! :D Furry vengeance! I hope it'll make me laugh
really, REALLY hard.

Will there ever be a weather clear enough for me to fly a kite?

back from macau!

2010-06-02T00:34:00.003+08:00

Finally back!

took me quite a long while to start blogging about it though haha

Many happy things happened during the trip, there were some

sad and angry moments too apparently.. Well, all that starts well

ends well (I would want to believe in that)

I realised I'm a bad person who hates. well I think everyone is

like that too. The zebra-crossings required traffic police.. there

were 3 of them, "guarding" one zebra-crossing that's less than 3m

long, LOL! Singapore is REALLY safe, trust me on that!

Not enough money! I couldn't buy my mango shorts ): darn!

I miss macau! I miss my room-mates! I miss uni life, it was a short

week but it was nice :) It pains me to think I may never get to

experience it ever again!

Its when one is emotional that one can truely realise another's

true heart. I came to realise this at the end of the trip :) Some

people are just meant to be there, polished and stationed;

impossible to replace.

I wanna return to macau again next year, and it'll be my 3rd

time there! And this time, I'm going to go crazy on SicBo &

Baccarat! I shall win big $! muahaha :D

alright, tomorrow is chalet, I'm busy for this entire week again!

Hope I stay in good health!

There's something I need to tell you, or rather, you have to

know. Chance, grant me you.

preparation

2010-05-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

I feel so busy.. I guess distracting myself from strange thoughts
by participating in numerous CIP will kill me someday! And ...
there's another full-day CIP at ECP tmr, I just hope I won't fall
sick and that I can go to Macau in good health :)

On a lighter note: happy birthday yongen! ha, they said that the
class tee looks girly! just the kind I like (for the whole class)! pft~
:D

What other things can I do to distract myself? No studying pls.
I'm so sick and tired of the notes, they look like hokkien-english
to me. some sort of jargon gibberish! ok well, I'm making a general
statement for science. I'm having alot of trouble with sciences!
HELP!! (can you hear my cries?)

Things won't happen even though it should. There's always
someone or something that will initiate the occurance. Maybe
I should find enough courage to face this head-on. Get it over
and done with. Should it result in a bad outcome, I know at
the very least that its really time to move on.

and then again. What if it gets out of hand?

Its not like anyone knows what I'm thinking...

Even if there is, it'll still be unbelieveable, or maybe even
unacceptable.

I shall swear that I'll get it over and done with! PLEASE! just
one minute or less! let it be gone!

hm, I wanna fly a kite :)

;;

2010-05-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

... and then you're kinda reminded that tomorrow really never comes...

struggling with math, it doesn't feel like holidays are coming at all.

today while going home, after I have reached clementi MRT, there
was this malay guy with his group of friends travelling up the
escalator to take the train (I was going down) Then throughout the
whole "journey" he kept saying in a loud voice, "faster la, in front
the people can faster or not? The train coming lah~" (it was the train
I alighted from so there's no way they could've made it) Then when
they reached the top, I heard him shouting, "alamak! see la, the train
go already!" I wanted to burst out laughing but contained myself
and ended up grinning xD (It was quite embarrassing considering
the fact that nobody around me knew why I was grinning)

First Aid course... pretty interesting (good recap) and.. gruesome
because of the blood-spurting thing.

Um.. where's my FA manual?

;

2010-05-11T22:55:00.003+08:00

moods are unpredictable, like how burnt a cake is.
(its just a representation)

I never knew it was so terrible to feel so terrible, and in fact,
for no proper reason. Someone... be my punchbag! ~

times when you feel your life is ending just because your eyelids
can hardly keep themselves apart i.e. I'm tired! :(

tomorrow will be better :S

kaleidovision

2010-05-03T10:19:00.002+08:00

Lol I had a nightmare a few days ago, just thought I'd share it xD

it was raining heavily and I was staying up late using the comp (it seemed
like around.. maybe.. 1am? and then for some weird reason the window in
the living room was open and I left my laptop near the window (like why
did I do that? LOL) so it was soaking wet. LOL! and then when I walked
away, I heard some tapping noise at the window so I went over to look, I
saw my laptop out in the rain, it was being put onto the window ledge. I
took it in and closed the window. Then after awhile I heard the tapping
noise again.. Then I walked over to look. I saw a strange looking creature
with luminous eyes staring and smiling at me while tapping on the window
at an unbelieveable speed. I dashed away trying to call my parents up
but they had no response. and then I heard the tapping coming from my
room. I freaked out and I woke up. LOL!

Ok fine. it doesn't sound that scary but if you were actually in it, its dam
scary... LOL! T.T

am I just obsessed over my laptop? Like is the dream telling me I'm
gonna lose it soon? haha

some ppl say dreams depict reality, some say its the opposite. well all my
dreams are really crazy and senseless anyway. I still rmb when I was in
primary school, I had dreams like being in some pumpkin-waterfall
wonderland and that my mum had become a vampire. LOL! Am i actually
really deviant in nature? xD

well uh. that's it for the nightmare part.

Friday, the one that passed, was an overly hectic day. I lost around 100
billion brain cells. (I'm reminded of the fact that I told liuqiao that if she
can write out the number 1.0 x 10^(one billion trillion zillion trillion billion),
I'd give her that amt of money in cash. LOL! sorry, random.)

anyway, it was after school and mrs tan refuse to release me early to rush
for my guitar lesson at 4. So we took half an hr to rush to qiao's house,
change and everything. (we had to carry 3 guitars. my stupid bag and my
fat file) So we nearly died carrying those. And then we had to rush for the
train.... and then to my house so that I can put the stuff down (cos I had
sth on that night, dun wanna carry so many things) So.. we had no choice
but to take a taxi to guitar. AND, we MADE IT IN TIME! LOL! We did all
that in around 1hr 15min? that's what you call, super-human.

I swear to never go through that experience again!

28 more days. Seriously, what will I do?

and ya... darn, after I type finish I'll have to turn to work.
again.

Pensando En Ti

2010-04-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

I can't believe PI and GP has completely stolen my weekend
away from me! D: Spare me a weekend please...

I'm so busy with work I can't even breathe! I hope that does
not become literal anytime soon.. A levels is the last hurdle
EVER. I'll get over it... it... it......

Hm.. muffins, ate some at qiao's house and she said it was bought
from Shengsong. It was really nice but her mum looks down on
such low-grade fatty substances LOL! I don't even have time or
will to lose any weight! I've got plenty of brain cells to lose though..

I love to stand and watch
when you keep absolutely still
I won't hesistate to pounce.

Laptop!

2010-04-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

I didn't expect to get my new laptop today LOL. Especially
when I didn't go anywhere to look at models anytime before
today at IMM. I chose the VAIO 'S' series white. Its pretty,
the design is really similar to a macbook, which is kind of why
I decided so fast. Strangely, my parents didn't really hesitate

oh ya, while there, I saw some of my audi fam friends. It was
such a coincidence haha

I've been slacking off too much. will I work more tomorrow?

Its nice to know somebody knows. Do I think the one that
doesn't know, or one(s) with an 's', should be more knowing
about what they do not know? Sometimes its best just not
to know. Knowledge is to be obtained. Not given.

and some day I'll find myself thinking about something so senseless
all over again. idiocy, they say.

12:34:56, 11:11:11
I just want it to happen.

my bro has a monstrous appetite.
More so than my dad.
O__O

made my day

2010-04-02T00:23:00.004+08:00

This was from quite awhile back but.
It really made my day that day, its so freaking adorable :)

It was nice talking to pnghang and liuqiao today, it made me happy
despite a continuous 4hours of science lessons. I realised that I've
met a considerable lot of weird people in my life. Its funny how ppl
agree with you but none of both parties are willing to voice out that
opinion.

Studies.. as usual, always difficult to comprehend.

My mum allows me to go for the econs+math Macau trip! woo! :D
I'm bound to become some gambling or investing addict someday.
I really hope I'm just kidding. But ah well, I didn't make it in time
for April Fool's day~ I only heard 1 joke yesterday, and it was so
lame I bursted out laughing LOL

I nearly fell asleep while walking home.. Like.. land myself against
a very prominent wall and embarrassing myself xD

New discovery! The MRT going from Boon Lay to Clementi isn't
crowded at all after 6.25pm! :) Just a tip for commutors.

Sometimes I wonder,
am I waiting in solitude..
or are we both waiting?

2010-03-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

Finally played back after like.. half a year or more? some things changed
in audi and there are alot more nicer songs now! :D

I love the new insane perf mode LOL! It makes your points shoot like crazy! xD Insane perf is like the perfectest of a perfect.. there's actually a range of hits for perfect lol! the 21/26 means only 21 out of the 26 perfects i hit are perfectest perfects, LOL! it sounds funny.. Even after so long, i'm glad i didn't lose all my skill T.T

i'm left with a LOT of WORK. a HUGEE lot. I have no idea how I'm going to finish my homework.. esp when I'm busy audi-ing every night and going out every day... I'm crazy.. totally ruining myself... someone help... help.. help... *echo*

actually I did do some work.. its not that serious.. tmr after physics in school I'm definitely rushing through as much work as I can.. rly don't want to die in JC!

was it revelation?

I learnt a new word today (:

`

2010-03-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

Its almost been a year since it began.
about half a year since I started regretting.

Its like, its too late to say its too late.

The only thing that stayed in my head after reading the
first issue of 'The Economist' was that Viktor Yanukovich
(If i didn't spell wrongly) is Ukraine's president. LOL. I
know its crap, forgive me~

This night, I've been spamming some american idol videos
on youtube. The bad ones were amusing and the good ones
were really fun to watch. Its so nice to see people's dreams
come true.

Some people wonder why they were such fools,
I wonder why they do.

And yet again, I didn't do any work today...
guilty :(

N.C.!

2010-03-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

Nodame Cantabile! :D Movie one is coming out in Singapore on 11th
March! (Must watch! ok.. the drama is a pre-quel though)

'Music is something that can change your life'

Chiaki & Nodame! (Tamaki Hiroshi & Ueno Juri) one of my fav drama couples!

The more I look at Tamaki hiroshi in the drama, the better looking he is LOL! He's just not photogenic sometimes.. like the movie poster.. made him look like some old man la..

And yes.. this is the drama that triggered my thought that 'Piano is still not too late'. And.. for music haters, I suggest you do not watch this at all. I managed to make liuqiao watch 1 episode of it, and it seems like she'll like it, hehe! There's at least someone who might watch the movie with me.. :)

I'm getting greedy.. Besides piano and guitar.. now I wanna learn Hip-hop. ok the thought didn't just suddenly come to me, I just got the agreement of all 5 of the guitar people since the topic first appeared somewhere during the holidays last year I think? Sigh, what about my A levels?

My friend's brother got all As except for H3 physics and he's super elated.. well he should be! And I wish I could score that well next year too.. I guess in the end, if you're not a genius, it'll all be down to hard work. If I.. for some weird and unknown reason, manage to obtain a scholarship.. I'm really tempted to study in London. Unbelieveable right? The government would pay not only your school fees but also your existence (food and stuff) just because your academic results are good!

If I didn't end up being alright with my studies.. would I have pursued Art? Music? Would my life turn out much more fascinating? Unpredictable?

Alright back to reality. I know I'm practical.

'Merci'

2010-02-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Its late, I wanted to sleep early so that I can concentrate on
studying tomorrow... and I've got guitar lesson too..

I've been watching the anime and the drama Nodame Cantabile
recently, it might've caused me my math mark, but it gave alot
more meaning to my life for the past week. Why didn't my mother
allow me to learn the piano as a child? Its still the biggest regret
in my life.. I really wish to play '100 years' on the piano, one of
the best melodies I've ever heard..

Its funny right? To start learning piano at this age?
(Yes.. I'm waiting for someone to seriously tell me its not.)

I'm beginning to feel like I'm wasting my time in JC.. none of the
subjects besides Econs are to my interest. Am I obliged to score
well for A levels? Somehow, I dislike that feeling..

The concept on tokenism was funny! (GP) up to you to think math.

Nodame made me ponder about what I want in my life.. Paris
sounds like a dream world to be in.. (I know music's too late for
me now, so is the Arts, LOL. I'm not really interested in Art any-
more though.)

Sometimes I really wish I'm just really talented in an aspect that I
enjoy..

All the talks about university.. Would I even end up in one?

There's something missing from my life;
I hope it surfaces soon..

happy 17th birthday darling!

2010-02-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

First note:
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D

Today went mr hor's house to bai nian! (I did get an ang bao :D)
nearly gambled the whole afternoon away, I earned $5.50 from
black jack! woo! (My max bet was 30 cents!) Earned alot from
being banker :D

Alright. I've decided not to give up yet. Not like anything will
ever happen... Since I haven't confirmed it, I won't give up. It'll
hurt more, but till then, I'll be blaming my own stupidity and
ideal that there is a happy scene in everyone's life.

Should I trust people less? Am I too gullible?
Would I be a happier person?
note the '-ier'.

$$

2010-02-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

Flowery flats are in fashion I think, LOL!
I'm wondering if I should buy a pair for myself~

I can't believe CNY celebrations passed so fast
this year. and I'm quite pathetic since its the first
year I started betting for blackjack for.. more
than 6 hours straight? xD It was fun nonetheless.

Did I eat alot of heaty food? I can't understand why my
throat is hurting so much T.T I hope I don't sound too
funny tomorrow.. I'm evil, I'm actually hoping for a BIG
angbao from mr.hor, muahaha

I hope I can make my final decision tomorrow..

its gonna be xinyi's birthday in about 25 minutes :)

Green is a good colour for my Chinese Zodiac this year!
I wore green today!

Love for CNY

2010-02-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Isn't it weird for couples to go bai nian when they should
totally be going out together?

My bro's friend that lives opposite us left a gigantic wu gui
(my favourite D:) at my house... and yeah sad to say its not
for me... its for his girlfriend! (probably didn't want to let his
parents know xD) how am I left to feel? envious? LOL

V-day is strange this year. I hope I don't receive chocolate
coins anymore, pft!

Wondering:
1) Should I go back to pei hwa? got time?
2) Should I go to mr hor's house? Most probably? Why not?
3) I dare not wonder further.

Really. Why am I always left with impossibilities?

I'm glad we got to chat again after so long, so distant yet so near.
So far out and not within my grasp. Never will be I guess? Every
time its not this, its that. Lack of refreshingness; creativity? Oh the
fear. Opportunity costs. Econs is my fav subject now, can you
believe it? xD

School work is getting disgusting. I must get into a local Uni..
Don't deny it, people around me are all freaks!

I miss 4D, my days of slackiness! seriously, if I work as hard as I'm
doing now when I'm in 4D, instead of still lagging behind, I'd be titled
a freak la! The stress! URGH! Why can't i find the motivation to slack
this year away?

as wants approach infinity, fulfilment approaches zero.

可是，我还是要 leh.

I have an overwhelming desire to laugh! Someone tell me a joke!
(Please don't say things like, "Sharon" or "Sharon is thin")

WAHAHAHA!

stuff

2010-01-29T21:42:00.004+08:00

Friday morning (and i really mean morning, 00.00am) was horrible..
Went to gym and i ran the machine at 8.5 for 10 minutes with 3 min
cooldown. it seems really bad to see how much my stamina has dropped!

seriously speaking, I don't understand why I'm going to gym, LOL

so that night (thursday?) I went home and had alot of homework...
(I went home and honestly accepted that I HAD alot of homework...)
So... yeah, I somehow died and revived.

Econs was funny, I was suffering from severe hunger while trying
really hard to concentrate on the lecturer, until ximeng blurted out:
"Is that your stomach growling?" T.T LOL. And PE was well, slack,
so today was alright~

I'm really laughy nowadays, no idea why, jesslyn says I can say
certain things that nobody laughs at and i'll laugh to myself.. I kinda
made myself seem like a retard, LOL!

I'm 17 soon and I don't wanna accept it.. JC seems so stressful.. so..
for a grown-up.. to be honest, i love being 16, i doubt there's any age
better than that... and I think that's the last worry-free age. ah well,
its all part of experiencing life :O

I'm thinking a lot nowadays...
I shouldn't even be thinking a lot...
destressing is a skill (jesslyn agrees)...
I realise how much I love going to qiaozi's house...
Its like my second home now...
And I think everyone has something to hide...
Hiding means no one knows about it...
Pry and grumble...
no one's gonna tell you!
(pft, yes I do feel abit crazy after typing that)

2 years will pass fast.. before I know it! :D

'Time waits for no one.'

Hm?

woo

2010-01-23T10:26:00.002+08:00

School is so busy.. JC really sucks T.T the principal told
us not to blog about what he said in an indirect way. So
I shall be what he wants me to be, a mature student.
What he says every morning or something loses its effect
if he repeats it every single week anyway.

Frm 9 subjects.. now I only have 6? Why is it 100x more
stressful? Although my timetable is the best among all
PCME classes... the amount of stress the lecturers and
teachers give me is humongous. GP sounds so difficult to
score. I can already predict that I'm gonna screw up my
A levels. :(

My bro is going to a poly.. so he has holidays till April...
and he still can work and enjoy himself with his friends.
I've never been so jealous of him before! T.T

Ah well. I guess this is the fate of all JC students..
I really wonder how I'm going to start my Econs
homework.. its super confusing LOL.

But above all, I kinda like my new class now :)
To all the people who are depressed, cheer up!

gym.gym

2009-12-08T15:19:00.005+08:00

Woah, how long has it been since I last updated?
ah well.. I won't say much about the Japan trip, been telling
the experience verbally to far too many people xD

Just some photos from Japan.. 3 actually, we've taken
over 600 I think LOL!

Mt Fuji

Mt Fuji

Disneyland

It was really fun and really nice. A place without insects nor rubbish.. imagine that? xD

------------------------------------------------------

I've been going to gym for the past 2 days (including today) Its really tiring but rewarding I guess? Waking up at 7+ instead of 10+ is really torturous for me.. and furthermore to go to the gym! LOL.. why did I even go? I actually have no drive nor motive about going there.. just to hang out with xinyi I guess? xD

Couples retreat is a dam nice movie LOL! I laughed throughout the movie like nobody's business.. americans are really good at being humourous xD That's why I love comedy.. sadly for those below 16, its NC16.. I really recommend people to watch it.. super funny LOL.

Been playing back maple recently, hm, I'm being really abnormal. i rmb I swore not to touch maple forever anymore.. but ah well.. I somehow went back.. everythings' changed. The people aren't as nice as those in the past.. Hopefully I can make good cyber buddies again.. it was so fun in the past to meet up with them xD

WHOO! CYCLING ON FRIDAY! hopefully pool on thurs~ I feel so lively this holidays xD

Get well soon mummy!

2009-11-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

My mum has been hospitalised due to a minor stroke from a
fall during the Japan trip. I'm really glad she seems alot better
then the 2nd day of our return from Japan! I'm hoping real
hard and praying to any god out there that she'll be fine enough
to return home tomorrow!

Home just doesn't feel the same without her! xD

Will post some pictures up soon I guess? (Even though I
haven't even uploaded them on facebook, pft, i'm a real lazy
bump xD)

Thanks to all the people who expressed concern and even
came to visit! :D

I realise I'm really weak at heart.. despite laughing so much,
LOL. I cried when my dad shouted at me over the phone
because I wasn't home at the time they decided to visit my
mum at the hosp.. I cried when I thought about all the bad
things that could happen to my mum and my family because
of the stroke.. I cried when xinyi called my dad to clear the
misunderstanding.. I cry too much T.T

I'm so happy there are so many people who care!
ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!

Japan!

2009-11-18T18:17:00.002+08:00

woo, the plane to japan takes off at 11:45pm today! :D
woohoo~ sushi sushi sushi, time to gain some weight.
I'll lose them back in singapore. LOL!

argh, I cut my hair.. ok my mum did.. its... a big
difference from my previous hairstyle.. (in terms
of length) I hope it'll grow a little longer.. I find it
too short right now T.T

...

2009-11-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

ahh.. a huge disappointment today.

I guess I blogged kinda too late since I've already complained
about it thoroughly to my family, LOL. I feel less of the pissed-
off and disappointed(ness).

Well.. instead of the vulgar word.. I shall use what the heck.
Like how did we land up as 9? I can't understand.. HC and
Jeff did so much sia! We even got help frm kendrick..( tho
RI got help from their parents which was so wth). and the
worst thing is, we actually put alot of effort into our robo-
design.. but why did we still end up not in top 3? is anima-
tion like, worth 50% of the marks? Or did we score ZERO
for animation? It doesn't make any sense.

Damn, I just realised I'm not as angry as I should be. Prob-
ably due to fatigue.. I'm really sleepy while typing this.. I'm
glad my mum found a use for the lap-top stand thing..

ahh.. this has been a wth day. I've never seen all of us as
moodless as today.. I just remembered.. we couldn't even
remember to make the badge thingy.. We'll probably smash
it or smth anyway.. like what's wrong with the judging..

Making robocode seem so worthless despite being an IT
competition.. like what the hell man.

fullstop. enough bitching..
---------------------------------------------------------

Tomorrow going liuqiao's house with yunhan for a sleepover!
Man I'm hoping it'll be damn fun! A good chance to forget all
the unhappiness today I guess?

~~

2009-11-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

Jack's place student meal was more worth it than BREEKS~
I shall love jack's place from now on.

HCL O's are OVER! all OVER!
StrITwise still stays as a form of hindrance to my wonderful
holidays.. someone will get piss-ed from looking at this..

I'm depressed, i shall be frank-er rofl.
I spent S$44.55 on a bunch of detestful crap. :X opps.
alright, they're not crap, essential for better benefits..
well ok whatever.. it just sucks to once be rich and then
go broke...

ah this just sucks T.T
One of the rare times I ever get into a bad mood

Food becomes real if you stare at the image long enough..

I guess I already have my answer;

I should really stop struggling so hard.

If I've been struggling at all.

I want my holidays.
like,
now!

:D

2009-11-09T12:05:00.003+08:00

Finally met xinyi darling yesterday xD How long has it been?
close to 9 months right? I still remember the exact date the
last time we met up :X 21/02/2009 LOL!

Went to her house really early in the morning and I'm glad
none of us really changed much xD its best to do some catch-
ing up.. but no matter how much time passes, I get amazed
every single time I ponder about the fact that we stay as
best friends even after ... god. 7 years!
I still hope we end up in the same university~

Her mum's company car was so gorgeous.. it was metallic blue
and it was very, very soundproof! She drives better than my
mum LOL. Even though they both hold licenses. Its amusing
how women find parking harder than men do xD ION was also
interesting. The bottom 2 floors had swarms of people. And
from the 1st floor onwards to the 5th or 6th or I forgot how
many storeys there were.. Shops like PRADA and LV appear
and the number of people on these floors dramatically decreased
LOL! DRAMATICALLY. It was a sunday too. Someday I'll go
to orchard centre~ ok and I realise you actually need guts to
enter LV. LOL

I'm sometimes really glad to know that if all else fails in my life;
There's still someone who will definitely be there for me.
---------------------------------------------------------------

Well.. for the past week since my Art O levels ended, I've been
having quite a life xD Went out every single day besides.. today,
it sounded cooler when I told somebody, "I went out everyday
except tomorrow", yesterday. LOL~ ah wth am I saying. I can't
believe guitar is getting more fun! we're almost finishing the
beginners' book with all the notes and chords and basics. Soon
we'll all be in grade one learning songs! :D Man I love playing
L-O-V-E on the guitar, nice and qianbian-ish kind of melody.

Wall painting on wed.. right aft HCL Os.. how boring. My mum keeps
all the smses which I have ever sent to her.. Its surprisingly and
touching.. Now I know I've learnt how to cycle since 17/12/2008!
Ok, I'll learn roller blading by 17/12/2009! xD I guess ice-skating
should be sooner since I've made promises, wahaha~

This will be a fuilfilling holiday ^^

well I hope chalet comes and stays that way forever.. after that, I
can't look forward to anything with the whole class anymore..

I haven't typed in 2 weeks~ Haven't read my teenage.. Haven't
touch a single thing for HCL.. Haven't really faced one reality...
Haven't tried to understand literature gibberish.. Haven't watched
enough movies..
(I'm aware they're all wants and not needs :x)

HOLIDAYS~ HERE I COME! (Japan woo!)

2001 counts!

2009-10-23T22:03:00.004+08:00

Today was such a meaningful day! :D

The higher chinese mock paper was so.. crappy? I finished it within
1 hr and 10 mins and had like.. 50 minutes to draw random stuff and
sleep LOL! SMU focuses on business and management.. hm.. I'll see
if NUS really is a better university.. as of the subj combi I want for
JC.. as of now.. would be PCME.. even if I wanted to change, I don't
think I have any other options to choose from..

After school went to JP with jiali, cheryl, shuuyin, grace and tiening.
we went to eat at subway.. I felt super fat, double choc cookie and
cheese STEAK. wrong cookie. wrong sandwich, WRONG! LOL
Thank god what happened after made my day xD

There was an Anlene(milk brand) stage game and fund raising at the
1st floor there, right next to subway. They had this stepping machine
that allowed people to reach 100 counts or more. And for every 100
counts(200 steps), Anlene would donate $2 to a charity organisation
with people suffering from bone problems(I forgot the term :X) I
reached 2001 counts!(4002 steps) LOL! It took more than half an hr,
I was sweating like hell even in air-con conditions. Imagine how much
exercise that was! LOL, I'm pretty sure I've burnt off some of the fats
I gained from subway LOL~

I raised $40 for charity! FOR CHARITY! and man, it felt so good! :D
All of us did the stepping thing too. Our total count added to aprox. 9400!

AMAZING RIGHT?

Its been so long since I've done something meaningful, I feel so happy
today wahaha~ Sadly I need to start preparing for art.. if not I'd go there
again tmr to raise more funds.. can help me jian fei also, LOL~

I'm going to start jogging every saturday starting from tmr..
how I wish I had a bike xD but oh, damn the maintenance.

oh ya, jiali I applaud you for daring to go on stage to participate in the
stepping competition! HAHA! she won two oatmeal and an Anlene
concentrate, so healthy~

I'm a little too addicted to bridge..

Should I risk the change?

sleepy

2009-10-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

wa.. I feel so pathetic these days, its not even 10 yet and I have to
sleep. I'm so close to collapsing LOL.. aiya.. maybe sleeping early is
good for me, age slower heh~

Sakae sushi was.. Fat.. but fun xD The group of people I went out
with today was fun lol, hope to go out more together~ ah, it made
a hole in my wallet, had to refill cash or I'll go broke before I know
it! I haven't cycled/jogged in a long time.. I better start soon.

Its amazing how much people can change. random thought

After i left shuwei at clementi mrt station, I kept emitting the
leave-me-alone vibe, like.. what's wrong with me? I'm already
so happy, maybe I need to be happier with my already-happy
happiness, LOL! ok wth am I saying?

The classroom is very hot, its killing me and destroying my moods!

I'm saddened by my results, uberly. But everyone else around me
cheered me up without doing anything special at all LOL! maybe
I'm just a laughter-seeker, its good to sleep early AND be optimistic,
I hope and may be able to live longer~!

nasi wa wu ji pa ban~ JI... PA... BAN!

Wannabe by spice girls is nice ok! though it sounds annoying when
somebody sings it out xD

experience makes a person wiser

~~

2009-10-16T22:17:00.003+08:00

My results are.. man I don't wanna talk about it T.T
My GPA of 3.6 is gone.. I don't even want to hope for a
3.4 or 3.5 ... unless moderation really does miracles~

ok I know I'm quite ass-holey for worrying about my
results.. since there are many people who worry about
promotion.. well, having a GPA of 2.5 would get you
promoted too anyway~ the school's "nice"

but still.. I'm so disappointed with my results.. esp art.

At least I laughed super hard in school today LOL. I
can't understand myself.. why do I laugh whenever I'm
being insulted! I can't control it LOL. Playing bridge in
class and chatting in class was so nice.. exams are over,
its time to enjoy life!

There are so many unanswered questions..
There are so many things I need to know...
Why is it getting ambiguous..
Why does it seem to become increasingly impossible?

another weird saturday

2009-10-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

Are all saturdays this strange? LOL.

It started on my journey home from clementi interchange.. the ppl
around me seemed really strange. There was this old man, he was
reading some.. paper and he just suddenly spasmed and the piece of
paper flew to me and slightly cut my arm. ouch. LOL! His eyes were
on the piece of paper and he just kept eyeing the paper until its in
his hands again, I looked at him with a "O.o" face.

Then comes the lady.. she was swinging her plastic bag merrily back
and forth (you know, typical actions of a child returning from tuition)..
and it hit me more than once.. (I was behind) and she didn't realise.
lol, strange. and again I stared.. of course, I knew she couldn't see.

There was also a guy who tapped his fingers on the metal bar dividing
the walkway.. humming a tune and clapping and snapping his hands.
To nobody. I wonder if he has no worries or has too much?

Finally something pleasant xD a middle-aged lady gave up her seat
to an old women, I always smile when I see such scenes~

During my walk home from the bus stop, I saw a male crow conti-
nuously hitting a drain cover.. raised his head feathers. I think he was
courting a nearby female crow. (There were really 2 crows)

And across the carpark, I heard a motorbike starting and thought it
was a helicopter landing.. (I have hearing problems LOL)

-Guitar was SUPER funny xD
-Kendrick's crying doll was SUPER cute xD
-The journey home was SUPER strange xD
-Nickelback's songs are SUPER weird but some are nice xD
-I'm SUPER aware I dont have time to be blogging xD
-I Realise coffee is SUPER useless on me xD
-I'm SUPER sure that I won't get any sleep tomorrow xD

~~

2009-10-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

Saturday was an amazingly strange day.

I managed to study some of the year 3 topics for chem.. studied some
on sunday as well and I'm left with.. about 2-3 topics from year 4 which
I somehow plan to rush later in school before chem xD Its quite alot of
free time I realised, break.. and after chem paper 1, there's an hour of
study time.

Sat.
When dad was fetching me for guitar lessons as usual, I saw a very young
malay boy, probably around 7 years old, riding on an adult bike, and he
was carrying his little brother at the back of the bicycle. It was a very
sweet sight. but it led me into thinking.. why did his parents let him go
out alone.. moreover riding a bike.. and crossing roads with it, when he
is so young? He may learn to be independent sooner but.. won't the
parents end up hating themselves if anything ever happens to their son?

Ah, and I was almost late for guitar. I reached at 4.55pm, guitar starts
at 5. xD The sky was dark the whole day.. like a tornado was coming or
smth.. though it never rained. I'm still happy my dad asked me whether
I needed an umbrella out of concern :) Is it that I laugh easily or.. he
seemed to be making me laugh alot everytime we're in the car? xD

On the way home.. my guitar nearly smashed someone's face LOL!
I took the train with liuqiao from Bukit batok to JE and we split up
from there.. she lives at lakeside and me, clementi, what a sad
separation, and I have to experience it every sat xD

the train to clementi arrived and there was this teenage girl.. she was
clinging on to her boyfriend like she was glued to him or she was
possessed or smth.. I didn't particularly stare at her but she stared at
me.. like out of everyone there (it was 6+ peak hours), she chose to
stare at ME. I was so weirded out.

and there was a HUGE wall lizard at the lift area at my flat

I had a nightmare on sat morning too.. hope it doesn't come true.. I
can't seem to forget this nightmare like I did to all the rest..

I chatted with a close friend whom I haven't chatted with for a very
long time. It was a very meaningful conversation, (in my opinion). I
received valuable advice.. and it sorta.. rekindles the relationship and..
brings back wonderful memories xD I'll heed it, "don't regret it".
Thanks for the chat, I really needed it!

I should be mugging.. but I dont have the heart to do so anymore, LOL!
mind's too occupied at the moment.. haven't thought about so many
things since so long ago. well, at least there's smth to blame if all else
fails~ I wish that all my friends and myself will go through the exams
successfully(well if we don't die midway) and enjoy whatever comes
AFTER! ~

I'm so happy I can go to Japan, My parents' love for us has just leveled
up from perfection! xD

~~

2009-09-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

I have to study, I really, REALLY have to start getting serious LOL!

ok I've told myself that several times..
I didn't even finish half of what I planned to finish today..
我这个人实在太失败了。。

everybody else is mugging like hell.. and I've been a total slacker..
I swear.. tomorrow I'll NOT on the comp! (unnecessarily hehe..) as
long as I'm not preparing for language arts paper.. I WON'T on the
comp either! I'm gonna mug mug mug UNTIL I DIE! that includes..
art.

hm, I wonder why ppl think that art students have a better life?
because that's totally untrue.. Its kinda hard to explain why.. but
when you do it, you'll know why, pretty much?

weight-wise, I realise it can't drop any more from me just skipping
meals.. after exams I shall start exercising, haha.

talking about after exams.. a HUGE trial awaits me, I'm still thinking
about how to go about doing it.. hmm.. will I end up regretting it? ah
well.. better than to regret not trying at all for the rest of my life!

study. study. study.

To all: GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!

I have a pop-up blocker that shows me a pop-up telling me it has
blocked a pop-up... genius.

"sometimes all it needs is to just say it!"

Jiahui Jiejie and Zhiyong Jiefu's WEDDING!

2009-09-22T23:17:00.008+08:00

Finally got myself to upload these photos to blogger! OMGOSH. the
wedding of my cousin Jiahui jiejie and zhiyong jiefu was amazing man!
it was so grand. Held at the holiday inn hotel I think? opps, anyway,
here's my congratulations to both jiahui jiejie and zhiyong jiefu! Its
finally time to wed, how long has it been? when you guys first dated,
I remember I was only primary 1! that was like, 9 YEARS AGO!

May you both live in bliss and enjoy this long-lasting love for the rest
of your lives! :D

The torture of the bridegroom has begun.. it started with chilli biscuits.. OUCH!

From my knowledge, he tolerates spiciness, so they said he finished the task

easily while his "brothers" suffered LOL! hahaha!

This was the real challenge, he has dreaded chicken feet all his life! LOL

Still~ forced to swallow it LOL! HAHAHA, darn, he didn't have a

scrunched up face!

The pink vow sheet was written by I think the bridesmaids? LOL.. it was

so funny when they let us hear him say it aloud during the wedding dinner!

He tried to locate the correct key to the room but all 5 keys turn out to be

wrong LOL! but he did enter the room later on, hahaha

aw! image self-explanatory! xD

Jiefu so shuai! Jiejie so gorgeous! HAHA

YAY! Ow family female cousins!~ I love that traditional gown..

JINGCHA! that's me and my bro haha!

I forgot why we laughed LOL.

Their wedding car! its so super cute, zhiyong jiefu was the driver all the way

In the hotel suite. OW family male cousins! (obviously one of them is my bro)

all the lao das are sitted HAHA!

ME and OW family female cousins and cousins' girlfriends! both of them are on

the right side haha! (both me and bro are the youngest)

FAMILY!

Finally at the dining hall, while waiting for the ROM my cousin took a

picture of me HAHA!

(Hopes that no adults visit) I DRANK RED WINE! 3 MOUTHS OF IT! HAHA!

yeah.. bitter, but to me its still acceptable~ do I actually look drunk? cos I'm

nowhere near drunk! muahaha

bro looks so sleepy ..

Me and charmane jiejie!

Bro, me and wanchan! (mother side cousin)

My favourite wedding photo of all~

Saying the "I-do(s)" it was so sweet

Evening gown! omg I love it so much!

CHEESE~ mass of cousins

Finally last photo, another random shot at the lobby area outside the dining

hall.

The wedding was amazing. Though it was kinda weird since she's the first

one among all the ow family children to get married! and it feels weird! but

still,

CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING MARRIED! :D

~~

2009-09-19T18:45:00.002+08:00

When I get the guitar photos from yen on facebook I'll post them
here :X hopefully her comp doesn't hang again LOL.

I've been wasting my time for the past few days.. couldn't get much
work done, altho I'm kinda sure alot of ppl are like me anyway LOL!

I'm alone at home right now, haven't been alone at home at all for I
dunno how many months/years alr, lol.

The song the teacher told us to practise will definitely kill me... the
pause we agreed on at every change-in-chord before we play the
melody again was dam funny LOL! we just pause, then they change
fingering e.g. C to G7 then G7 to F chord, sometimes I'm playing
chords too.. den i shout "go" then all of us play again. LOL, by right
we can't do this, but he said that if anyone lags behind, that person
has to solo the song LOL! we're all nice ppl that don't want to sabo
each other~ ok la actually its just because we all have equal chances
of being that noob that's left behind.. LOL. except pnghang, she's
damn pro man! O_O

I'm actually starting to skip meals again... this time I swear I'll have
the determination to reach 52-50kg. anything below that and I'll be
too thin le LOL! Haven't eaten anything since I woke up.. I'm kinda..
starving, but I'll get used to it.. T_T

我又要减肥了！

~~

2009-09-15T20:19:00.003+08:00

Lol after school today, me, ruoling & yunhan went to the.. villa something
to eat at the hawker centre there. The cashier, who was an old geezer,
gave us very lousy service.. We were digging for money and he just kept
saying "(In chinese) Hurry up la, we're closing liao!" He said in a SUPER
rude way.. he even threw our change at us, the one dollar coin even fell
down.. Me and ruoling were really on the verge of exploding but decided
against it since quarrelling would only cause trouble..

Thank god their food is damn nice! xD The chef and order-taker were
nice unlike him..

Art was not progressive today.. let's see how much I can finish tmr~
I'm lucky cuz I'm kinda near completion xD

I regret forcing myself to run 4 rounds in under 10 minutes on monday..
I can't walk properly now and my right thigh hurts like...........
at the first round I wanted to stop and walk..
at the second round I wanted to stop and walk..
at the third round I saw guys who were alr at their fourth round..
I.. wanted to stop too but jesslyn kept on running..
at the fourth round I wanted to stop and walk..
at half the last round.. jesslyn went ahead of me..
I was finishing..
so I just kept running till the end..
I couldn't breathe at all while doing that..
Nearly hyperventillated again..
I should run more..

启示：
One should not force oneself to run if one hasn't ran for such a long time.

LOL

2009-09-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

LOL? Are my eyes playing tricks on me?
LOL.

maybe they have male fashion.. but I just laughed so hard
when I saw that xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQldQz1T0HQ
you just have to watch this LOL, about this guy being the stupid
student and the teacher by himself, ITS HILARIOUS, I watched
it more than 5 times and I still laugh like mad each time LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFzxXfuKa8k&feature=related
LOL kopitiam funny prank.. I think done by the same 2 guys who
did the RK house No Pork xD

its so friggin' kiampa-ish LOL

9/11

2009-09-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

Its 9/11.. sad to think that a few years ago a tragedy occured in
new york.

I felt horrible when I received yunhan's sms on my way to school to
continue painting my O level final piece. I felt so horrible I couldn't
even bitch about it to anyone -.- But my anger doesn't last at all, so
it simmered down and I was completely back to normal 1 hour aft
the msg, LOL!

We agreed to go to school to do our art a day before, and at that point
in time, I didn't know about anyone else who was going, and I would
never go to school to paint alone, art room is amazingly boring n creepy
LOL.

then when I happily boarded the bus to school, halfway through, she
finally smsed me, saying, "eh i not gg today liao -___- my parents
cannot fetch today so i stay back after phys tmr" What a fantastic
friend she is, isn't she? I've never been so .. SURPRISED at being
pang-seh-ed in my entire life man! my parents didn't fetch me either,
I actually took the effort to wake up and prepare and GO TO SCHOOL.
I even cancelled lunch at home because I thought somebody would
be going out to eat with me after art. And that somebody became
nobody and I just got banished home again after art, there wasn't
even maggie mee at home, I even had to go downstairs to buy or I'll
probably starve till dinner.

What made me mad was not her pangseh-ing, it was her lack of a
sense of guilt. Wouldn't a normal person apologise?
Besides.. she could have at least informed me beforehand...

damn! I'm becoming angry again, ARRRF!

I forgave her after I heard about what happened to her on tues, LOL.
She might complain about it to anyone who asks, LOL!

I've been feeling so extremely bored these days. I can't even be
entertained by the comp as I normally would be anymore.. I
wanna watch sorority row~

@______________________@ AHHH

Aino!

2009-09-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

I've finally found a phone that I really want.
OMG SONY ERICSSON AINO! :D Its like the LG crystal, it has touch
screen AND keypad! just that it doesn't have a see-through keypad.

but still.. its such a very, VERY gorgeous phone *_*
when is it out in singapore?

ROD

2009-09-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

ROD was fun! At least I found it fun. the handover was over really fast..
i was expecting draggy rehearsals.. It turned out quite alright, for us who
haven't been exposed to foot drill for who knows how long.

About the games, the amazing race xD It was quite shocking that we
went in first, I never expected that, but it was probably kinda unfair
since we're a bonded squad, many of the tests could b settled really
fast! HAHA xD the prizes were so amazing, I wasn't expecting to get
so much food! and at the right time! xD

The following photos are stolen from charlene on facebook :X

lol the invitation cards, it had beautiful women drawn on it~ I wonder
who drew it, quite talented LOL

LOL LOOK AT PHYLLIS! XD

I uh.. dunno what we were trying to do, this photo looks amazingly

random xD

Woo! The year 3s danced "sorry sorry" by super junior and "nobody" by

wonder girls for us! they all rock, I was vry amazed, in the midst of EOYs,

they still dig out time to practice the dance, so touching T.T same for the

year 2s n 1s~ It made me want to learn how to dance nobody xD

Year 2s! :D

Last but not least, year 1s!

The dances all looked very effortful and well-prepared, considering the

time of the year it is right now. I thoroughly enjoyed the whole entire

ROD concert.. I can't believe I actually felt emotional -.- I thought I won't

at all.. since anytime before today I was wishing to get out of SJ asap...

The most important thing that I realised today was that...

the experiences that st john gave me, are experiences that are 1000x

better than that of ANY other CCA. I'm very sure everything I've been

through in st john will stay with me for the rest of my life.

Thank God today's not the end for my squad, heh! :D

Thx for the farewell gifts and food and performance etc.

Thank you lihui for the belated present! it was a real surprise for me!

I'm leaving my CCA.. and to think I'll be leaving my class soon..

sigh, 16 is a sad, sad age.

rubbish picking~

2009-09-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

as the title suggests.. classes 4D(my class), 4K, 4L and 2A went to east
coast park today to pick rubbish! and unluckily/luckily, our location was
at carpark G, the one at the FURTHEST end.

I woke up at 7am this morning and got everything prepared really fast..
den yunhan told me the prev day to wait downstairs at 7.50am for her
dad's car.. and I was down there at 7.45am because I'm supposed to
wait for the car and not the other way round.. and she smsed me at
8.01am to tell me that she just left her house.. I shan't further
elaborate on how the rubidium reacted with the 70% fluid in my body..

Jesslyn told me at 8am that they reach bedok MRT alr while I only
left my in yh's car at 8.11am LOL! we reached carpark G at 8.48am
while those that took MRT and had to 'hike' to carpark G reached at
9+ LOL! omg and I was thinking we're gonna be late.. To kill time.. I
played some stupid games on my phone and yh's psp, and I realised
how bad I am at driving(PSP game) LOL! I wan to play the bubble
shooter game on samsung touch screen phone! D:

the picking rubbish only lasted like.. 10mins? and I was picking sea-
shells together with rubbish all the way LOL, my mum was so happy
when I gave her the collected seashells xD Drawing on the sand was
fun.. I realised living in the west minimises my chance of doing sand
art...

even tho it was supposed to last 3 hrs.. it lasted only.. half an hr? 1 hr?
LOL! we cheated the CIP hours~

curses.. bingle made us wait so long for him at bugis junction.. he's
lucky I wasn't hungry to the extent of feeding on my hunger to fill
myself.. but he paid the GST and service charge for us at V8 Cafe!
WOO! HAHA XD

I read some blogs and I'm really looking forward to the juniors'
performances!! :D

~~

2009-09-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

Ytd on the bus, there was an emergency brake and I literally flew
forward (I was standing) and I totally fell on this guy.. some person
I don't know.. Throughout the whole braking thing, I couldn't pull
myself away, I just kept apologising and staying in the awkward
position.. T_T so embarrassing..

Today was dam tiring.. we wanted to watch the time traveller's
wife at orchard cineleisure.. the movie was at 2.50pm, but we
couldn't make it in time.. by the time we reached there, it was
alrdy 3.05pm and the tickets were all sold out, in the end we had
to decide bet. some nc16 dance movie whose name I no longer
bother to remember.. and G-Force.. in the end we chose the nc16
one.. it was the suckiest movie I have EVER watched. Don't
watch it. LOL!

That was the day which I made myself walk the FASTEST. It
still ended in disappointment.. :( But ah well, I like squad outings
anyway xD

I need to motivate myself to study too.. no group study sessions
for me anymore.. lesson learnt from last year.. put friends near
me and I'll just talk the day away... even if I'm talking to myself..

I hope I visit my blog to remember what I'm supposed to remember..
There's PE theory test on IVLE~

~~

2009-09-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

It was kinda amazing to watch the guitar instructor perform
21 guns by Green Day in front of us LOL! he was singing and
playing it on the guitar.. its SO AMAZING. It made me want
to quit guitar less now! :D

My Heart Will Go On can actually be played by the 1st string
alone.. so amazing.. I learnt the A, D and E family chords as
well, omg, today has been surprisingly less boring and more
productive, these 2 seldom coexist for me LOL!

Can someone encourage me to run? I really need to run..
its so strange how I can't find back that determination I
had During June-September 2007.

and yay, I got my tuner, don't have to beg ppl to tune for me le xD

Dunno if I should consider this a flaw of mine but..
as long as you put a "friend" beside me, I just can't shut up. LOL

lol

2009-09-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

I tried to make it in time for a 1st sept post.. lol
12.00am, nice time LOL!

I can't believe I finished chem, the DHS paper, its so amazing xD

I forgot to practice my guitar, again.
lessons resume tomorrow.. byebye teachers' day!

TheProposal

2009-08-31T19:54:00.002+08:00

Teachers' Day concert was kind of amazing today, even though I
thought it was lousy at first..

The RV "Wondergirls" performed "Nobody" on stage and it was
amazing.. super duper amazing.. even the 2 guys which danced
in the background were cool LOL! their voices are so beautiful!
the rapper was impressive too.
There were many talented singers after that.. and 2 jam bands!
They were all so awesome, although it left my ears ringing for a
pretty long time, LOL!
----------------------------------------------------------------

After school, went out with some 4D people to watch TheProposal!
There were quite alot of us, I was kinda surprised! Even though the
initiator didn't go at all tsk~ our lunch was at yoshinoya. abi, yanran
and sandra ate at some.. HK restaurant that sells maggie mee at 6
dollars rofl. rich ppl xD

we headed straight for the movie at 1.20 after lunch, and it was a
pretty nice movie, although it lacks the wow-factor. its alot better
than 吓到笑. I laughed hysterically at the last part when they were
interviewed by the G-guy in order to verify the truth of the relation-
ship between the boss and andrew LOL! The G-guy went to ask
the boss, "What's your favourite colour?" Then she answered, "Blue."
and he said WRONG LOL!!!! HAHAHAHA LOL! omg i love this kind
of qianzhou humour.

we all pangseh-ed yunhan and decided to head home after the movie.
When got ppl to talk to, I'm willing to give up my direct bus home xD
ok what I'm dam amazed at for the day. I Put my wallet in the front
pocket on my bag, the part without a zip, normally if ppl steal of touch
or whatever, I can feel the movement de, but kendrick took my wallet
out of there without me realising at ALL CAN?! Omg, he made me
realise how prone I actually am towards being robbed.. I better not
put it there ever again.. my precious wallet, I only got it for a little
over a month, I can't lose you T.T Ok actually I'm just worried about
the money in there, even though there wasn't alot anyway.. i'm
reminded of how I left my wallet on my KFC tray after eating and
didn't realise it until I was at the MRT, and then when I went to look
for it, it got emptied into the rubbish bin le.. thanks to ailing n liuqiao..
they actually dug it back for me, aw I'm still so touched.. *_* ok that's
way off-topic..

Today was fun, entertaining and whatever other synonyms there are..
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I know.
I KNOW.
I know it very well.
:)

~~

2009-08-30T10:23:00.003+08:00

I had a strange dream, it led me to one irrelevant realisation..
I realised that I never have the thought, "This must be a dream." in any
dream in my whole life, even if I'm in fantasyland.

I'm typing this right after I had the dream, I forget them very easily LOL.

There was a new teacher at school, I can't rmb the face anymore
He asked us alot of questions.. when jeffry said something that made
him angry, he told jeffry to stand up and used a large rod to hit his
hand, and it looked damn painful. The teacher had a point system on
the whiteboard, based on how well we perform during his lessons, he
would deduct or add marks. He gave jeffry a "-3". To those people
who answered correctly, he gave them 3 marks each.
Then some time later.. after he hit jeffry, he called a random register
number, "11". That's me. Then I stood up, he didn't ask me any qns,
he just told me to walk towards the front while holding the rod in his
hand, it was obvious he wanted to hit me. Without hesitation, I blurted
out, "Why?!" He had the angriest face I have ever seen.. he just
shouted at me, "Just come to the front!" I kept asking "why, why??"
he walked towards me and hit me hard, he then went to put a "-3"
beside my name on the board.

He faced the class and said, "This is what happens when you question
the authority of your teacher."

my dream ended here.. and i rmb I felt extremely sad when I woke up.

this reminds me of the L^2M incident.. I was walking to the toilet with
yunhan, holding a pin in my hand. She caught me with my fringe and
she scolded me like hell and wanted my chairperson to put my name
in the management diary. What was I doing? I was walking to the
toilet, coincidentally, I wanted to be a good student that day and go
to the toilet to PIN my HAIR. And i get scolded.. i told her that, she
didn't believe me a single bit. How many people hold pins in their
hands to the toilet? i felt so wth. some teachers really don't give students
any chance to explain themselves.. maybe this was the reason for my
dream... whether you're good or not, there will still be people in this
world who would do EVERYTHING to find faults in you.

wa, i can link a dream that far, LOL!

"我们遇见的第一次是缘分，第二次是偶然，
第三次是命中注定。"

Should I continue being so stubborn and anticipate regret?

arrow pencil!

2009-08-29T14:56:00.002+08:00

Archery was kinda fun actually, I actually managed to shoot down a
balloon lol! out of the 20 of us, I'm actually one of the 6 who were lucky
enough to shoot down a balloon xD Well I got a pink arrow pencil, its
just like a mini-arrow, super cute LOL. the pic's somewhere down there..

woo! I'm done with mdm Ong's card, even though I'm actually kinda guilty
because I started making it at 11:11pm on thursday night. ehehehe.. LOL

The paper planes just kept increasing.. we had a plane war/ mass flight ytd..
I tried to collect alot.. I managed 24 LOL. It was impossible to stop the "flights",
Was it me who started it? Siqi just happened to fold origami like she always does
when she's bored during lessons. I'm just being normal by playing with what she
folded.. (those I treat as rubbish I pass to shuyinn LOL!) And the plane was
folded in an.. unsuitable manner to fly.. so without knowing, I decided to aim and
hope it strikes yunhan.. and i tossed it out and it flew back at me.. I got a newly
modified plane and it managed to fly further.. and I dunno why the plane war
just started.. I'm kinda sure keeheng started it! The picture didn't show all the
planes involved in the war, I'm kinda sure there were alot more planes than
that!

This was taken on wed after my CCA, when my dad was fetching me home.
There was this BMW car with the EXACT same carplate number '9392' as my
dad's car LOL. It coincidentally appeared in front of our car! my dad was being
a happy person by repeatedly saying, "Yay! 我驾的是 BMW!"

Just found this while scanning through my handphone-taken photos.. this was the old seating arrangement I believe..I really cannot remember that we used to seat like that o.O one thing's for sure, yanran had always been within my view. LOL!

paper potted plant. Copyright. You Si Qi.

In memory of the paper potted plant which I took care of using various methods

such as ignoring for a little beyond a week.

It has been thrown away by its creator, sob sob.

A drawing by my brother in Primary 5. As of last year teachers' day when I

went back to pei hwa to visit my teachers, this was still on the wall. random

but yeah, its so amazing o.o

Likewise, this is my drawing when I was 11. still on the wall~

another random photo. When I saw this I almost believed that our prime

minister creates artworks..

Ok, here's my arrow pencil! xD I think I'll never bear to use it..

Man I'm getting increasingly random.. autosoap incident in HongKong last year.

something I'll never forget LOL.

I wanted to take a picture of this because I haven't seen this in singapore before,

and my phone approached it to take a photo, after that, my phone was drowned

in soap and it nearly died on me. poor phone. my bad. LOL. I still rmb that my

mum told me i was stupid in the toilet.. when I went out she told my dad and

my dad said I was stupid. Then I became sad. Then my bro came and they told

my bro and he told me I was beyond stupid. And I became very sad.

ok LOL. I felt stupid T_T

I'm not sure if I have time to go back to primary school on Monday~ let's hope

I do? I wonder if lesser ppl are going back this year..

I want to watch TheProposal!

07/07

2009-08-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

Lol, for some weird reason while crapping about the month of the
ghost today in class, I found out from keeheng that today, nong li
7/7 is chinese valentine's day LOL! I was thinking, "Why the hell
did they place chinese valentine's day on ghost month?" And I was
also thinking why we, as chinese, followed the western valentine's
day o.O hmm...

I brought my guitar to school today for CCA.. and I felt my heart
smash so many times lmao. First, it collapsed on the ground when
I left it to stand against the divider.. then, after school, I allowed
ppl to take it out of the casing in hope that someone might be nice
enough to tune it for me.. but it just got brutally abused T_T it
looked so retarded when keeheng held it as a violin LOL! the guys
left in class after school made up stories about how seychee play
the guitar, swim, run and did archery at the same time, and just
this alone, made me think I wouldn't need to laugh anymore for
the next few days LOL! And when I taught kendrick how to hold
and play the guitar the correct way, he told me, "你懂，I cross
leg damn pain 1 leh!" I stoned. Jeffry sat on the table and demo-ed
and I got it. And it was.. WHAT THE HELL MAN. LOL.

like how am I suppose to think so much!

and, guitar was.. kinda.. i mean, EXTREMELY boring at the start,
I told myself so many times I'd quit for sure. But near the end, they
let us play some tab, and I learn how to do chord :D so.. I guess I'll
turn up? Please don't abuse my precious (cheap) guitar!

SYF needs at least 16 people.. I wonder if I'll be able to stay committed.
Darn it, I need to have dead skin around my fingertips because to me,
classical guitar strings hurt a hell lot when I play chords.. I really cannot
imagine acoustic.. and I wanna play acoustic T_T

I realise today, 3 hours of guitar is detrimental to one's mental health,
and can be fatal.

3 hours of art tomorrow won't be any better. I thought that ppl are
SUPPOSED to enjoy their CCA in year 4 & 5? I hope I will too in due
time..

我的天啊！Mdm Ong 的卡怎么办？！

~~

2009-08-25T21:52:00.005+08:00

Man! I swore not to cry at all while watching 命中注定我爱你..
episode 11&12 made me tear damn!! LOL. its so nice! Its been a
long time since I got so addicted to a drama.. the last ones were
hana yori dango & 恶作剧之吻 xD

I remember something creepy that happened yesterday, I thought
it was creepy probably because this is, according to our ancestors,
the month of the ghosts~

I went home quite early yesterday after going out with some SJ
people to eat laksa at queensway shopping centre. Then I took the
lift up (I live on the 13th floor lol) so when I came out of the lift, I
noticed that the lift beside mine (My flat has 2 lifts) opened at the
same time I came out of the lift. (Both lifts were on the 13th floor
now), and the creepy part is.. there was no one inside the lift, there
wasn't anybody taking that lift on my floor either.. lol.

Both lifts closed and both lifts stayed on the 13th floor. I stared for
a moment but neither one moved. It creeped me out.. so I just
decided to stop scaring myself and enter my gate.. LOL

this is 100% non-fictional.

...

2009-08-24T22:23:00.003+08:00

How can anyone be so good at destroying someone else's happy
day?

Its kinda hard to believe I could put up with her for 6 years.

On a lighter note, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LIUQIAO! XD I'm so
gonna make sure she loves this birthday~ (belated though. lol)

~~

2009-08-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

This is a very wasted day. Man, I'm kinda lag, I just recently got
addicted to the taiwanese drama "Fated to love You". lag right.. LOL!

Its like one piece la, making me laugh at every possible laughable
scene xD I better remember to bring liuqiao's present to school tmr..
I'm so pro at forgetting important things.. at least I didn't forget to
sms her at midnight! huahaha~ Although I kinda bet she's asleep...

“我从小到大，从来没有被人打过!”

*Audience is amazed and looks at him like a hero*

“我从小到大，从来没有打架过!"

*Audience stares at him, all hopes dashed*

“而且我也不会打架!"

*Audience prepares to die*

hehe~ just something I laughed at from the drama that I rmbed xD

403

2009-08-22T22:19:00.004+08:00

Ah.. this was a ridiculous morning.. MYUK pouch says "Make damned sure",
everything written on the pouch makes little or no sense at all.. rofl xD sorry
random thought

anyway back to this morning, I should've made an earlier morning call to
shuwei LOL! nvm, 经一事长一智！I shall know better next time xD So in-
stead of meeting at 8.45am as planned, it was pushed back to 9.15? lol!
when I was rushing to go to clementi, 4 buses passed in front of me.. I was
busy smsing and forgot to flag the 5th bus and it just drove right past me,
I would have exploded if a 6th bus didn't come almost immediately xD

So we met.. and the whole MRT trip to pasir ris was amazingly long.. its
a very mental thing actually.. it actually only takes 45minutes, which is
kinda normal for those people who take 97 home I guess? It felt.. so long..
It was a sleepy and tiring ride.. considering the time we both got up.

bus 403 is one of the most irritating buses I've ever needed to ride.. we
waited for like.. 20minutes? it didn't even show signs of arriving, 358,
the bus that goes to downtown east.. came millions of times.. I think it
would've been better if we had walked frm downtown east to the kiosk
in the middle of pasir ris park.. and so, we decided not to waste our time
and we headed to white sands to shop instead.. didn't buy much, but I
did buy some stuff, haha~

lunch was at subway. the 5.90 value meal was worth it! haha, but I guess
I somehow caused shuwei to go broke.. ps!

Shuwei told me that the newest section of the army put their ranks at
their chest there LOL, instead of being normal and putting it at the
shoulders.. weird lol. wanted to take pictures of their mass gathering at
subway but decided not to incase we get rifle-d.

talked alot (I just love this about 2-person trips), and before we knew it,
it was one. Time to collect blog-shop stuff~

The missy-GerGer person (the one who orders for the sprees) was to me,
surprisingly chio lol.. she looked like a model for any of the spree pics xD

went to tamp mall and walked around somemore.. tamp 1 looked alot
newer than tamp mall, even though it is xD we passed by "SayCheese"
restaurant haha!

Failed to witness the 238 bucks dress my mum bought at Blum and Co. for
my cousin's wedding dinner.. aw, guess I'll just have to wait..

I might really join the guitar cca.. Its weird to bring a guitar to school.

*EDIT* 22:38

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I watched on TV just now.. a taiwanese show, about some people who can
perform to get votes, and this no. of votes would determine how much
money they would be paid for it.. the max was 12,000 taiwan bucks.. which
is 600 SGD. Quite pathetic if you ask me, they are people who cause you
to cannot help but feel sorry for them..

My mum called me in to watch the on-going performance just now.. it was
about this black dog, which was quite huge, which doesn't have any front
legs at all, it was literally running, standing, moving with its hind legs alone,
just that sight alone made me sad.. the owner refused to take away its life,
as cruel as it seems, the owner loved the dog, so much that he spends alot
of money trying to provide the dog enough energy to keep active with just
2 hind legs.. and obviously, at that point in time, I was thinking,

"There must be nothing else in the world which the dog would love more
than its owner."

I saw the trained handicapped dog performing.. and I just couldn't watch
till the end, it wrecked me inside out :( I want dogs, and I don't want them.
I can never bear to watch one die.

I would guess that their score definitely hit 12,000, or somewhere near
there. taiwanese are nice in nature.

Can I receive a living dog which won't die?

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吓到笑！

2009-08-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

The chinese cheng yu ce shi thing nearly killed me last night.. lol...
the last time I got exposed to so many cheng yu was.. when I was
8? LOL. Its terrifyingly demoralising when people know cheng yu(s)
that I don't and they say its very easy... ah well, I'm gonna get some
sweets from Siqi if I hit a 20/30 for the cheng yu section~ hoho~

Went to watch 吓到笑! with Ailing, Lydia and Liuqiao LOL, its been
around 2 years since I last went out with Ailing and Lydia... ever since
we changed classes that is.. it feels so nice to be back again.

Yet another typical make-me-laugh-like-siao film by jack neo xD its
seriously not horror to me la(opinion), the comedy totally covers up
the horror, it made me laugh until I cried LOL! I shall quote smth
which made my stomach hurt so much!

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A: "(Some were in hokkien) eh.. 这个compass你会不会读？"
B: "会啦！aiyo! 这么容易！"
A: "Eh.. 那个 "N" 什么意思？"
B: "你笨的啊？这么容易也不会！N 是指 "Nan(南)(South)" 啦! "
A: "哦。。 er.. 那个 "S" 什么意思？"
B: "er.. "S" 啊？应该是指 "西(Xi, he mistook for Si)" 啦！"
A: "真的吗？你会不会是搞错了啊？"
B: "Eh hello, 我是绝对不会错的 ok!"
A: "er... "W" 什么意思？"
B: " W 啊？简单咯！当然是指 Women 咯！所以如果你看到它指向
Women 的话，你就不要过去，因为很多 Women 会很危险！"

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LOL, for god's sake they were doing re-service for the army LOL!!
Its ridiculous not to understand the compass XD

Oh god, jack neo rocks XD they included a continuation of money not
enough 2 lol.

~

2009-08-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Talked about so many things today with some people.. LOL.
I can't believe I can actually laugh at what I say until my jaw
tires out.. LOL

I realise walking home from clementi MRT station is quite tiring..
but it allowed me to see how some old ppl spend their time sitting
at the void decks, quite ke lian la.. I looked at one and turned away
when he noticed me, he had loneliness in his eyes ..

The fact that I actually walked home from the station is abnormal
by itself xD

I can't wait to cycle on saturday! woo!

...

2009-08-18T00:12:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to show these AMAZING shots of the dragon at the deep inferno

5-star course in pangya, its graphics are seriously better than alot of RPGs. LOL!

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School ended at 1 today, like every other wonderful monday of
the week, but we had physics at 3.. so we just went Vivo to eat
at pizzahut and come back.

Jiali was dam kelian LOL, she kept saying she had to puke, u know,
the food stuck in the mid of the gullet or smth that kind of feeling.
I took multiple trips to the toilet just because I greedily drank 3
glasses of Pepsi.. and the pizzahut glass quite big lo.. This feels
EXTREMELY fat.. and EXTREMELY sick.. T_T I had horrible
stomachache somewhere near the end of physics... indigestion is
contagious... no more pizzahut for me for now..

My stomach was so upset I couldn't eat much of the wonderful
curry at night either.. :(

Physics result was kinda.. disappointing? although I'm kinda happy
the teacher counted my marks wrongly and I jumped from a B4 to
a B3 as a result xD gee...1 more mark to A2... I expected an A for this
test.. man, I always screw my term 1 and 3..

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Yay! Etrue spree stuff FINALLY arrived.. its been forever.. I almost
forgot about it.. but YAY! LOL. because of that, I can go pasir ris park
to cycle~ wooo~ :D

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I saw on the news after dinner just now.. quite long ago actually.. about
the hurricane that hit some taiwan mountain village area which brought
major disaster to the people living there on 08/08, one day before our
nation's birthday LOL, inauspicious..

My heart just burned badly when I saw people crying over the lives of
relatives which were lost in the chaos.. but can see many people risking
their lives to save those struggling in the gushing stream & rain, and the
people who cried tears of joy to find out that their closed ones were still
alive.. It was sad.. so damn sad. I wonder why my life is so different from
theirs? That's why I say, Singapore is seriously the best place in the world
you can be.

I shall recover from the extreme sadness, but aw, its so sad T_T

:D

2009-08-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

Art dateline extended to 22nd Sept! woo! haha! :D that's such an
amazing extension.. hope I'll drop less hair now, lol.

I've been painting non-stop for both days.. tues and wed of this
week.. from 8-12+ pm BOTH nights. God I totally felt like dying
for the past 2 days..

-1 hour later-

lol, I'm left with question 6 of phy assignment 10, I'm turning into
some freak.. not motivated to game anymore LOL. The wonders
stress can do to a person

Its friday tomorrow, I wonder if I'll play volleyball or play card
mahjong? LOL, first period rocks.

~~

2009-08-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

same title again.

I had a surprisingly fuzzy feeling today lol, it takes one completely by
surprise when you get thanked for by a person who almost NEVER
shows their appreciation. dunno what emo to type for a fuzzy face..
maybe #_#?

yh's birthday today LOL. her dad gave her a watch worth more than
200 dollars.. o-m-g -.- the.. some restaurant at ViVo next to Page One
totally scam our money man! its like 9.90 when BREEKS is like 6.90,
and BREEKs is MUCH nicer and MUCH more filling.. nvm, at least now
can warn ppl not the eat there~

After shopping at 4 shops only, sw, grace, yh and me decided to head
home.. Sandra left earlier xD As usual.. I took 166 home, and amazingly
it came the moment I stepped onto the bus-stop, YH refused to take
166 with me... T_T and I thought I'd have to sleep and listen to music
and stone the whole way home.. but SURPRISINGLY (I've had too
many surprises in one day), Zheng xiao boarded my bus at the RV bus-
stop LOL, so qiao la! Its like, exact timing, exact bus... it was a random
time.. like 5+? she just finished her tennis trials.

Ohya, I just rmbed what I left out aft stoning awhile with my mind blank.

ABI MADE FUN OF US LOL! Bully!
She told some of us (those who got tricked) that our inner teeth had smth
dirty there and made us open our mouth and stuffed the rolled up bunch
of scorch tape into our mouths LOL! why did I get tricked?! T.T damm...
yunhan didn't fall for it.. and kendrick went to stick tape onto my hair
right aft I got bullied! I Used to think taekwando or judo would never ever
be of use in today's society but I realise you cn chop ppl when u bushuang..
XD

I still don't get why they keep saying yanran impale ppl, can someone tell
me the BG story? LOL

HYD

2009-08-03T21:43:00.002+08:00

God.. I finished Hana Yori Dango manga in 2 days..
its the best manga I've ever read man O_O READ IT!!
(even though I've watched the j-drama long ago xD)

if One Piece was a 10/10, HYD would be a 10/10.
its like, the best shoujo *_*

ok enough with manga.. I felt kinda noob yesterday.. I spent like 10mins
in the afternoon trying to force the contacts into my eyes but kept failing
cos I couldn't help but blink and my eyelid jus kept coming down... it was
so frustrating.. LOL, the same thing happened for 10mins at night too...
aft yunhan left the house, i waited for about an hour before trying again,
and I got the first contact in in 2mins and the second one in in 5 secs.. LOL!

so right, to me its some sort of an achievement ~
congratulate me! haha

right, I just rmbed, had my first guitar lesson with liuqiao, yongen, pnghang
and charlene on saturday, its 5-6pm at the Bukit Batok C.C. xD its not very
far from my house, so its kinda convenient huaha~ its kinda nice to learn a
musical instrument, guitar is such a fantastic instrument to learn, sadly its
harder than learning piano..

aft the lesson we went to have dinner at the mcdonalds outside westmall, its
kinda cool and crazy at the same time since 5 of us were holding our guitars
like some soliders holding rifles and going to war LOL! so many ppl were
staring at us.

oh ya, the shaker fries thing tt comes with every upsized meal that was
introduced just recently in mcs, i felt so stupid.. i went to pour the seaweed
powder onto the fries directly and totally ignored the existance of the paper
bag they provided.. LOL! (by right you're supposed to pour the fries into the
bag and then the powder and then shake,shake,shake.. so yeah, i felt like a
complete idiot T_T)

seriously, why am I dropping so much hair? ...

~~

2009-07-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

Finally spent my Valerie voucher.. it expires on 3rd Aug and luckily
I went to Vivo with yunhan, which made me rmb about the voucher.
LOL, it scares me to think that it could've been wasted..

school ended at around 2+ because of the class photo-shoot, i was be-
side seychee and sandra xD lol triple s~ headed off to Harbourfront to
eat at BREEKS cafe, the teriyaki sauce is so weird o.o chocolate ice -
cream does have a slight bitter taste, its nth as sweet as raspberry or
strawberry or vanilla xD thank god I ate a tiny scoop, shudn't grow
much fatter right? LOL. at night I didn't even finish 1/4 of my rice...
will i get yan shi zheng? XD

around 4.30, we decided to go home lol, for some abnormally lucky
reason, 10 sec after we stepped onto the bus-stop, 166 arrived LOL..
i checked the time, 4.32

the bus was surprisingly empty, the whole lower deck only consisted of
me, me and me.

listened to some music.. insomnia is one i keep playing everytime i'm
on a bus xD slept the whole way through, when I woke up I was metres
away from my stop, nearly missed it, scared me like hell LOL, I would
have had to walk dam far if I alighted at the next stop..

5.00 exactly on the dot. i was half-asleep as I made it back to my home,
LOL!

didn't achieve much for art, but at least I did something~

~~

2009-07-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

I NEED to lose weight!

Its funny how sometimes you think things are like that but you keep
doubting it just because you refuse to believe in it.. but somewhere
deep down you know its still true

why am I dropping so much hair man!

I realise when I pause before I type again, my mind is blank during the
'pause' o.O

~~

2009-07-26T17:17:00.001+08:00

I have alot of titles like this one, I wonder why, first typable key
on the left side of the keyboard?

Didn't achieve much for art today, the deadline's 13th aug, now I'm
starting to feel dead, LOL! tuition tmr.. kinda sian

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

can anybody help me download some songs?

MALAYSIA!

2009-07-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

omg

MALAYSIA ROCKS.

JOHOR ROCKS!

their things are so unbelieveably amazing.. so beautiful and so cheap LOL!
my bro didn't go, so me, daddy and mum splurged like wth, obviously.. I
spent ALOT more than any of them.. well its still their money though muaha

The first time we arrived at that new shopping mall, we headed for the
specs' shop.. its kinda grand and stuff, one of the optimitrist was actually
wearing the "doctor" coat, LOL! my "san guang" dropped ok! and I just
found out that my short-sightedness degree was 150 and 175 degree only!
I said 200+ 300+ because I went to add san guang and short-sightedness
together, they told me cannot like that count LOL.. woah, my eyes ain't
that bad afterall. Cool the contacts have san guang xD sadly.. because of
my dad and guitar lessons, we can only go there on national day to collect
the contacts.. because we made it so special they had to take so long to
get it ready, LOL! darn, I'll have to live without contacts for another while..

I GOT MY SHADES! LOL! ITS the KEYnc BRAND! :DDDDDDDD WOO!!!
LOL, they were like 285RM and because we bought so many things, they
gave me a discount on top of the 50% discount and it became 40SGD!!!!
LOL~!!! I was literally SQUEALING in the shop when my mum agreed to
buy it, XD its pinkish-purplish and half-framed! :D

Malaysia was so fun omg! While dad was buying some muscle ache-relieve
product, I went to the neighbouring shop and got 2 pairs of earrings, they
were so damn pretty and costed 7.90RM and 15.90RM.. LOL! exchange
rate is around 2.43, the shop looked super high class~

went to "colours" to try to find a suitable outfit for mum for my cousin's
wedding, failed though.. instead found this light-blue dress for yunhan, I
was shopping for yunhan and hoching's birthday present anyway xD it
suited her so much I couldn't help but keep staring at it.. hope she likes it
lol~

MILK was the BEST shop I've been to today xD I got attracted to so many
clothing, its so very my style, LOL! shockingly.. I bought something bright
pink~ wahaha~ and bright green LOL! my mum said I bought 6 pc but I
think I bought more, :X that was totally.. my HEAVEN! XD

got hc's present too, but I'm not about to reveal it ~ heheh

went to this wedding like-shop, its like so pretty.. and a very strong perfume
smell lol.. got 2 wedded teddies for my cousin and her fiance, its so dam cute,
and not cheap at all to boot.. lol, I got a new wallet there too~ haha, finally
got rid of my rotting wallet.

there were so many things that happened.. I'm too tired to type.....

Had dinner at some hai xian restaurant at night, like, very late at night, becus
we went elsewhere first to get CDs before eating xD (Better not type so much
about this part in case I get sued for it.. you-know-what LOL.)

I'm so looking forward to the next trip there~

Guitar lessons start next saturday! woo!

Ba Kut Teh

2009-07-23T22:24:00.004+08:00

Didn't achieve much at all for art today.. but at least I learnt how to
colour my drawings with pastel colours.. the colour-pencil way, well,
according to yunhan, she says they're around the same, LOL!

I think so too anyway.. lol

I can't believe I took so long on one single bigger dove.. only managed to
finish colouring 2/4 of my chick-like doves..

maths was a breeze.. now for my 2 science As... (hopefully)

Kendrick was so nice to get bakuteh for us(art students) from IKEA
and then come back again on his own, LOL.. it was nice! even the
avocado drink was nice! (I really hate avocado, as in the fruit/veg),
its surprising I like it.. was it milk?

Thanks Kendrick! haha~

ah well, CCA tmr.. I didn't touch art at all tonight.. I'm kinda regretting~
I'm starting running from tomorrow, so I'm going to bed soon so I won't
fall asleep LOL.

getting contacts on sat, GOODBYE SPECS! :D

py

2009-07-20T00:28:00.004+08:00

God, seems like I'm near-temporarily quitting audi again..
Sometimes I really wonder why my bro is so influential, most of my dinner
choices are influenced by his decisions.. when I can't decide on something,
he chooses something random and I deem it the best, like, somehow.. LOL.

Twins. And telepathy really exists. LOL xD
its cool to be twins..
he made me "addicted" to pangya, its the only game I ever play now...
I've been cutting down ALOT on gaming... and I'm an idiot to have found
out about 1337 ONLY recently.. T_T

weee, that's the best thing I ever did, a near perfect 3-hole blue lagoon game xD
Hole-in-One on second hole and Eagle-d on 3rd. woo! I beat my bro, like one in
10,000 times...

I'm having tuition in 14hours...

I may just go on a diet again.. and run every weekend as well as the mornings in
school, there's a reason for my choice of the word "may". 50% chance I'd abide..
predictable LOL. Man, i regret eating like a pig today. xD

it was crystal jade (ate more than mum n bro) for lunch before harry potter and
BREEKS Cafe at night for dinner.. god, THIS FEELS FAT T.T

Even though harry potter wasn't that nice, but it ain't as bad as what all my friends
say either.. lol. At least this one was funnier than all the rest xD (in my opinion)

Orchard LIDO 1 totally AMAZED me. it really deserves the title of largest digital cineplex in SG

time passes so fast.. i'm always reminiscing about the times when we were still
young whenever I'm waiting for something with my parents, its really amazing
how parents love kids, even though they can be quite an annoyance at times

random thoughts. school again.. LOL

Headache

2009-07-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

Had 1hr 20min of both lang arts and chinese.. its horrible, really mortifying..
lol.. gave me a BAD headache
(Even though it happens every thursday of the week, yeayea, I'll get used to it..)

Ah and MORE headaches.. this morning my maid woke me up at 5.15am
instead of 6.15am.. god, it was so, so wth, and I only realised after I've finished
preparing to go to school.. that includes TYING the FREAKING hair. I hate
this the MOST. but ah well, maybe god was preventing my nightmare from
continuing.. I had the weirdest nightmare EVER.

it was so scary I remember waking up trembling.. its about Yunhan comp-
letely AP-ing me at school while sitting right in front of me.. it was freaking
weird.. and strangely terrifying.. I can't rmb other details that really scared
me.. just abit of it.. I just rmb perfectly being so frightened about it when I
woke up. The part I remembered was that she took one of the food stuffs
that the form teacher bought for the class which was supposed to be mine
and she just threw it on the ground and stepped on it. Then guo laoshi
reprimanded her for it, she just looked at me with a UBER bushuang face
and she threw the cake I already got and smashed it on the floor as well..
then I think something worse happened after that.. but ah well, I'm one of
those people that never ever remembers my dreams.. just one while I was
still in lower primary.

God, all the Euphemisms I tried thinking of ended up as sarcasms, seriously
what's wrong with me LOL, can't I stop thinking of new ways to suan some-
body? lol.. sometimes you just look at people and you can't help but do so,
there has to be this part of the population that exists to entertain~ xD

ok, I'm kidding

ART! we're left with like a few days less than a month to complete our prep
work.. like 8 WHOLE BOARDS. god, how's that even humane? ok I DO agree
that we've been slacking.. ok maybe its just or-bi-quack. LOL, these few weeks
to come won't be easy.. I'll rest-assure -_-

Well, horrors aside, at least I can learn classical guitar~
woo! :D

cut my fringe..

2009-07-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

Noo.. I cut my fringe.. the fringe I loved.. the fringe I took such a long time
to grow...

ah well, I can sort of predict the responses I'll get at school tomorrow, it
certainly won't be pleasant...

LOL

Noo..

2009-07-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

I shall begin on a lighter note lol.. everything's just gonna get so damn sad,
sob sob, LOL. alright, I hope it won't anyway

hehe, that's my new wallpaper.. happy cardboard bunnies, those are EARS!
not HANDS! LOL. its so cute, you see one flying in the air and many more at
the back and one in front that seems to be an attention seeker

Below are the ice-skating photos haha, some time ago xD

The squad that I love so much.. almost all the active people turned up for this
very important (personally) outing!

haha, jesslyn's birthday! one more person who turned 16.. that was 9/7 xD taken

right outside 4E container classroom, in between the two stairs ~

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I just read the squad blog.. to be honest, I felt very depressed after reading it... I

feel deep regret for even looking forward to handover.. to think the one thing I

wanted to get rid of for the first two years was the one thing that saddens me with

the mere thought of losing it...

I may not have the right to say "Hey! we've gone through so much together for 4

years!" but I may at least be able to say 2? haha.. Its precious.. what I'm going to

lose.. thank god I didn't realise that only after its gone..

This can't be the end.. there are friends whom my mum still knows now that she

knew in primary 2.. when she was 8! for more than 40 years! I'm not going to be

a naive imbecile to think we'll stay that way for as long as our 'forever' may be, but

I refuse to believe right after CCA ends.. we won't stick together anymore. Friend-

ship this deep is one of the hardest to build in the world, how many people do you

actually feel like their meant for you?

handover is so soon.. next week? perhaps the next next? Separation is so near.. it

could be tomorrow on Monday, this would be a good time to hope that

'Tomorrow never comes".

I really hope we stay together even after the handover

I LOVE Y'ALL RVSJAB YR4'09!

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"In Life's Garden, Friendship is the most Fragrant"

Gash Bell

2009-07-10T00:28:00.002+08:00

Woo, I just spent S$10.45 on a blog shop item, god it looked so pretty, LOL
man I really should stop spending money on clothes..

'when you think you need something, you actually only want it'
ah well, since the fact is that all we humans ever need is air, food and water,
and a workable brain and immune system, organs.. and a body?

whooo~ GASH BELL is totally nice! I'm so addicted to the manga, just finished
chapter 233, its so nice, it pulled me away from One Piece, amazingly, lol..

that's obviously not from the manga haha, the manga's called Konjiki no Gash
Bell, I watched a bit of the anime a long time ago, like.. 3-4 years ago? or more?
anime is just Gash Bell lol, its really nice.. and cute.. and funny LOL.

That's a poster from Gash Bell Movie 1, its really nice.. I'm gonna read till the
latest chapter before I watch Movie 2.. lol, i'm so looking forward to it.

My interest in online gaming has.. died down alot since.. I don't know when lol..
ah well things happen, people change, its a cycle.. like the stupid retarded
digestive cycle I keep going on and on about.. people eating their own shit and
stuff, LOL.. ok that's just crazy, imagine a world deprived of food. it might just
happen, tsk.

I really hope this doesn't drag me away from reality, rofl
I'm not empty again.

(repetition) NO SCHOOL~ WHOOOO~

E-learning day

2009-07-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

LOL! HOCHING DREW THIS OVER CID! cute right?! haha! its done on

photoshop, she taught me a couple of shortcuts and stuff wahaha~ ok this

was quite some time ago lol..

my art painting is progressing very little by little.. hopefully I won't drop

far behind the others.. taking quite a BIG headstart together with yh and

hoching and tsesin, LOL!

tmr's e-learning day! woo! no school! even though I'm supposed to study

at home, i'm going to watch ice-age 3! muahaha! LOL, god i'm in such a

good mood.. even thought I didnt feel like going for expert tournament..

i never manage to make it past round 2, audi's lag is starting to really get

on my nerves.. lol

woo! NO SCHOOL! :D

eve! photos!! lol~

ice skating

2009-07-06T21:54:00.003+08:00

woo! I've finally learnt how to ice-skate! LOL!
that's like a success after 2 tries at ice-skating.. once was
like.. maybe a year or more ago when i only skated around
40+ minutes xD kinda shi bai..

but god, i'm so proud of myself today, I kept rejecting the
hand that was put out for me incase I feel like falling! as in,
i didn't take the hand or touch it at all. totally forced myself
to either balance or fall

it was so fun to learn how to skate.. and to know eventually,
it was kinda tiring and my inner feet hurt like hell.. lousy
skates hmph T.T there were more learners than those who
could skate today, LOL! most of us manage to skate a little
on our own without the help of anyone..

YONGEN and YUTING! JIAYOU!!

man, i wanna skate again, its so fun! i wanna skate super
fast like xinmun and jesslyn! wooooo~ is this what they
call a sudden addiction? and to think just yesterday I was
totally traumatized by the idea of re-trying..

and when we were taking off our skates and preparing to
leave, I saw Bullet LOL! audi fam mate~ he saw me first
actually, he was just sitting right in front of me at the seats
area(kallang there the ice rink) its like, so super coinciden-
tial LOL! tsk tsk, was that his girlfriend? LOL! keke~

it was so~ so so so so so~ so so so FUN!
I wanna skate again sometime! :D (although I think I'll lose
the skill and fall again the next time I try, LOL)

EVE! PHOTOS PLEASE! XD

稻香

2009-06-28T14:07:00.005+08:00

I'm finishing my last zuo wen! Yay, new record of -19 at West Wiz 18
hole, did it today, was so lucky to achieve a hole in one at an 18 hole
game! :D

Finally got my devil's club set. Thank god Beginner D *_*

alright, I'm gonna put the lyrics of 稻香here, I really love the lyrics.
its sung by 周杰伦.

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依KAO

回家吧

回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

WO KAO着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎珍惜一切

就算没有拥有还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依KAO

回家吧

回到最初的美好

~

~~

2009-06-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

Finished reading Tokyo Crazy Paradise LOL, same mangaka as Skip
Beat xD, its her first manga I think.. although i think she only has 2
projects LOL! its alr completed and its very nice *_*! N-I-C-E..

I'm kinda freaked over shounen and comedy these days LOL! decided
to start on bakuman and Rave Master :D eeee.. and just when school is
reopening.. and I'm still so far from finishing One piece..

LAND OF THE LOST WAS FUNNY! LOL! curse u freaks who can't take
WARPED humour, LOL! ITS FUNNY OK!

actually wanted to watch transformers with family, but it'd eat into our
shopping time, so NO WAY. ok.. the things a shopper has to sacrifice...

I'M STILL GONNA WATCH IT SOME DAY ! when more ppl have
watched it, LOL.

I FINISHED 4 HCL PAPER 2S, THAT'S LIKE SO AMAZING FOR ME!
HUAHAHAHA! alright.. it ain't getting exactly better because I've still
got quite alot left to do.. ah, darn that physics video...

300+ people deemed themselves victims to the H1N1... ok I know its
inevitable.. but still, god, instead of pure-heartedly wanting an extended
holiday, shouldn't people start worrying for their healths/lives? lol;

had a debate with mum today over michael jackson lol. she thought that
he was stupid to keep earning so much money despite not being able to
spend it at all due to his limited lifespan.. when he's like, alrdy god-damned
rich. I dunno why I just felt like defending that fact lol, he probably just
wanted to kept singing till he died because that's where his passion was?
well, though it came from me, I still wonder about that..
the powers of money.. he escaped from a kid-rape crime because he had
money to hire good lawyers.. money is to be feared.. LOL!

ah well, his moon walks are good according to my bro, his singing is quite
good too; I think its stupid to criticise a singer's singing just because of his
background but yea.. he lived one hell of a life. LOL! R.I.P michael jackson~

I'm soon gonna return back to school life. Has this been a good holiday?

steamboat

2009-06-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

god.. I'm really dead meat..

PLEASE GOD! MAKE MY SCHOOL EXTEND THE HOLIDAYS!

like that's gonna work.. a non-dovotee like me, how ironic. LOL.

went to cousins' house today for steamboat dinner in celebration of
Father's Day xD Went straight there and saw them playing mahjong..
sad I still haven't fully-learnt how to play yet, darn, it looks like 10
times more fun than daidi.

So the whole day of freetime there was spent playing daidi with my
family and uncle xD it was fun, laughed a hell lot, LOL! My dad's a
loser, my bro's a loser, its what makes that kind of game so freaking
hell hilarious, LOL! one of the best things my bro did was to attempt
to put a stack of around 5 cards down while lying that its a single
king, LOL! one of the best things my uncle did was to try to stop a
full house aces-up winning streak by putting down 4 random cards
while lying that its a 4-jack. LOL! ah, i just love loserness and qian
bian-ness. XD

Played the whole night.. till like nearly 11 before we went home. The
steamboat was nice, the longan tofu was nice, the chocolate cake my
cousin made was nice too! xD I'm so.. gonna gain weight..

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

anyway, pangya's addictive.. Its totally taking audition away from
me.. looks like I really am going to lose the skill which I have pain-
stakingly gained back... I've already done 2 HIOs and 1 Eagle by
Rookie B.. now Rookie A LOL! its just so addictive for someone's
who's a formal Junior A, LOL xD

Its art again tomorrow.. sadly my painting is meant for O level, I
would love to show my progress off, its like the best painting I
ever did?..

hopefully I get a good grade for my Os~ But its impossible for me to
transfer to HCJC.. a dream beyond a dream..

darn, is it weird if I just suddenly developed an interest in banking?

LOL.

Cycling trip

2009-06-18T23:55:00.005+08:00

Went cycling with charlene and phyllis today xD was supposed to make
sure charlene learn how to cycle by today LOL!

see the struggle rofl, at least we still gt to watch the horses XD its pasir ris
park btw lol~

Still in the process of learning~

Is this some kind of "i wanna die liao" laughter? LOL...

now this was fun, we made sure all the vehicles crossed alr before running

to the road LOL! had to make sure the camera phone was set to auto-shot

like.. 10 secs? LOL! then when we took finish a taxi drove right past, phew

any later and he would have beeped us out of the way XD

I can only see my bike.. LOL

took when we first arrived there, ah so cute right we 3? LOL

I'm staying up again even though i swore to sleep at 10.. LOL! anyway had fun

with FAM people again today and trashed ~~ xD

went to find wym and got to know boss~ LOL!

and woah, i forgot to mention previously, met fire at white sands aft cycling LOL!

such coincidence, i like, suddenly found myself beside this girl's back tt really

resembled fire, and i peeped n stared n tried to see the face from all possible sides

without being suspicious but obviously i failed and yeah! ITS HER! XD only said

hi though xD but oh god, how long has it been? haha!

and er, THANK YOU PHYLLIS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO CLEMENTI :D

YOU ROCK MAN! LOL

Donuts!

2009-06-18T01:49:00.003+08:00

lol, can't wait for.. er, 7 hours+ from now xD wahoo~ i'm going cycling
(again) with phyllis and charlene~ gosh, I can't believe how much I
can't wait for it.. didn't go out with them at all yet so far for the hols

these are the donuts from donut empire! xD Some doorgift which both
my mum and my dad got(one person one box of 6 donuts leh!). they're
so beautiful and cute ... i wonder how i got myself to eat them T.T

lol i ate the pink one xD
yunhan and ruoling came to my house today.. wait no.. YESTERDAY.
originally we were supposed to discuss and start on physics but we spent
way more time cooking and playing daidi LOL! gosh, we made chawan
mushi and maggie udon for 4 people! (3 of us and my bro xD) God it was
so fun.. like one of the only times I actually COOK.

and i hate washing up.. T-T curse the cleanliness-freak-nature of mine..
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wym came to stalk me in audi. LOL! xD Since the moment she logged in,
I could predict that, HAHA! XD played the WHOLE night.. xD me and
pirates stayed till.. 1+ lol.. playing the happy box thing and bp-ing to get
money for the happy box thing, LOL!

anyw, we had tonnes of fun xD like playing tab instead of normal, and
other stuff xD this was before wym came, amazing right? La Bouche -
Be my Lover, the super ultra mega long song.. 5 people scored over a
million, out of 6 people.. LOL! (top 4 from my FAM de :X) LOL!

wym join DeUnknowns la~ :D (LOL) ok i shall stop brain-washing..

riight.. i got some maryjanes thing worth 150k.. and a 5k shoe.. and a
7 day checked mini(i love it xD, its a cash item).. the den items i got
from exchanging 2k by 2k dens.. (ouch) i've spent well over 200k den
LOL! i got 100 happy tickets.. LOL.. the 2nd 50tics which i tried using
gave me the cash item xD woo~

haha ~ it has been such a fun night xD

School again

2009-06-12T00:51:00.003+08:00

Went cycling with shuwei and ruoling.. well... since its past midnight,
YESTERDAY, lol. I think that was the longest distance and time I ever
cycled.. even though I've actually only cycled for so few times.. LOL!
The kiosk uncle at pasir ris park actually remembered me, omg, its
been around half a year or more!

Shuwei learnt hw to cycle~ she was fast, haha, congrats man! xD

The MRT trip there as well as mealtime at burgerking were fun for
some reason, I'm glad I've made so many friends with the talent to
crap xD I felt stupid after I realise 403 could go to a busstop much
nearer to the kiosk than 354.. darn, walked like shit under the
annoyingly scorching sun.. lesson learnt.. T_T

After cycling and stuff, when we were going home via MRT, my mum
called and asked me if I wanted to shop with her, since she was ard
orchard area xD so in the end.. the 3 of us went to bugis junction &
bugis street to walk around, haha~ didn't buy anything though.. lol

There was this weird weird auntie on the train.. around dover there,
she started quarelling with a younger man..

"Stop pushing me with your bag!"

"What? If I put my bag in front also hit the people in front what, the
train so crowded.."

"If you keep hitting me with your bag I can call the police and charge
you for molest you know? There are so many female witnesses around"

Thank god the younger man was forgiving.. luckily he didn't quarrel
any further with the lady.. or it might've turned into something really
unsightly.. lol, a complete waste of time as well.. lol

AHHH.. I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW...

105

2009-06-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

Went to school today.. like every other tuesday of this holidays
I guess, managed to finish my drawing on the super large O level
canvas.. lol, phew, was kinda torturous to keep alligning the OHP
transparency to my canvas.. and the stupid stand keep falling!
LOL! they should invest more on us wonderful artists~ rofl xD

whoosh.. finished all my chem homework, another hurdle crossed
I guess.. there's still mountains left though.. there's the chinese
homework.. ahhh!! ace-learning and all those annoying online crap
besides paperwork.. if you print them out it might cover mt. faber
or sth, see! at least I don't exagerate it into something like mt.
everest.. lol

haha, mr seetoh treated me, jiali & yunhan to this laksa today..
gosh it had like tons of xi hum.. sadly non of us eat this full of
cholestrol thing! LOL.. actually I feel kinda bad for wasting
someone's good will.. but uh, keeping healthy is still priority xD

(Not convincing since we all went out to eat two massive attacks
from BREEKS.. ok 4 of us.. even though one massive attack is
SUPPOSED to serve 4... LOL)

we couldn't help it! they had that 1 for 1 deal thing, LOL!

i smell fun tmr.. lol even though i can't understand what's fun about
it..

I'm catching shuwei's bus 105 LOL! we're going to far east plaza with
my new PORTABLE ATM! WAHAHA! :D

its so cool can? she's going to work part-time at hotels.. being a
waitress.. and doing something as noble(to me) as customer
service WHICH I ABSOLUTELY DETEST! LOL.

alright, i can't do maths homework anymore though T.T

ah.. the price one has to pay to enjoy simple luxuries such as shopping~
ah.. how noble of me~

okok. GOODNIGHT LOL.

One Piece

2009-06-08T23:59:00.005+08:00

One Piece is so addictive O.O"
I'm already at episode 96...

I'm going crazy about it.. haven't been this addicted to any
one anime ever since code geass..

alright.. time to spend more money at vivo tmr after art~